A/N: Yea that's right I am updating WOOOOOO!!! Not like anyone is actually reading this so I honestly don't know why I keep writing it! In fact unless I get at least 5 reviews this chapter will be my last chapter…
A/N2: Last Chapter Jeff and Blair made peace and the next day Jeff was going to make peace.
A/N3: We are going to skip forward a couple of months… Jeff and his family are going good… Jeff is being the good daddy that he always wanted to be and everyone is happy well nearly everyone.
5 MONTHS LATER
JEFF'S POV
Jessie, Blair, Brittany, Luca and myself decided to go see a movie (Eminem's 8 Mile) when the phone rang and Jessie answered it. A moment later she called out,
"Jeff! Its your brother" so I went and picked up the extension,
"Yo bro what's up?"
"J… Je… Jef… Jeff it… its… Mark" Matt stuttered out.
"Matt what's wrong with Mark?"
"He… He… he has… been… rushed… too… hospital… He… he… he… is… going… to… die"
"Whoa! Matt calm down! He's going to be ok we will be right there" I said then got off the phone. Jessie turned to me and asked,
"What's wrong with Mark?"
"He's been rushed to hospital!"
"Oh my god!" Jessie said as we rushed to the car and too the hospital. We got there and rushed to Mark's room. All our friends and family were already there; Mark was lying on a bed in the middle of the room, looking very pale. I went up to Matt and gave him a big hug. Then there was nothing else to do but wait. The doctors had done all they could, and now they said it was time to play the waiting game. Well we had only been there a couple of hours before Mark actually died. It was hard to say goodbye but at least we were all there.
The funeral was later that week and heaps of people turned up, all of Mark's friends and even some guys from the WWE. It was a wonderful funeral well as wonderful as a funeral could be. And the wake was good as well, it had a video starting from when Mark was little and going up until right before he died.
Once everyone left it were just my family and Matt's family. Amy had asked us to stay the night so of course we obliged. At about 3 am there was a knock on the door and Matt came in blocking my nose like he used to do. I sat up all of a sudden in shock,
"Bro what you doing?"
"I couldn't sleep! You want to come to the hill?"
"Ok come on," I said slowly getting up! We made our way quietly through the house and to the garage. Taking Matt's car we left and arrived at the hill while it was still black. We sat there in silence slowly watching the sunrise when we could see half the sun on the horizon we turned to each other and at exactly the same time said,
"You go first" Causing us to both laughs, and then we both said,
"I'll go" Causing more laughter. Finally after a moment I decided to go,
"Hey mom, Its Jeff. Last time I was up here I was with Blair, a reconciled friendship. Well since then things between Jessie, the kids and me have been going good! We are happy. My back is getting bad again its hard to get out of bed in the morning because it is so stiff, doctors say the might have to operate… I could end up back in a wheel chair… Its scary, its like I've worked so hard and then I'll loose it all just like that! But as long as I have my family it will be ok! Right?" Then I stopped and turned to Matt who said,
"Mom, its your eldest boy. I feel so lost… so confused. Mum my baby died yesterday… He was 8 years old he was going to be a doctor. He had all these hopes and dreams but they are all gone now. He's gone… and some how it's my fault! Shawn blames it all on me. Because of you because you were sick! I'm going to loose everything… My wife, my boys, everything I care most about! I'm so scared, so lost…" Then he stopped, he was crying uncontrollably. I put my arm around him and pulled him in for a hug.
"Why didn't you tell me about your back?"
"What? Oh because I didn't want you to worry! You had so much on your plate with Mark being sick! I didn't want to make it worse… Why didn't you tell me you felt that way?"
"I don't know! We've been so wound up in our own lives,"
"Matt lets make this every weekend!"
"Lets! Jeff?"
"Yea Matt?"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
A/N: Oh boo hoo!!!! It happens
A/N2: Last Chapter Jeff and Blair made peace and the next day Jeff was going to make peace.
A/N3: We are going to skip forward a couple of months… Jeff and his family are going good… Jeff is being the good daddy that he always wanted to be and everyone is happy well nearly everyone.
5 MONTHS LATER
JEFF'S POV
Jessie, Blair, Brittany, Luca and myself decided to go see a movie (Eminem's 8 Mile) when the phone rang and Jessie answered it. A moment later she called out,
"Jeff! Its your brother" so I went and picked up the extension,
"Yo bro what's up?"
"J… Je… Jef… Jeff it… its… Mark" Matt stuttered out.
"Matt what's wrong with Mark?"
"He… He… he has… been… rushed… too… hospital… He… he… he… is… going… to… die"
"Whoa! Matt calm down! He's going to be ok we will be right there" I said then got off the phone. Jessie turned to me and asked,
"What's wrong with Mark?"
"He's been rushed to hospital!"
"Oh my god!" Jessie said as we rushed to the car and too the hospital. We got there and rushed to Mark's room. All our friends and family were already there; Mark was lying on a bed in the middle of the room, looking very pale. I went up to Matt and gave him a big hug. Then there was nothing else to do but wait. The doctors had done all they could, and now they said it was time to play the waiting game. Well we had only been there a couple of hours before Mark actually died. It was hard to say goodbye but at least we were all there.
The funeral was later that week and heaps of people turned up, all of Mark's friends and even some guys from the WWE. It was a wonderful funeral well as wonderful as a funeral could be. And the wake was good as well, it had a video starting from when Mark was little and going up until right before he died.
Once everyone left it were just my family and Matt's family. Amy had asked us to stay the night so of course we obliged. At about 3 am there was a knock on the door and Matt came in blocking my nose like he used to do. I sat up all of a sudden in shock,
"Bro what you doing?"
"I couldn't sleep! You want to come to the hill?"
"Ok come on," I said slowly getting up! We made our way quietly through the house and to the garage. Taking Matt's car we left and arrived at the hill while it was still black. We sat there in silence slowly watching the sunrise when we could see half the sun on the horizon we turned to each other and at exactly the same time said,
"You go first" Causing us to both laughs, and then we both said,
"I'll go" Causing more laughter. Finally after a moment I decided to go,
"Hey mom, Its Jeff. Last time I was up here I was with Blair, a reconciled friendship. Well since then things between Jessie, the kids and me have been going good! We are happy. My back is getting bad again its hard to get out of bed in the morning because it is so stiff, doctors say the might have to operate… I could end up back in a wheel chair… Its scary, its like I've worked so hard and then I'll loose it all just like that! But as long as I have my family it will be ok! Right?" Then I stopped and turned to Matt who said,
"Mom, its your eldest boy. I feel so lost… so confused. Mum my baby died yesterday… He was 8 years old he was going to be a doctor. He had all these hopes and dreams but they are all gone now. He's gone… and some how it's my fault! Shawn blames it all on me. Because of you because you were sick! I'm going to loose everything… My wife, my boys, everything I care most about! I'm so scared, so lost…" Then he stopped, he was crying uncontrollably. I put my arm around him and pulled him in for a hug.
"Why didn't you tell me about your back?"
"What? Oh because I didn't want you to worry! You had so much on your plate with Mark being sick! I didn't want to make it worse… Why didn't you tell me you felt that way?"
"I don't know! We've been so wound up in our own lives,"
"Matt lets make this every weekend!"
"Lets! Jeff?"
"Yea Matt?"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
A/N: Oh boo hoo!!!! It happens