The past can hurt - Chapter 3
Thank you for the reviewing. This is my favourite chapter so far it very sad and full of emotion. Hope you enjoy Star *
Learning from the past
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"What she doing up its nearly 2 am? Thinking probably just like me I have hurt her I know I have, I destroyed our relationship and broke both our hearts because of my fears. God she looks so beautiful I wish to god I could tell her real reason I ended our love, but I can't and she will find someone else, whom she can have no pain with. She looks so much like an angel as the moonlight shines off her long silky hair and glistens in the depths of her eyes, the look in those eyes as I told her are relationship had to end was traumatising and will haunt my love for her, as in that moment I broke the promise I made to her when we first began seeing each other," learning
" I will never hurt you Tin Tin as I care so much to, I promise. "
"The times of so much fun and delight, pleasure and comfort we have given each other in the last years, and most of that time we were only friends, not that anyone on this Island believed us about that, seemed to vanish in that aftermath of a broken promise. The first time we kissed is so memorable for both good and humiliating reasons, that day last summer."
******************* Last summer "Erm you got cream on your nose Alan" Tin Tin said with the smile that hadn't left her face all day, from when they walked hand in hand at the break of dawn at the edge of the shore, to their location at sunset at the lonely spot at the other side of the Island. "Get it off for me then" both had been playing and laughing together alone all day, until about 10 minutes a go when an unobserved Gordon had finally found them and was watching like an eager predator studying its prey. "You have had fun today right?" " Alan it's been perfect, well nearly," she said, as she looked Alan up and down finding his face and winking " Nearly isn't good enough, but you know what they say the best things are worth waiting for" A glowing smile accompanied by the beautiful shimmering of Alan's tranquil deep sapphire eyes which made Tin Tin's heart melt like chocolate in the sun. " What have you got in mind" Tin Tin thought the words but they weren't spoken due to the feeling she was experiencing as Alan lifted her to her feet, rapped his arms around her and expressed his profound emotions of to her with a deep semimetal kiss with seemed to final let both of them know the love mutually shared for each other after months of trying. "Perfect now? You're the most precious thing in the world to me Tin Tin never forget that" Alan voice radiated the unrestrained emotion he felt "Alan that was so. GORDON WHAT THE HELL? " Tin Tin yelled as she pulled away from the peaceful realism of Alan's heart, just as Alan swiftly turned around just to see his older brother start running away with a camera. " I will kill him he's ruined everything" Alan yelled " No wait he hasn't it will take a while for those to be developed lets walk back and we will deal with HIM later" Alan embraced her hand and walked back as the dusk began to take form
Last that evening Alan entered Tin Tin's room and didn't look happy
" I can't find Gordon but when I do he's dead!" " Come here, don't worry we will get him back" The smirk still on her face from their day together, as she leaned over and returned the kiss that had been expressed on her a few hours ago. " Perfect now? Alan asked, as he found his athletic torso been explored by Tin Tin's hand and his own being encouraged to return the gesture.
Next morning Alan entered breakfast to find pictures of him and Tin Tin kissing all over the table next to a smug looking Gordon, and uncontrollable laughter echoed through the room from Scott, Virgil, Brains and his father and a live video feed from Thunderbird 5 with John showing the same un manageable amusement. For once Alan didn't care. "Yesterday was perfect and last night was unbelievable he though as Tin Tin entered the kitchen"
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Present day
Alan was shocked back from his own deep memories of one of the most perfect days of his life when he felt a warm soft kiss on his lips.
" TIN TIN what are doing?" " Showing you what you're missing, and how I know you what us to be together." Her voice was so soft he barely heard her. " No don't please, I can't, we are better not together, I can't explain its just what we need to do. Your so beautiful you will find someone else who will make you happy" " I don't want anyone else Alan, I want you and what's more you want me, just admit it" her voice now seemed to echo in Alan head as she yelled she sentiment at him. " Alan one question and then that will decide were we go but promise to answer it honestly" " I promise Tin Tin but then that's it you need to move on " Alan just managed to form the words as his heart told him what a mistake he was making to just to tell her she is his true love.
"Ok, Alan do you love me?"
Alan looked into her now fear filled eyes, what to do still echoed in his mind, break her heart again and shatter what's left of mine? Or tell her I can't take the chance of history repeating itself and let her go through what dad experienced and still is experiencing did because of me. "I..I . don't.. I. don't want to hurt you Tin Tin so that only leave one choice, I will ALWAYS be your friend"
Thank you for the reviewing. This is my favourite chapter so far it very sad and full of emotion. Hope you enjoy Star *
Learning from the past
*****************
"What she doing up its nearly 2 am? Thinking probably just like me I have hurt her I know I have, I destroyed our relationship and broke both our hearts because of my fears. God she looks so beautiful I wish to god I could tell her real reason I ended our love, but I can't and she will find someone else, whom she can have no pain with. She looks so much like an angel as the moonlight shines off her long silky hair and glistens in the depths of her eyes, the look in those eyes as I told her are relationship had to end was traumatising and will haunt my love for her, as in that moment I broke the promise I made to her when we first began seeing each other," learning
" I will never hurt you Tin Tin as I care so much to, I promise. "
"The times of so much fun and delight, pleasure and comfort we have given each other in the last years, and most of that time we were only friends, not that anyone on this Island believed us about that, seemed to vanish in that aftermath of a broken promise. The first time we kissed is so memorable for both good and humiliating reasons, that day last summer."
******************* Last summer "Erm you got cream on your nose Alan" Tin Tin said with the smile that hadn't left her face all day, from when they walked hand in hand at the break of dawn at the edge of the shore, to their location at sunset at the lonely spot at the other side of the Island. "Get it off for me then" both had been playing and laughing together alone all day, until about 10 minutes a go when an unobserved Gordon had finally found them and was watching like an eager predator studying its prey. "You have had fun today right?" " Alan it's been perfect, well nearly," she said, as she looked Alan up and down finding his face and winking " Nearly isn't good enough, but you know what they say the best things are worth waiting for" A glowing smile accompanied by the beautiful shimmering of Alan's tranquil deep sapphire eyes which made Tin Tin's heart melt like chocolate in the sun. " What have you got in mind" Tin Tin thought the words but they weren't spoken due to the feeling she was experiencing as Alan lifted her to her feet, rapped his arms around her and expressed his profound emotions of to her with a deep semimetal kiss with seemed to final let both of them know the love mutually shared for each other after months of trying. "Perfect now? You're the most precious thing in the world to me Tin Tin never forget that" Alan voice radiated the unrestrained emotion he felt "Alan that was so. GORDON WHAT THE HELL? " Tin Tin yelled as she pulled away from the peaceful realism of Alan's heart, just as Alan swiftly turned around just to see his older brother start running away with a camera. " I will kill him he's ruined everything" Alan yelled " No wait he hasn't it will take a while for those to be developed lets walk back and we will deal with HIM later" Alan embraced her hand and walked back as the dusk began to take form
Last that evening Alan entered Tin Tin's room and didn't look happy
" I can't find Gordon but when I do he's dead!" " Come here, don't worry we will get him back" The smirk still on her face from their day together, as she leaned over and returned the kiss that had been expressed on her a few hours ago. " Perfect now? Alan asked, as he found his athletic torso been explored by Tin Tin's hand and his own being encouraged to return the gesture.
Next morning Alan entered breakfast to find pictures of him and Tin Tin kissing all over the table next to a smug looking Gordon, and uncontrollable laughter echoed through the room from Scott, Virgil, Brains and his father and a live video feed from Thunderbird 5 with John showing the same un manageable amusement. For once Alan didn't care. "Yesterday was perfect and last night was unbelievable he though as Tin Tin entered the kitchen"
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Present day
Alan was shocked back from his own deep memories of one of the most perfect days of his life when he felt a warm soft kiss on his lips.
" TIN TIN what are doing?" " Showing you what you're missing, and how I know you what us to be together." Her voice was so soft he barely heard her. " No don't please, I can't, we are better not together, I can't explain its just what we need to do. Your so beautiful you will find someone else who will make you happy" " I don't want anyone else Alan, I want you and what's more you want me, just admit it" her voice now seemed to echo in Alan head as she yelled she sentiment at him. " Alan one question and then that will decide were we go but promise to answer it honestly" " I promise Tin Tin but then that's it you need to move on " Alan just managed to form the words as his heart told him what a mistake he was making to just to tell her she is his true love.
"Ok, Alan do you love me?"
Alan looked into her now fear filled eyes, what to do still echoed in his mind, break her heart again and shatter what's left of mine? Or tell her I can't take the chance of history repeating itself and let her go through what dad experienced and still is experiencing did because of me. "I..I . don't.. I. don't want to hurt you Tin Tin so that only leave one choice, I will ALWAYS be your friend"