Chapter Two:
He's looking at me...asking me questions, wondering what my decision will be. He looks at me and deep in my eyes like he's analyzing my thoughts, wondering what I'll do next. I only stare at him, all I can do is stare at him. What will my decision be? There is nothing to loose...but is there anything to gain? If we are caught, I will go to jail and he will get the needle. At least if I am still in the F.B.I I can try and save him...*she laughs* yeah, because my opinion on what to do with my cannibal lover will weigh highly now. I saved this man from death at Muskrat farm even though strict orders told me to stay home. And do what? Let him die? Let the only man I have ever loved be killed by a man seeking nothing but revenge for something that happened to him because he was stupid enough to accept drugs from a Doctor?
This is the only chance I will get to make this decision...the only choice I have is now. I have to make it quickly before he departs from me and leaves me here forever.
Forever...leaving me...that breaks me apart. Why does it destroy me to think about him leaving forever? I have to see him, I just have to. I have to hear from him, or else what value does my life hold?
Who am I without the madman who made me complete? Who am I without the man who made me question my entire life and change it? Who am I without the man who looked deep within me and didn't leave as soon as he saw all of me?
Who am I without him?
I am nobody without him. My choice should be simple...I don't need the F.B.I to make me happy anymore...what I need is to run and be with him.
"So Clarice...what will it be? Will you choose to come and leave with me now, or stay behind and forget me completely?"
I look deeply into his eyes...The final answer I have dreaded all these years is upon me now like a knife. I have to be with him. I have to tell him.
He's looking at me...asking me questions, wondering what my decision will be. He looks at me and deep in my eyes like he's analyzing my thoughts, wondering what I'll do next. I only stare at him, all I can do is stare at him. What will my decision be? There is nothing to loose...but is there anything to gain? If we are caught, I will go to jail and he will get the needle. At least if I am still in the F.B.I I can try and save him...*she laughs* yeah, because my opinion on what to do with my cannibal lover will weigh highly now. I saved this man from death at Muskrat farm even though strict orders told me to stay home. And do what? Let him die? Let the only man I have ever loved be killed by a man seeking nothing but revenge for something that happened to him because he was stupid enough to accept drugs from a Doctor?
This is the only chance I will get to make this decision...the only choice I have is now. I have to make it quickly before he departs from me and leaves me here forever.
Forever...leaving me...that breaks me apart. Why does it destroy me to think about him leaving forever? I have to see him, I just have to. I have to hear from him, or else what value does my life hold?
Who am I without the madman who made me complete? Who am I without the man who made me question my entire life and change it? Who am I without the man who looked deep within me and didn't leave as soon as he saw all of me?
Who am I without him?
I am nobody without him. My choice should be simple...I don't need the F.B.I to make me happy anymore...what I need is to run and be with him.
"So Clarice...what will it be? Will you choose to come and leave with me now, or stay behind and forget me completely?"
I look deeply into his eyes...The final answer I have dreaded all these years is upon me now like a knife. I have to be with him. I have to tell him.