by Yanagi-sen
Weiss Kreuz fanfic
Usual disclaimers apply. Not mine, if they were I would be a lot better off…
Warnings: who knows, I have no idea where this will go or even what I'm doing, but it's safe to say there will be shounen ai, probably yaoi, possible lemons, angst, dirty language, maybe violence. I CAN promise no character death, that's it.
Day 31: The EndFinally, after what has seemed like months… I'll be done with this damn journal! It's not that I really minded writing… it's just writing where other people can see it. Like with Schu… it'll be years before I get to live down some of the things in this little book. And I admit… I made some mistakes. There are things you just shouldn't ever commit to paper, and I did. But I guess all in all… the experience hasn't been too bad.
Tomorrow Brad is taking me to that school one last time. I'm going to turn in everything I still have so I can get credit for the work I've done… and then we're leaving. I'll never have to go back there again. I can't wait. It's not as if I'm going to miss anyone, classmates or teachers; and I'm sure they won't miss me. I'm looking forward to that college course Brad signed me up for. It's just an intro level archeology class, but college! And he actually picked something I like. He's going to be in charge of the rest of my education… well him and the others. Farf is surprisingly good at math, he's already all excited about teaching me calculus. And Schu… well, let's just say psychology is second nature to him. Course with him, the lessons will likely involve whoever passes by.
I'm excited about this. I'm not stupid enough to think it's going to be all fun. I know there will be times I will curse this decision, and Brad, but I'm hoping the good will outweigh the bad. If nothing else, at least now I can sleep. One thing is bothering me a little though. Brad has been mentioning a new employer. From what little he has said, it sounds a lot like another Takatori. Great, just what we needed. Brad! Are you insane?! Don't saddle us up with another one! That would put Omi and me on opposing sides again. I don't like the idea of that at all. I can't give him up or let him go. But if Brad forbids me to see him… it's back to sneaking around again. I don't want to do that, it's just begging for trouble. And I don't see his teammates being any different. Arrgh! It's just not fair.
Maybe I'm borrowing trouble. I can't help it, I'm a worrier. And right now I'm worried that I'll have to do a hack job on this assignment again. I hope it's not as bad as last time. That took two people all night to get it in shape. No chance of getting Omi over though. He's got some Kritiker holiday party to go to (sounds like lots of fun -_-;). Besides, I don't want Brad to think about Omi and remember we're dating… at least until AFTER our trip to the resort. Can't wait for that either.
Another thing to gripe about… could Brad possibly turn the heat down any lower?! I'm freezing here! I'm wrapped up in a blanket and I still can't stay warm. Farf brought me in some hot chocolate a while ago, but I drank it all updating the Schwarz files. I think I need a refill, if for no other reason than to wrap my hands around the mug. At least Christmas was fun, and Shogatsu is next! Omi and I already made a date to go down to the coffeehouse and spend the evening with Miki, Yachii, and Kazuya. Might be our last official 'date' for a while, I'll have to wait and see how things pan out.
I guess this whole journal thing wasn't a complete disaster. I mean… it has helped me to sort some things out for myself. I'll probably look back on this time in 20 years (if I live that long) and laugh. But for now… it's done. –Nagi
Konnichiwa minna, I have to say, this is the longest thing I've ever written, and it's been a lot of fun. I hate to disappoint people, but everything must come to an end. Thanks are in order to a bunch of people. To Aoe and Shoori, my best friends, that got me into this whole 'anime' thing (don't worry Aoe, I'm planning on some more Schu angst in the future ^_~). To Miki, Ami-chan, and Yachi on the NagiML… who hounded me mercilessly to write the 'next' part. To Kiki, Truth, and Amber from the other ML for the same reason. To Enigma for all the wonderful praise, even though I haven't heard from you in a while (I know you've been busy with the GW fics, but we miss you!). And finally thanks to all the wonderful readers from the ML's and ff.net, I really do appeciate you taking the time to write to me. And so, without further ado… sin sin, tis done!* - Yanagi-sen
*(sin sin –pronounced 'shin', traditional Gaelic storyteller's ending, basically means… that's that)