by Yanagi-sen
Weiss Kreuz fanfic
Usual disclaimers apply. Not mine, if they were I would be a lot better off…
Warnings: who knows, I have no idea where this will go or even what I'm doing, but it's safe to say there will be shounen ai, probably yaoi, possible lemons, angst, dirty language, maybe violence. I CAN promise no character death, that's it
Day 25: I Hate Being Called, 'Kid' (AKA Schu's fav. Entertainment)
Two more weeks of this crap, huh? You want 'personal voice'? I'll give you 'personal voice'. I'm voicing my irritation at my 'brother' Schuldich for calling me 'kid'. And not just 'kid', but also 'chibi', 'brat', 'child', and any others I think of along the way.
Why, you may ask, does he feel this nearly obsessive need to torment me in this manner? I don't know. Simple as that. I've asked him to stop. I've begged him to stop. I've tried bribery, beating him, blackmail… nothing works. Bastard! I think it is his favorite form of entertainment. Tease Nagi!
Why does it bother me so much when he calls me kid? Probably cause I'm not. I know, most teenagers say that but for me it's really true. I had to cease being a 'kid' at about the time I ended up on the streets. I couldn't afford the luxury of being a 'kid'. I had to survive. I really didn't have much of a childhood. But since I've never really known anything different, I don't usually miss what I never had. It would have been nice to have had a family. A home. Caring parents. But I'm not going to dwell on what 'might have been'. I've got enough trouble here and now.
Back to Schu-schu and his tendency to make my blood boil. Like that whole deal with him stealing my journal. He knew how much it bothered me. He knew what was in there that I didn't want other people to see. He knew my door was LOCKED!!! And he still did it! *sigh* Maybe this is what it's like to have an older brother. An ancient, decrepit, crotchety older brother.
And yes… I know HE'LL know I wrote that. It's the only way to get him back, at his own game. It's a good thing Brad doesn't know about half the stuff that goes on around here. We'd be soooo screwed!
Anyways… back to my main point. And yes, there is a point. The point is… I HAVE A NAME, Schuldich! Use it! The occasional 'kid' or 'chibi', I can deal with. It's the constant and never ending use of said nicknames that drive me nuts. My name isn't long. It isn't even difficult to pronounce (unlike YOURS… I mean, come one… Japanese doesn't even USE the 'l' sound!). Let's try it together Schu… na… gi… nagi… I'm sure you can figure this one out…. You're not a total retard!
Notice I said TOTAL… *snickers* Oh yeah… I'm dead. But I'll go out enjoying it. If he didn't want to use my name, he could always use my old Esset codename, 'Prodigy'. I don't mind that too much. It was about the best out of the lot, although Brad's 'Oracle' wasn't bad. But the other two… LOL. 'Mastermind'… sounds like a cheesy comic book villain. And 'Berserker'? Come on! He only acted like that cause those MORONS at the training facility didn't know how to handle him.
Anyway… Schu-schu should be back soon. He's running errands for Brad today… can we say SLAVE!!!! LOL I think I'll leave this where he's sure to find it. He won't be able to resist reading it, cause he's so nosey. But he also won't be able to do anything about it cause he promised he wouldn't read it anymore… I know he's still reading it (you hear that Schuldich?!) but he can't do anything about it or I'll know he lied. I love being in a position of absolute power. ^__^
I'm in soooooo much trouble. ^__^ Oh well… he deserves it. -Nagi