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The Enemy Of Stillness

The moon is out, and shining fiercely
as I seek to escape my dreams
I cannot have that which I long for
and I do not know what it means

That this longing should now rise
as soon as I thought it quelled
I know that he would not accept me
this is putting me through hell!

I fear that he can sense it now
he is aware in his own right
I fear that I will fail somehow
and doom will come to me tonight

That he will slip the glasses down
to show me disgust in his eyes
and tear my very spirit down;
in this matter, I am far from wise

In this matter, my wisdom fails
my heart is all that can decide
and it is torn by fear, and wails
and all that I can do is hide