Nagi's Journal
by Yanagi-sen
Weiss Kreuz fanfic
Usual disclaimers apply.
Not mine, if they were I would be a lot better off…
Warnings: who knows, I have no idea where this will go or
even what I'm going, but it's safe to say there will be shounen ai, probably
yaoi, possible lemons, dirty language, maybe violence. I CAN promise no character death, that's it
Day
15: Favorite Relation (back to the psychotic family)
Today we were instructed to write about our favorite
relative… -_-; I know I've mentioned,
repeatedly, how bizarre and psychotic my family is. So whom do I pick to write about? My over-bearing and anal-retentive 'father'? My annoying, argumentative, slutty
'brother'? Or my certifiable, knife
licking, scary other brother? Choices,
choices…
Well, she said to go with our favorite, and no offense to
the other two, but there really is only one person that can fall into this
category, and that's Schu. He's
annoying, and smug, and likes to pick fights.
He drinks too much when he goes out and smokes like a chimney. He's moody, and pissy, and likes nothing
better than to mess with the minds of everyone around him. He's also the most understanding and
non-judgmental person I know. He's the
one who's willing to sit down and listen to me. Brad makes me talk to him sometimes… but Schu really
listens. And he never judges, just
listens and offers advice, but isn't offended if you don't take it. Lots of people get really pissed if you
don't do as they suggest, Schu just kinda shrugs it off, it's your life, he
says.
I've said before he's the one who takes care of me when I'm
sick. It's not that the others don't
care. But Brad doesn't deal well with
sick people. If you're sick, then
you're not being productive. He can't
stand idle hands. I think it is more a
reflection of his inability to relax than a criticism of us. Farf… has his moments. Like the time he brought me that milkshake
when I was sick over the summer. But,
he's not really suited to be a nursemaid.
He gets distracted easily and wanders off. Schu, while hyper and crazy himself… is the only one who can
actually sit by your bedside and keep you company, or bring you soup and juice,
or keep cool clothes handy when your fever climbs.
He's the one who keeps track of who takes what medicine, and
when you ate last. That comes from that
time when I quit eating… he's never completely forgiven himself for ignoring
me. He also understands that sometime
you just don't feel like eating. Then
he'll be happy with anything, even stuff that isn't technically healthy… or
technically food for that matter.
Periodically he likes to take me out and do stuff. Nothing big, just a trip to the movies or
out to eat. Sometimes we'll rent a
whole bunch of videos, get an insane amount of junk food, soda for me, beer for
him, and we'll stay up all night.
Course, we can only ever do that if Brad's away for a couple days, but
it's fun when we can.
I really miss Schu, those rare occasions when he's sent out
on a mission. He's the best company I
have around here, besides Omi, and the only one I can talk to about my
boyfriend. The fact that I'm gay
doesn't bother him at all. He hasn't
come out and said it… but he is soooo bi.
I swear he'd try to seduce anything that moved, male, female,
other. Ok, maybe not the other… I hope
not the other, but you get the idea.
I've seen what he wears out to the clubs… If his outfits don't scream 'Fuck Me NOW!' I don't know what
does.
I'm going to wrap this up, cause I know Brad has a quick
mission for me tonight. Actually, it
more or less falls along the line of, dress up and play Brad's little
ward. Kinda fun, not as much fun as
being bait though. I hope the food will
be good, since I can't enjoy the open bar at these things. And I hope there aren't any girls there that
want me to dance. I don't dance. Never.
Ever. Don't ask.
Hey Chibi, been
awhile since I took a look at this.
You've been busy I see. You
know, if you want me too, I could give that Yuuto prick a migraine or
something. Think about it. I guess Braddy-boy hasn't read through your
little diary here yet, has he? I think
we would have heard the sound of your little bones snapping as he pounded you
to a bloody pulp. LOL
I'm really your
favorite? Cool. And I'm NOT a mother hen… who else is gonna
nurse you? You're so pathetic when
you're sick. You can never do things
half way, can you? When you're sick,
you're flat on your back, helpless.
Kinda cute actually.
Just for your
information, I am bi, thank you very much.
And those are 'clubbing clothes'!
They do NOT scream 'Fuck Me NOW!'
The girls (and guys) do when they see me in them. And another thing… I'm not moody! You make me sound like I've got PMS or
something. You should be getting back
soon… I can 'hear' you two in the elevator.
Dammit, Schu! I told
you not to steal this anymore! Come
one, there's stuff in here I don't want Brad to see. You having it out in the middle of the living room is NOT a good
thing. If you're gonna read it, cause
there is obviously NO way I can keep you out of it… at least do it in your room
where Brad won't see you. If he catches
you reading my journal he's gonna be suspicious. I'm already in enough trouble over Omi and Yuuto. I don't need him seeing the rest of the
stuff in there. PLEASE, Schu… I'm
begging you… don't get him curious.
Sorry, chibi. Does this mean I can steal it? That's what it sounds like; you're giving me
permission as long as Brad doesn't catch me.
I don't know… Where's your sense of adventure? Where's the risk? Where's
the temptation of fate?
Safely stored away with the possibility of oh, I don't know…
DEATH! Or maiming at the very
least. Cause that's what will happen to
me if Brad gets this notebook. He's
been… kinda mellow lately. I'm not sure
if it's a permanent thing yet or not.
But I'm NOT going to try it. I'm
kinda attached to this life… or at the very least, my head.
Hmm, true. Okay, I'll try to keep Crawfish from getting
his hands on this… After all, I don't want to lose access to this fine literary
masterpiece you have going here… ^_^
Don't start. And
you're still my favorite. -Nagi
