Disclaimer: Well, I haven't bought the rights for the HP books or characters (and I doubt I will :)) so I don't own anything (expect for my fantasy). All of the characters, as well as the books are the property of J.K.Rowling and I would be glad if I wouldn't get sued only because I have too much time in the summer, too much fantasy anyway, and write this to make the waiting for the next book a little less boring for all of you.
A/N: Hmm… I'm evil today. I'm not going to comment this chapter now. You have to read it before… *evil grin* Anyway. I'd like to thank my both betas, Luinthoron (*waves*) and Puzzler ("Hi!") for the exellent job they have done. Thank you, guys! I really appreciate this. Thank you so much!
Dear Diary...
It's halloween night. Everybody is sleeping by now, I'm the only one left in the deserted common room, thinking about what happened today, still not daring to believe it happened. It changed everything. And now I'm confused. I thought they hated me as much as I disliked them. Well, it seems, they didn't. They wouldn't have done what they did, if they would have. I feel like I could just forgive them all. I wouldn't sit here now, if it wasn't for them! And to think that just this morning Ronald McDonald insulted me as I had NEVER been insulted before. In my whole life! We had Charms by Professor Flitwick in the morning. We were making things fly. It's a quite tricky spell. I got paired up with Ron and he was acting like the bloody git he is. Well, maybe that was a little harsh of me to say. Maybe there's a better word to describe him? Hmm...? Brainless? Yes! He was acting like the brainless git he is. He just couldn't pronounce "Wingardium Leviosa" the right way! And when I tried to point it out to him, he just snapped that if I knew how to do it, why wouldn't I? Well, that was a challenge, so I rolled my sleeves up, raised my wand, pointed it to the feather we had to levitate and said the words. The feather was hovering a few feet above our heads. I was so proud then, Professor Flitwick cheered and clapped like a baby. Well, I didn't interrupt him. If he wanted to make a fool out of himself, why would I have stopped him?! I was really happy, but it didn't last for long. I was leaving the classroom with the others and found myself right behind Harry and Ron when I overheard their conversation. They were talking about ME! That's when I heared what he really thought of me. Ron. He said it's no wonder that no-one can stand me, and that I'm a nightmare! I felt tears filling my eyes and I tried to hurry past them, bumping into Harry. I heard Harry telling him, that he thinks I heard Ron. And I heard Ron telling Harry he didn't care, and that I must have noticed I had no friends. I ran to the Moarning Myrtle's bathroom. I had to think. I even skipped classes for that. Did I really have no friends? What about Neville? I thought we were friends? Or was he only my friend because of the homework? I think I have never cried as much as I did today. I lost track of time, sitting in the deserted bathroom and crying my heart out. It's funny, but I can't remember seeing Moaning Myrtle there even once today. How come I didn't think of it before? I must have been really depressed today. But then... no wonder I didn't. I think I was too upset about Ron... I was so upset, I even forgot about the halloween feast! I remember Parvati running into me crying and me sobbing at her "Just leave me alone!" And the next thing I remember was the troll! I let out a cry of fear. And somehow they heard it. And they came to rescue me! I remember I was curling up against a wall, the troll coming closer, and then they ran in. I remember seeing anything as if in slowmotion. Harry shouting something to Ron, then throwing something at the troll, the troll stopping, then going after Harry, Ron shouting something to the troll and throwing something at the troll, the troll then turning to Ron, Harry shouting something to me, trying to pull me up and make me follow him, me just staring in terror at what was happening, not able to move, the troll moving towards Ron, Harry jumping on his back, his wand going staight into the troll's nose, Ron shouting a spell, making the troll's club rise and knock it unconcious. My only thought was that they had to be really good friends risking their lives for each other, and then, later I was wondering if someone would ever do something like that for me. And then I realized, they HAD done that for me. We were all just staring at the troll and each other. I was the one to break the silence, asking if it was dead. Harry told me, he thought it was just knocked out. He picked up his wand, which was covered with some gray stuff like glue. A moment later the Professors McGonagall, Quirrell and (whoever did invite him?!) Snape. Professor McGonagall was furious about us not being in our dorms. I told her the boys were looking for me. She seemed surprised. Then, I don't know what came over me, I just couldn't stop talking. The boys had saved my life, I couldn't let get them into trouble. So I told Professor McGonagall I went looking for the troll and the boys just came after me, then saved my life. Both Ron and Harry looked stunned as if they would have never expected me to lie to a teacher. Please! As if I'd never done this before! I lost five points for Gryffindor! Well, the boys made it up, earning five points each, so we ended up having five points more. I thanked them, of course. It was odd, standing there with the both of them, none of us daring to speak, then all of us saying "Thanks!" at the same time. We didn't speak after that. I don't know what to say if I'm confronted with them tomorrow. I don't know what to say to them. This day changed everything I believed in. I know, it's weird to hear from an eleven year old, but then again, you wouldn't expect having an eleven year old facing a mountain troll and seeing your whole life running through before your eyes, either.
Good night. I hope you'll never have to go through something like this.
Hermione.
A/N: Sorry it was so gloomy and dark. But there was something about what happened that didn't let me make fun of this. But Hermione will get over it and get back her michivious self, even if it looks like she doesn't believe in this right now. I promise! Just stick around and you'll see. And don't forget to review! Your reviews are the air that I breathe!
--Altair
A/N: Hmm… I'm evil today. I'm not going to comment this chapter now. You have to read it before… *evil grin* Anyway. I'd like to thank my both betas, Luinthoron (*waves*) and Puzzler ("Hi!") for the exellent job they have done. Thank you, guys! I really appreciate this. Thank you so much!
Dear Diary...
It's halloween night. Everybody is sleeping by now, I'm the only one left in the deserted common room, thinking about what happened today, still not daring to believe it happened. It changed everything. And now I'm confused. I thought they hated me as much as I disliked them. Well, it seems, they didn't. They wouldn't have done what they did, if they would have. I feel like I could just forgive them all. I wouldn't sit here now, if it wasn't for them! And to think that just this morning Ronald McDonald insulted me as I had NEVER been insulted before. In my whole life! We had Charms by Professor Flitwick in the morning. We were making things fly. It's a quite tricky spell. I got paired up with Ron and he was acting like the bloody git he is. Well, maybe that was a little harsh of me to say. Maybe there's a better word to describe him? Hmm...? Brainless? Yes! He was acting like the brainless git he is. He just couldn't pronounce "Wingardium Leviosa" the right way! And when I tried to point it out to him, he just snapped that if I knew how to do it, why wouldn't I? Well, that was a challenge, so I rolled my sleeves up, raised my wand, pointed it to the feather we had to levitate and said the words. The feather was hovering a few feet above our heads. I was so proud then, Professor Flitwick cheered and clapped like a baby. Well, I didn't interrupt him. If he wanted to make a fool out of himself, why would I have stopped him?! I was really happy, but it didn't last for long. I was leaving the classroom with the others and found myself right behind Harry and Ron when I overheard their conversation. They were talking about ME! That's when I heared what he really thought of me. Ron. He said it's no wonder that no-one can stand me, and that I'm a nightmare! I felt tears filling my eyes and I tried to hurry past them, bumping into Harry. I heard Harry telling him, that he thinks I heard Ron. And I heard Ron telling Harry he didn't care, and that I must have noticed I had no friends. I ran to the Moarning Myrtle's bathroom. I had to think. I even skipped classes for that. Did I really have no friends? What about Neville? I thought we were friends? Or was he only my friend because of the homework? I think I have never cried as much as I did today. I lost track of time, sitting in the deserted bathroom and crying my heart out. It's funny, but I can't remember seeing Moaning Myrtle there even once today. How come I didn't think of it before? I must have been really depressed today. But then... no wonder I didn't. I think I was too upset about Ron... I was so upset, I even forgot about the halloween feast! I remember Parvati running into me crying and me sobbing at her "Just leave me alone!" And the next thing I remember was the troll! I let out a cry of fear. And somehow they heard it. And they came to rescue me! I remember I was curling up against a wall, the troll coming closer, and then they ran in. I remember seeing anything as if in slowmotion. Harry shouting something to Ron, then throwing something at the troll, the troll stopping, then going after Harry, Ron shouting something to the troll and throwing something at the troll, the troll then turning to Ron, Harry shouting something to me, trying to pull me up and make me follow him, me just staring in terror at what was happening, not able to move, the troll moving towards Ron, Harry jumping on his back, his wand going staight into the troll's nose, Ron shouting a spell, making the troll's club rise and knock it unconcious. My only thought was that they had to be really good friends risking their lives for each other, and then, later I was wondering if someone would ever do something like that for me. And then I realized, they HAD done that for me. We were all just staring at the troll and each other. I was the one to break the silence, asking if it was dead. Harry told me, he thought it was just knocked out. He picked up his wand, which was covered with some gray stuff like glue. A moment later the Professors McGonagall, Quirrell and (whoever did invite him?!) Snape. Professor McGonagall was furious about us not being in our dorms. I told her the boys were looking for me. She seemed surprised. Then, I don't know what came over me, I just couldn't stop talking. The boys had saved my life, I couldn't let get them into trouble. So I told Professor McGonagall I went looking for the troll and the boys just came after me, then saved my life. Both Ron and Harry looked stunned as if they would have never expected me to lie to a teacher. Please! As if I'd never done this before! I lost five points for Gryffindor! Well, the boys made it up, earning five points each, so we ended up having five points more. I thanked them, of course. It was odd, standing there with the both of them, none of us daring to speak, then all of us saying "Thanks!" at the same time. We didn't speak after that. I don't know what to say if I'm confronted with them tomorrow. I don't know what to say to them. This day changed everything I believed in. I know, it's weird to hear from an eleven year old, but then again, you wouldn't expect having an eleven year old facing a mountain troll and seeing your whole life running through before your eyes, either.
Good night. I hope you'll never have to go through something like this.
Hermione.
A/N: Sorry it was so gloomy and dark. But there was something about what happened that didn't let me make fun of this. But Hermione will get over it and get back her michivious self, even if it looks like she doesn't believe in this right now. I promise! Just stick around and you'll see. And don't forget to review! Your reviews are the air that I breathe!
--Altair