"Wish I was Your Kumagorou"
by Sachiko
Disclaimers: I do NOT own the anime Gravitation. This is only a fanfiction.
Summary: It's Christmas time! Everyone's gathering at Shuichi's party, and Ryuichi decides to buy everyone a little something. But when he went shopping, he lost Kumagorou! (O.o) How will he get his precious bunny back and have a good Christmas? Who will comfort him? (A little TatsuhaxRyuichi shounen-ai-ness)
Author's Note: And again, I can't write those well! Please bear with me! If the taste doesn't satisfy you...SORRY XP OH!
++++ Ch.3 - Healed Yet Not Healed... ++++ Date: 12/25/02 - 1/13/03 (finished)
Damn, I can't believe it... It's true maybe that I'm really obsessed with Sakuma Ryuichi. But I wasn't prepared for this! Not only did I have to see him cry, but now I have to comfort him too. I love the moment... I really do... but temptation can lead me wrong...
Not for a second did I lay my eyes off him. When he's singing, Sakuma- san carries such a serious...manly...sexy...*smack*... face, and when he's off stage, he's so cheerful. But now...just take a look at him. He's not even like that, but instead, he's like a child...so delicate... I soothed him by stroking his back and holding him tight in my chest. It's so warm and refined. I could still hear some sniffles from him, but at least he stopped crying.
"Sakuma-san...are...are you ok?" I tried loosening to see how he was, but he didn't let me go.
"......hold me tighter..."
...What was he saying?!
"...Hold me closer to you...please..." I felt his hands grasping on more than just the costume, but he deeply clutched onto me too. "...Tatsuha-kun...you're warm...like Kumagorou..."
"Sakuma...san..." But I'm not Kumagorou...I wish I was, so I could hug you and be hugged by you...and...If you sleep with Kumagorou...that is...er...I could be there too...in bed with you...
"...Your chest is very warm..."
I squeezed him tighter as he asked me too. I didn't realize at first, but he has such a slim yet strong-built body. I felt it as I ran my hand slowly back and forth on his body. No...I can't be tempted... but...I want to eat him and take a bite out of him...Sh*t...
A little while later, there was a strange silence, and in it, there were little ruffles. Sakuma-san was snoring lightly. How cute... He's asleep. I wanted to see his face that was still buried on me. Gently, I raised him by his shoulders and there his eyes were...closed. But even when he's asleep, his face was still so beautiful. I laid him down on the sofa, and it was a pretty wide sofa too. It's possibly to lay two people's full bodies across. I lay down face to face with him and stroked his cheeks. So soft and flawless...And that mouth...I want to touch for it and kiss it... "Sakuma-san...forgive me..." I reached out and put my arms around his neck and kissed his forehead. "I love you...to death..."
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"Are you sure you know which shopping center it is?" Hiro asked Shuichi as they rode in Noriko's car.
"Um...haha...I guess I should've asked. But then again, how could I when Ryuichi-san is like that...?" Shuichi said. "Noriko-san, do you have any guesses which one he might've gone to?"
Noriko nodded. "There's only one where he love to go to when he asks me to go and buy candy for him. It's probably that one." She pointed outside to a small two-story shopping center called "Shira Usagi Ginza" (actually, it doesn't exist in Japan XD).
As they walked in, they realize the possible danger of a crowd cramming around them if they weren't careful. They gathered in a lonely corner, trying not to attract attention. But apparently, they made quite obviousness when they overlapped on each other's shoulders. "Ok, Fujisaki-kun and I will take downstairs, while Shuichi and Noriko- san take upstairs. In ten minutes, we'll report at this same area, na?" Hiro commanded.
"Alright! Let's go!"
One pair ran upstairs, and the other remained downstairs. From corner to section, from section to isles, from isles to gaps, from person to person, they explored circumspectly for the lost stuff bunny. If have to, they even rummaged into piles of hanging or piled clothes. Left. Right. Up. Down.
"Any luck?"
"No!"
"See anything up there? What about here?"
"I don't see no nothing."
Kumagorou was nowhere to be found. They returned back to their meeting place, panting and catching their breath. "...Huff...this is...not good... You guys didn't have any progress either?" Shuichi asked Suguru and Hiro.
"Nai... probably someone took it already...We've looked practically everywhere, including the stuff animal section and dug through almost every area..."
"And he almost got us killed..." Suguru interrupted.
"...Fujisaki..."
Noriko sighed. "We avoided from trying to ask anyone, but then it might be our last chance!"
Shuichi clutched onto his head and stood up. "Oh... POOR RYUICHI!!! Without Kumagorou, he'll be so so lonely!! I will forever not be able to forgive myself even though I didn't do anything wrong!!!"
"H-hold on, Shindou-san... quiet down..."
"Gaaahhh!!! Oh Kumagorou...!! Where are you!? Without you, Ryu-chan might not be able to continue, and then..."
"Shindou-san!" Suguru tried shouting.
"NITTLE GRASPER MIGHT NOT CONTINUE!!! Then the world falls apart AND I CAN'T STAND IT!!!........Eh...?" The store was quiet. Frozen eyes were staring. "Uh oh..."
People whispered. "What's with those people...?" "Hey, they look awfully familiar?" "Where are they from?" Yikes, Shuichi thought as his eyes looked around the murmuring crowd, he certainly did crap this time. He could feel the jerkings from the others, telling him the same thing. Just turn around, shut your stupid mouth, and everything will be fi... "Hey!! I-I-It's the hot-hit band BAD LUCK!!!!! Ooooo It's Noriko of Nittle Grasper!!!!!!" "Really?!" "Oh yeah!!!"
"Oh sh*t... You've really done it this time, Shuichi..." Hiro growled. As a swarm of crowds came teeming on them, "RUN FOR IT!!!" Shuichi, Hiro, Suguru, and Noriko ran for their lives, almost thrashing the whole store as smoke flutter in the air like a wave from isle to isle and shaking the area. They ran upstairs and back again, still unable to lose the stampede. After chasing for what seemed to be seven or more minutes, the people finally realized they were chasing after nobody. "W-where did they go?!" "Maybe that way!" "Let's go!!" Stomp stomp run run...
Four shadows crept behind a door, peeking at the dusting smoke outside. "Phew...we finally managed to escape..." Shuichi commented.
"It's a wonder that Ryu-chan didn't attract anyone like this..." Noriko remarked.
Hiro sniggered. "...That's because he didn't have a jackass with him like someone here..."
"HEY HIRO--!" But Shuichi's words were cut off with Suguru pinning him down by his mouth.
"SHhhh...! PIPE DOWN! ...You want them to hear us?!"
"..Mm..ummm." Shuichi nodded to agreement with his mouth still covered.
"Excuse me...but..." a deep voice spoke. "...What are you guys doing here at the main office?" They turned around and found an elder bearded man wearing former suit puzzly staring at them. "And what's with the herd out there?"
Suguru let loose of Shuichi and became as startled as the others but remained a calm face. They looked at each other, clueless of how to respond. "W-we're..." Shuichi started. "We're just...we're just about to leave! Ahaha...well...see ya!" But Hiro restrained him by the jacket, "We came to look for a lost stuff animal. It's a pink bunny around this big...around ten inches more or less. Have you seen it?"
"Hmm..." The others waited for his answer. "No one has returned a stuff animal of any to me..." They were about to give up. "But we do, however, have a lost&found basket. You might find it there."
Shuichi slapped his forehead. "DUH! The lost&found basket! Why didn't I think of that?!" They followed the man down one room, which seemed to be like a waiting room of some sort what with sofas and all. "A- ano...who might you be?"
The bearded man looked at Shuichi. "Me? I'm the manager of this place."
"Geh...G-gomenasai! Sorry for the...er..."
"Haha!! Don't worry about that out there! It'll clear up before you know it. That face...you guys must be Bad Luck...and of Nittle Grasper... no wonder why they were making such a big fuss over you. It's a pleasure to have you all here. But anyways...here's the basket." He pointed to a bin packed with lost jackets, pens, utensils, even wallets, and a pack of other numerous bunches. Shuichi browsed into the basket, scooping everything out of it, while Suguru, Hiro, and Nuriko remained in the back to catch everything he threw out XD Finally...
He rose up, one hand on his waist and the other raising a pink cute red bow-tied bunny. "FOUND KUMAGOROU!!! It's really KUMAGOROU!!!"
The others rejoiced along with him. "Finally! Now we can go back, and we better make it quick too, otherwise the party's gonna be over." Noriko rushed them. "Oh, thank you so very much, Mr. Manager!"
"No problem. Merry Christmas to you all, my young friends!"
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Yuki and Tohma remained outside the door the whole time, waiting for the return of the search party. They stood patiently and conversed their thoughts out, pleasantly without any disagreements at all. The other reason for Yuki at least was to prepare to eradicate his brother if he ever did any perilous stuff to Sakuma Ryuichi, but yet at the same time, he felt like leaving those two in there.
"Yuki!! Tohma-san!! We're back!!!"
The two blonde saw Shuichi and the others returning and smiled. Before approaching the door, they knocked first to see if there's any response. They knocked once, but only silence responded. They tried again and called for Tatsuha, however, no answer. Finally, they decided to turn the knob and peek instead. And then they found Tatsuha and Ryuichi lying on the sofa, where Tatsuha held Ryuichi by the head and holding him close to his chest. They were both asleep.
"Umm...should we wake them?"
Without waiting for a respond, Yuki went forth and punched Tatsuha's head. He began to mumble and opened his teary eyes. "Uh...where am I?" Then he saw Ryuichi's green-ish brown hair in front of him. "S-Sakuma- san! Oh I totally forgot... and I even fell asleep too... Damn...just when I was having fun..."
"And just what kind of fun were you having, Tatsuha?"
Tatsuha turned around. "Eh? A-aniki... and everyone's here...?" His face glowed red. He tried lifting himself upright and tried to lift Ryuichi up gently too. "Shuichi, did you find it?" Shuichi nodded. "Sakuma-san." Tatsuha shoved lightly to wake him up. "Sakuma-san..."
At first, Ryuichi's vision was of the creature he lost, but when it cleared up, he saw the young man. "Tatsuha-kun...?" He got up and stared at his surroundings. "Did Ryuichi accidentally sleep on you? I'm sorry..." he said innocently.
"N-no! It's alright, really, it's alright."
"Sakuma-san..." Shuichi walked up to him with hands hiding behind his back. "Guess who came back to you!"
"Who??" Shuichi reached out his hand to Ryuichi grasping a pink stuff animal. "K-Kumagorou... Na no da...?" "Ryu-chan...Kuma-chan misses you!" He played as its voice. "Don't leave me behind again..." The master squeezed his companion. "Kumagorou!!! I won't leave you behind ever again!"
Shuichi, unexpectedly, was so moved that he be in tears. "This is so touching..." He sniffled with his eyes all watery. Hiro sweatdropped in the back. Shuichi typed his eyes. "...Let's get back to the party then! Everybody's waiting for us. Sakuma-san, will you come?"
"Shuichi, remember, Ryu-chan! Me and Kumagorou will come! Anything for the one who saved Kumagorou!" The hyper fun Ryuichi returned to them.
As they left the room, they seemed to have forgotten about one person. Tatsuha, still in the bunny costume, was the last to leave. As he was looking at the godly Sakuma Ryuichi returning to his normal self, he felt a strange sadness over him. To have Ryuichi in his arms at the former moment was a gift probably wouldn't ever happen to him again, but why wasn't it enough? Why did he feel empty? Ryuichi just left with the others and didn't notice him. Yes, that's it. Tatsuha wanted to be noticed by Ryuichi. "Tatsuha-kun, let's go!" Ryuichi did notice him, or else he wouldn't call him. That's not the notice he wanted; it was passion and respond to him that he was searching for. "Sakuma- san...when I said to be your Kumagorou, I really mean it..."
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Ok...I know I know...Christmas passed like hecka long ago... = =;;; I didn't get to finish the fic then. But here's the ch.3! Please R+R and go after the next chapter ^_^ Your comments really inspire me to continue it.
by Sachiko
Disclaimers: I do NOT own the anime Gravitation. This is only a fanfiction.
Summary: It's Christmas time! Everyone's gathering at Shuichi's party, and Ryuichi decides to buy everyone a little something. But when he went shopping, he lost Kumagorou! (O.o) How will he get his precious bunny back and have a good Christmas? Who will comfort him? (A little TatsuhaxRyuichi shounen-ai-ness)
Author's Note: And again, I can't write those well! Please bear with me! If the taste doesn't satisfy you...SORRY XP OH!
++++ Ch.3 - Healed Yet Not Healed... ++++ Date: 12/25/02 - 1/13/03 (finished)
Damn, I can't believe it... It's true maybe that I'm really obsessed with Sakuma Ryuichi. But I wasn't prepared for this! Not only did I have to see him cry, but now I have to comfort him too. I love the moment... I really do... but temptation can lead me wrong...
Not for a second did I lay my eyes off him. When he's singing, Sakuma- san carries such a serious...manly...sexy...*smack*... face, and when he's off stage, he's so cheerful. But now...just take a look at him. He's not even like that, but instead, he's like a child...so delicate... I soothed him by stroking his back and holding him tight in my chest. It's so warm and refined. I could still hear some sniffles from him, but at least he stopped crying.
"Sakuma-san...are...are you ok?" I tried loosening to see how he was, but he didn't let me go.
"......hold me tighter..."
...What was he saying?!
"...Hold me closer to you...please..." I felt his hands grasping on more than just the costume, but he deeply clutched onto me too. "...Tatsuha-kun...you're warm...like Kumagorou..."
"Sakuma...san..." But I'm not Kumagorou...I wish I was, so I could hug you and be hugged by you...and...If you sleep with Kumagorou...that is...er...I could be there too...in bed with you...
"...Your chest is very warm..."
I squeezed him tighter as he asked me too. I didn't realize at first, but he has such a slim yet strong-built body. I felt it as I ran my hand slowly back and forth on his body. No...I can't be tempted... but...I want to eat him and take a bite out of him...Sh*t...
A little while later, there was a strange silence, and in it, there were little ruffles. Sakuma-san was snoring lightly. How cute... He's asleep. I wanted to see his face that was still buried on me. Gently, I raised him by his shoulders and there his eyes were...closed. But even when he's asleep, his face was still so beautiful. I laid him down on the sofa, and it was a pretty wide sofa too. It's possibly to lay two people's full bodies across. I lay down face to face with him and stroked his cheeks. So soft and flawless...And that mouth...I want to touch for it and kiss it... "Sakuma-san...forgive me..." I reached out and put my arms around his neck and kissed his forehead. "I love you...to death..."
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"Are you sure you know which shopping center it is?" Hiro asked Shuichi as they rode in Noriko's car.
"Um...haha...I guess I should've asked. But then again, how could I when Ryuichi-san is like that...?" Shuichi said. "Noriko-san, do you have any guesses which one he might've gone to?"
Noriko nodded. "There's only one where he love to go to when he asks me to go and buy candy for him. It's probably that one." She pointed outside to a small two-story shopping center called "Shira Usagi Ginza" (actually, it doesn't exist in Japan XD).
As they walked in, they realize the possible danger of a crowd cramming around them if they weren't careful. They gathered in a lonely corner, trying not to attract attention. But apparently, they made quite obviousness when they overlapped on each other's shoulders. "Ok, Fujisaki-kun and I will take downstairs, while Shuichi and Noriko- san take upstairs. In ten minutes, we'll report at this same area, na?" Hiro commanded.
"Alright! Let's go!"
One pair ran upstairs, and the other remained downstairs. From corner to section, from section to isles, from isles to gaps, from person to person, they explored circumspectly for the lost stuff bunny. If have to, they even rummaged into piles of hanging or piled clothes. Left. Right. Up. Down.
"Any luck?"
"No!"
"See anything up there? What about here?"
"I don't see no nothing."
Kumagorou was nowhere to be found. They returned back to their meeting place, panting and catching their breath. "...Huff...this is...not good... You guys didn't have any progress either?" Shuichi asked Suguru and Hiro.
"Nai... probably someone took it already...We've looked practically everywhere, including the stuff animal section and dug through almost every area..."
"And he almost got us killed..." Suguru interrupted.
"...Fujisaki..."
Noriko sighed. "We avoided from trying to ask anyone, but then it might be our last chance!"
Shuichi clutched onto his head and stood up. "Oh... POOR RYUICHI!!! Without Kumagorou, he'll be so so lonely!! I will forever not be able to forgive myself even though I didn't do anything wrong!!!"
"H-hold on, Shindou-san... quiet down..."
"Gaaahhh!!! Oh Kumagorou...!! Where are you!? Without you, Ryu-chan might not be able to continue, and then..."
"Shindou-san!" Suguru tried shouting.
"NITTLE GRASPER MIGHT NOT CONTINUE!!! Then the world falls apart AND I CAN'T STAND IT!!!........Eh...?" The store was quiet. Frozen eyes were staring. "Uh oh..."
People whispered. "What's with those people...?" "Hey, they look awfully familiar?" "Where are they from?" Yikes, Shuichi thought as his eyes looked around the murmuring crowd, he certainly did crap this time. He could feel the jerkings from the others, telling him the same thing. Just turn around, shut your stupid mouth, and everything will be fi... "Hey!! I-I-It's the hot-hit band BAD LUCK!!!!! Ooooo It's Noriko of Nittle Grasper!!!!!!" "Really?!" "Oh yeah!!!"
"Oh sh*t... You've really done it this time, Shuichi..." Hiro growled. As a swarm of crowds came teeming on them, "RUN FOR IT!!!" Shuichi, Hiro, Suguru, and Noriko ran for their lives, almost thrashing the whole store as smoke flutter in the air like a wave from isle to isle and shaking the area. They ran upstairs and back again, still unable to lose the stampede. After chasing for what seemed to be seven or more minutes, the people finally realized they were chasing after nobody. "W-where did they go?!" "Maybe that way!" "Let's go!!" Stomp stomp run run...
Four shadows crept behind a door, peeking at the dusting smoke outside. "Phew...we finally managed to escape..." Shuichi commented.
"It's a wonder that Ryu-chan didn't attract anyone like this..." Noriko remarked.
Hiro sniggered. "...That's because he didn't have a jackass with him like someone here..."
"HEY HIRO--!" But Shuichi's words were cut off with Suguru pinning him down by his mouth.
"SHhhh...! PIPE DOWN! ...You want them to hear us?!"
"..Mm..ummm." Shuichi nodded to agreement with his mouth still covered.
"Excuse me...but..." a deep voice spoke. "...What are you guys doing here at the main office?" They turned around and found an elder bearded man wearing former suit puzzly staring at them. "And what's with the herd out there?"
Suguru let loose of Shuichi and became as startled as the others but remained a calm face. They looked at each other, clueless of how to respond. "W-we're..." Shuichi started. "We're just...we're just about to leave! Ahaha...well...see ya!" But Hiro restrained him by the jacket, "We came to look for a lost stuff animal. It's a pink bunny around this big...around ten inches more or less. Have you seen it?"
"Hmm..." The others waited for his answer. "No one has returned a stuff animal of any to me..." They were about to give up. "But we do, however, have a lost&found basket. You might find it there."
Shuichi slapped his forehead. "DUH! The lost&found basket! Why didn't I think of that?!" They followed the man down one room, which seemed to be like a waiting room of some sort what with sofas and all. "A- ano...who might you be?"
The bearded man looked at Shuichi. "Me? I'm the manager of this place."
"Geh...G-gomenasai! Sorry for the...er..."
"Haha!! Don't worry about that out there! It'll clear up before you know it. That face...you guys must be Bad Luck...and of Nittle Grasper... no wonder why they were making such a big fuss over you. It's a pleasure to have you all here. But anyways...here's the basket." He pointed to a bin packed with lost jackets, pens, utensils, even wallets, and a pack of other numerous bunches. Shuichi browsed into the basket, scooping everything out of it, while Suguru, Hiro, and Nuriko remained in the back to catch everything he threw out XD Finally...
He rose up, one hand on his waist and the other raising a pink cute red bow-tied bunny. "FOUND KUMAGOROU!!! It's really KUMAGOROU!!!"
The others rejoiced along with him. "Finally! Now we can go back, and we better make it quick too, otherwise the party's gonna be over." Noriko rushed them. "Oh, thank you so very much, Mr. Manager!"
"No problem. Merry Christmas to you all, my young friends!"
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Yuki and Tohma remained outside the door the whole time, waiting for the return of the search party. They stood patiently and conversed their thoughts out, pleasantly without any disagreements at all. The other reason for Yuki at least was to prepare to eradicate his brother if he ever did any perilous stuff to Sakuma Ryuichi, but yet at the same time, he felt like leaving those two in there.
"Yuki!! Tohma-san!! We're back!!!"
The two blonde saw Shuichi and the others returning and smiled. Before approaching the door, they knocked first to see if there's any response. They knocked once, but only silence responded. They tried again and called for Tatsuha, however, no answer. Finally, they decided to turn the knob and peek instead. And then they found Tatsuha and Ryuichi lying on the sofa, where Tatsuha held Ryuichi by the head and holding him close to his chest. They were both asleep.
"Umm...should we wake them?"
Without waiting for a respond, Yuki went forth and punched Tatsuha's head. He began to mumble and opened his teary eyes. "Uh...where am I?" Then he saw Ryuichi's green-ish brown hair in front of him. "S-Sakuma- san! Oh I totally forgot... and I even fell asleep too... Damn...just when I was having fun..."
"And just what kind of fun were you having, Tatsuha?"
Tatsuha turned around. "Eh? A-aniki... and everyone's here...?" His face glowed red. He tried lifting himself upright and tried to lift Ryuichi up gently too. "Shuichi, did you find it?" Shuichi nodded. "Sakuma-san." Tatsuha shoved lightly to wake him up. "Sakuma-san..."
At first, Ryuichi's vision was of the creature he lost, but when it cleared up, he saw the young man. "Tatsuha-kun...?" He got up and stared at his surroundings. "Did Ryuichi accidentally sleep on you? I'm sorry..." he said innocently.
"N-no! It's alright, really, it's alright."
"Sakuma-san..." Shuichi walked up to him with hands hiding behind his back. "Guess who came back to you!"
"Who??" Shuichi reached out his hand to Ryuichi grasping a pink stuff animal. "K-Kumagorou... Na no da...?" "Ryu-chan...Kuma-chan misses you!" He played as its voice. "Don't leave me behind again..." The master squeezed his companion. "Kumagorou!!! I won't leave you behind ever again!"
Shuichi, unexpectedly, was so moved that he be in tears. "This is so touching..." He sniffled with his eyes all watery. Hiro sweatdropped in the back. Shuichi typed his eyes. "...Let's get back to the party then! Everybody's waiting for us. Sakuma-san, will you come?"
"Shuichi, remember, Ryu-chan! Me and Kumagorou will come! Anything for the one who saved Kumagorou!" The hyper fun Ryuichi returned to them.
As they left the room, they seemed to have forgotten about one person. Tatsuha, still in the bunny costume, was the last to leave. As he was looking at the godly Sakuma Ryuichi returning to his normal self, he felt a strange sadness over him. To have Ryuichi in his arms at the former moment was a gift probably wouldn't ever happen to him again, but why wasn't it enough? Why did he feel empty? Ryuichi just left with the others and didn't notice him. Yes, that's it. Tatsuha wanted to be noticed by Ryuichi. "Tatsuha-kun, let's go!" Ryuichi did notice him, or else he wouldn't call him. That's not the notice he wanted; it was passion and respond to him that he was searching for. "Sakuma- san...when I said to be your Kumagorou, I really mean it..."
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Ok...I know I know...Christmas passed like hecka long ago... = =;;; I didn't get to finish the fic then. But here's the ch.3! Please R+R and go after the next chapter ^_^ Your comments really inspire me to continue it.