Raven seems to be asleep. 'I guess he doesn't figure that I'll try to
escape. And he's right, sort of. I'm still debating on weather or not I'm
going to try and escape. I don't want to escape then end up having Raven
find me or help me again. But also I know that it is freezing outside and I
don't know if I would be able to make it. But what choices do I have? If I
stay here I risk my life...not that I haven't done that already...a couple
times actually. But not only that I am risking Van's life...Raven wants to
kill Van...And I don't want to be the cause of it... With my wound it will
be hard to stay alive out there. I don't know where van and the others are
and I don't know where I am. Damn it! I don't know if I should go or not.'
I muse I turn and look at Raven. He is lying on his side and has his back
facing me. 'Great. I can't even know if he's asleep for sure....' I add a
piece of wood to the fire and sit back. 'I don't know...I definitely don't
want Raven to come and find me if I escape...And it's not like I could come
back after A while after I get cold or something...The chances of me
surviving out there are slim...oh my god! I've gone over this a million
times!!....' I look into the fire. '.....I could always kill Raven
myself.....' I muse. I turn and look at Raven. He looks peaceful, he looks
like a child... '...What happened to you to make you hated and hate the
world?' I muse. I roll over on my side forgetting about my cut. "ow! ow! ok
not going to work." I say and lay on my back. I sigh and close my eyes.
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I woke to see Raven walk into the cave with more wood. He walks over to the fire and puts a few pieces in the fire. "Raven...What happened to you?" I ask
"What?"
"What happened to you that made you hated and so you hate the world?..." I ask him looking past him at the fire.
"Non of your business." Raven says and turns back to the fire.
"...it's not like I can tell anyone. You're going to kill me anyway."
"Yeah I am."
"...I know how you lost your parents and all...But why do you go killing people?
"Shut up! You wouldn't understand! It's non-of your business!" Raven yells at me standing up.
"I lost my parents too! But you don't see me going around killing people and such!" I yell back standing up.
"You have no idea why I do what I do! And I've heard about you. Rei, your a thief! One of the best as I hear it!"
"Shut up! I do what I have to do to live! You wouldn't understand! your too thick headed!"
"I do what I have to do to live as well! I've lived this way all my life! I have no choice, unlike you! You have a choice! Your just a pathetic common Thief with no parents!!" Raven yells at me.
"Asshole!!" I yell as I jump at Raven and tackle him to the ground. I punch Raven in the jaw. His eyes get big and he rolls over so I'm under him. We roll around on the ground. my side sending bolts of pain through my body. I dig my nails into the cut on Raven's arm. He makes a grunting noise and hits the cut on my stomach. I grit my teeth. Raven pins me down. I kick him where it counts and roll over so he's below me. We continue to roll on the ground. Raven pins me again and wraps his leg around mine so I cant kick him. I try to break free but I can't I look up at Raven whom is smirking at me. I spit in his face. He gets up off me and kicks me in my side where my cut is. I curl up and hold my cut and moan. Raven grin/smirks down at me then turns to walk away. I look at my hand and it's completely drenched in blood. I Get up and jump at Raven again tackling him as I scream. We roll roughly on the ground. I continue to dig my nails in Raven's cut and he keeps hitting the side of my stomach.
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I glare at Raven from where I sit far from the fire in a corner on a rock. My stomach is throbbing with pain and it is extremely cold but I could care less. I have my anger to keep me warm. Although over the hours that has become not enough to stay warm. I left my blanket right by the fire just incase I walk back over and get it so it'll be warm. Raven gets up and walks over to my blanket. He picks it up and throws it at me. I blink at him confused. He walks back to his spot and sits down. 'O...k.....' I muse and cover up with the blanket. After a while the heat leaves my blanket and I get cold. 'I guess it's been long enough...' I muse. I get up and walk over to the fire. I sit down in my regular spot but scoot a little closer to the fire. I glance at Raven out of the corner of my eye and see him look at me then turn away to look back into the darkness. We sit in silence.
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Ok yeah. this is extremely sort cuz well...i need to go to skool tomorrow and i have to go to bed and...and yeah. plus Christina wants to read this and she's all bugging me about it. So yeah ima go now....i might have the next chapter up tomorrow...i dunno...
~~~~~*~~~~~
I woke to see Raven walk into the cave with more wood. He walks over to the fire and puts a few pieces in the fire. "Raven...What happened to you?" I ask
"What?"
"What happened to you that made you hated and so you hate the world?..." I ask him looking past him at the fire.
"Non of your business." Raven says and turns back to the fire.
"...it's not like I can tell anyone. You're going to kill me anyway."
"Yeah I am."
"...I know how you lost your parents and all...But why do you go killing people?
"Shut up! You wouldn't understand! It's non-of your business!" Raven yells at me standing up.
"I lost my parents too! But you don't see me going around killing people and such!" I yell back standing up.
"You have no idea why I do what I do! And I've heard about you. Rei, your a thief! One of the best as I hear it!"
"Shut up! I do what I have to do to live! You wouldn't understand! your too thick headed!"
"I do what I have to do to live as well! I've lived this way all my life! I have no choice, unlike you! You have a choice! Your just a pathetic common Thief with no parents!!" Raven yells at me.
"Asshole!!" I yell as I jump at Raven and tackle him to the ground. I punch Raven in the jaw. His eyes get big and he rolls over so I'm under him. We roll around on the ground. my side sending bolts of pain through my body. I dig my nails into the cut on Raven's arm. He makes a grunting noise and hits the cut on my stomach. I grit my teeth. Raven pins me down. I kick him where it counts and roll over so he's below me. We continue to roll on the ground. Raven pins me again and wraps his leg around mine so I cant kick him. I try to break free but I can't I look up at Raven whom is smirking at me. I spit in his face. He gets up off me and kicks me in my side where my cut is. I curl up and hold my cut and moan. Raven grin/smirks down at me then turns to walk away. I look at my hand and it's completely drenched in blood. I Get up and jump at Raven again tackling him as I scream. We roll roughly on the ground. I continue to dig my nails in Raven's cut and he keeps hitting the side of my stomach.
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I glare at Raven from where I sit far from the fire in a corner on a rock. My stomach is throbbing with pain and it is extremely cold but I could care less. I have my anger to keep me warm. Although over the hours that has become not enough to stay warm. I left my blanket right by the fire just incase I walk back over and get it so it'll be warm. Raven gets up and walks over to my blanket. He picks it up and throws it at me. I blink at him confused. He walks back to his spot and sits down. 'O...k.....' I muse and cover up with the blanket. After a while the heat leaves my blanket and I get cold. 'I guess it's been long enough...' I muse. I get up and walk over to the fire. I sit down in my regular spot but scoot a little closer to the fire. I glance at Raven out of the corner of my eye and see him look at me then turn away to look back into the darkness. We sit in silence.
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Ok yeah. this is extremely sort cuz well...i need to go to skool tomorrow and i have to go to bed and...and yeah. plus Christina wants to read this and she's all bugging me about it. So yeah ima go now....i might have the next chapter up tomorrow...i dunno...