ok. sorry. this isn't a chapter, but I'm trying to reply to a review. All I have to say is that I was also suicidal. I still am. Thankfully, my best friend had been here for me and we're working through our problems together. I also recommend, for anyone interested, that heated up steakknifes are great. They cut through anything and don't hurt as much. Also, I have been to the hospital before because of this and all I have to say about that is hospitals are evil and Jack and Jimmy are my friends! also, if you email me a review please include your email addy so i can reply and not have to do this.
~Kitsune~
P.S. I also just found out that Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses is the name of a band's album and I would like to say...I'm sorry..didn't know that. don't own it.