Untitled
JavaJunkie
December 7 2002
Disclamer- I dont own Gilmore Girls nor do I own the song used (It's by Bob
Dylan).
Authors Note- Uh...hi....... oh um this takes place not long after ep.1 of
se.3
The guilty undertaker sighs,
The lonesome organ grinder cries,
The silver saxophones say I should refuse you. "Jess, she's not like us, get over it" a voice stated over the phone. It was a friend from New York. Jess had needed someone to talk to and his old New York crowd were the only ones he could think of. Jess grumbled they told him that every time he mentioned her.
The cracked bells and washed-out horns
Blow into my face with scorn, It took only one mere glance her way and anyone around looked ready to attack Jess. He figurred they'd make a big festival out of it. But none the less his eyes unintentionally stared at her. And everytime he did anyone around seemed to send off 'go away' vibes. He couldnt help but laugh and get pissed off all at once. But it's not that way,
I wasn't born to lose you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you. He blammed her, partially. Blammed her for kissing him, letting him live things he told himself would never happen. And then running away, back to Dean and the expectations of everyone else. How could she do that. It would have been so much easier if she wouldnt have kissed him, een though he wanted it so much. He wanted her in firmiliar ways and ways he doubted existed, untill her.
The drunken politician leaps
Upon the street where mothers weep
And the saviors who are fast asleep,
They wait for you. Everyone had waited for her to come back. Dean had waited he had been smiley and happy and wasnt mad she hadnt wrote. But, Jess he wasnt the waiting type apparently, because his mouth was attached to some bimbos mouth. And that hurt worse then if Dean would have greeted her by messing around with Paris in the gazeo *ok I know sick thought*.
And I wait for them to interrupt
Me drinkin' from my broken cup
And ask me to
Open up the gate for you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you. Jess starred at her she was walking not far behind him he swung the door to the diner open and as always everyone looked, damn that bell. Rory was a mere few steps behind. He didnt know wether to stand and wait for her to go in or to just let it close and she could open it by herself. He chose just to wait a moment untill she caught up he walked in shoving the door a bit so it would stay open long wnough for him to come in after him. He didnt miss the softy mumbled thank you.
Now all my fathers, they've gone down
True love they've been without it.
But all their daughters put me down
'Cause I don't think about it. Like many people, Jess didnt need,nor believe in, love. For every 'real' couple with real love, Jess saw, there were thousands of people making due with one night stands and what not. And while most men Jess had known when growwing up maybe 2 had true love. The rest lived without it. Hell, some of 'em didnt want in and some of them figured it was a myth created by card companies. And most of the girls Jess had been with agreed that the relationship was merely based on the physical attributes, however after theyd 'been together' they were talking about love and comitment and getting pissed off that Jess never considered things like that, they werent in his plan. Promises came a dime a dozen and Jess wasnt in the mood to go collecting dimes.
Well, I return to the Queen of Spades
And talk with my chambermaid.
She knows that I'm not afraid
To look at her.
She is good to me
And there's nothing she doesn't see.
She knows where I'd like to be
But it doesn't matter. Jess' mouth quickly crushed against Shane in an act of strait lust, rocks were for 'love' and what they sharred damn sure wasnt love. Shane would grin and give a sultry look everytime Jess came by. She liked being oggoled. However she also tended to be impatient, and Jess had went to her for one reason, to get Rory out of his mind. So stares lasted but a moment and there they were mouths connected, hands roamming. Luckily Shane knew that he wanted nothing more then physical things with her, however when ever he starred at the brunette (aka Rory) she couldnt help but whine and attempt to suduce Jess all at one time, craving his attention and mad that he would stare at Rory and not give his undivided attention to her.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.
Now your dancing child with his Chinese suit,
He spoke to me, I took his flute.
"Hey wheres your little..." Dean asked Jess with a grin. And stepping toward him. "Bag Boy back the fuck off" "Scarred" "Not a chance" "I mean I wouldnt wanna keep you from 'anything'" "At least I can get it" "Fuck you" "Not my type, besides shouldnt you be making braclets and trying to think of a way to get more then just chaste little kisses" "At least I can get em" "So can I" Jess stated before walking away leaing a furious Dean to brood.
No, I wasn't very cute to him,
Was I?
But I did it, though, because he lied
Because he took you for a ride
And because time was on his side
"Why'd you tell him youd kissed me" Rory yelled, upset, as she approached jess who was standing on the bridge. "Didnt tell him anything" Jess starring at the water. "He said you said we kissed" "You need a more reliable source" "He's the most reliable person I know" "Yeah well ya' need to expand your horizons" "What did you say then" "Nothin" "He just dreamt it up" "Guess so" "Jess" "Rory" "Tell me what you said" "Why" "Cause we're friends" Jess let out a sarcastc laugh "Jess" "We've been through this" Rory mumbled and stared pleadingly. "He was actin like a jerk gettin up in my face and so we said some stuff and then I said that I figured he had other things to be doing like trying to think of ways to get somethin more then what're doing..and I mean come on ya know thats gotta take up some time..." "More then what" "Just kissing Rory, andyways he says at least he can get kissed and I said 'So can I' " "You said that" "Rory, he assumed I was talking about you" "You werent" "Not the point, he's not very trusting, shameful" Jess in a fake ashamed voice. "Bye" Rory said turning around and starting to walk away. Jess quickly grabbed her hand, standing infront of her bending his mouth to her ear and mumbled "You kissed me" before walking away. "You kissed back"Rory yelled.
And because I . . .
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.
Jess turned around grinning and walked the few steps back to her his lips brushing across hers lightly, her hands quickly moved to his head pulling hs mouth back to hers. "We're even" se mumbled. And their mouths found eachothers again.
The guilty undertaker sighs,
The lonesome organ grinder cries,
The silver saxophones say I should refuse you. "Jess, she's not like us, get over it" a voice stated over the phone. It was a friend from New York. Jess had needed someone to talk to and his old New York crowd were the only ones he could think of. Jess grumbled they told him that every time he mentioned her.
The cracked bells and washed-out horns
Blow into my face with scorn, It took only one mere glance her way and anyone around looked ready to attack Jess. He figurred they'd make a big festival out of it. But none the less his eyes unintentionally stared at her. And everytime he did anyone around seemed to send off 'go away' vibes. He couldnt help but laugh and get pissed off all at once. But it's not that way,
I wasn't born to lose you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you. He blammed her, partially. Blammed her for kissing him, letting him live things he told himself would never happen. And then running away, back to Dean and the expectations of everyone else. How could she do that. It would have been so much easier if she wouldnt have kissed him, een though he wanted it so much. He wanted her in firmiliar ways and ways he doubted existed, untill her.
The drunken politician leaps
Upon the street where mothers weep
And the saviors who are fast asleep,
They wait for you. Everyone had waited for her to come back. Dean had waited he had been smiley and happy and wasnt mad she hadnt wrote. But, Jess he wasnt the waiting type apparently, because his mouth was attached to some bimbos mouth. And that hurt worse then if Dean would have greeted her by messing around with Paris in the gazeo *ok I know sick thought*.
And I wait for them to interrupt
Me drinkin' from my broken cup
And ask me to
Open up the gate for you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you. Jess starred at her she was walking not far behind him he swung the door to the diner open and as always everyone looked, damn that bell. Rory was a mere few steps behind. He didnt know wether to stand and wait for her to go in or to just let it close and she could open it by herself. He chose just to wait a moment untill she caught up he walked in shoving the door a bit so it would stay open long wnough for him to come in after him. He didnt miss the softy mumbled thank you.
Now all my fathers, they've gone down
True love they've been without it.
But all their daughters put me down
'Cause I don't think about it. Like many people, Jess didnt need,nor believe in, love. For every 'real' couple with real love, Jess saw, there were thousands of people making due with one night stands and what not. And while most men Jess had known when growwing up maybe 2 had true love. The rest lived without it. Hell, some of 'em didnt want in and some of them figured it was a myth created by card companies. And most of the girls Jess had been with agreed that the relationship was merely based on the physical attributes, however after theyd 'been together' they were talking about love and comitment and getting pissed off that Jess never considered things like that, they werent in his plan. Promises came a dime a dozen and Jess wasnt in the mood to go collecting dimes.
Well, I return to the Queen of Spades
And talk with my chambermaid.
She knows that I'm not afraid
To look at her.
She is good to me
And there's nothing she doesn't see.
She knows where I'd like to be
But it doesn't matter. Jess' mouth quickly crushed against Shane in an act of strait lust, rocks were for 'love' and what they sharred damn sure wasnt love. Shane would grin and give a sultry look everytime Jess came by. She liked being oggoled. However she also tended to be impatient, and Jess had went to her for one reason, to get Rory out of his mind. So stares lasted but a moment and there they were mouths connected, hands roamming. Luckily Shane knew that he wanted nothing more then physical things with her, however when ever he starred at the brunette (aka Rory) she couldnt help but whine and attempt to suduce Jess all at one time, craving his attention and mad that he would stare at Rory and not give his undivided attention to her.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.
Now your dancing child with his Chinese suit,
He spoke to me, I took his flute.
"Hey wheres your little..." Dean asked Jess with a grin. And stepping toward him. "Bag Boy back the fuck off" "Scarred" "Not a chance" "I mean I wouldnt wanna keep you from 'anything'" "At least I can get it" "Fuck you" "Not my type, besides shouldnt you be making braclets and trying to think of a way to get more then just chaste little kisses" "At least I can get em" "So can I" Jess stated before walking away leaing a furious Dean to brood.
No, I wasn't very cute to him,
Was I?
But I did it, though, because he lied
Because he took you for a ride
And because time was on his side
"Why'd you tell him youd kissed me" Rory yelled, upset, as she approached jess who was standing on the bridge. "Didnt tell him anything" Jess starring at the water. "He said you said we kissed" "You need a more reliable source" "He's the most reliable person I know" "Yeah well ya' need to expand your horizons" "What did you say then" "Nothin" "He just dreamt it up" "Guess so" "Jess" "Rory" "Tell me what you said" "Why" "Cause we're friends" Jess let out a sarcastc laugh "Jess" "We've been through this" Rory mumbled and stared pleadingly. "He was actin like a jerk gettin up in my face and so we said some stuff and then I said that I figured he had other things to be doing like trying to think of ways to get somethin more then what're doing..and I mean come on ya know thats gotta take up some time..." "More then what" "Just kissing Rory, andyways he says at least he can get kissed and I said 'So can I' " "You said that" "Rory, he assumed I was talking about you" "You werent" "Not the point, he's not very trusting, shameful" Jess in a fake ashamed voice. "Bye" Rory said turning around and starting to walk away. Jess quickly grabbed her hand, standing infront of her bending his mouth to her ear and mumbled "You kissed me" before walking away. "You kissed back"Rory yelled.
And because I . . .
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.
Jess turned around grinning and walked the few steps back to her his lips brushing across hers lightly, her hands quickly moved to his head pulling hs mouth back to hers. "We're even" se mumbled. And their mouths found eachothers again.