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A/N: sorry it took so long for the update..a lot of things have been happening..but now it's here so enjoy
Chapter 4, A beautiful night, a ugly morning. The next morning Chiona woke up not knowing where she was and what was going on. She looked around the room as the morning sun shined through it, shining on all the clothes on the floor.
All their clothes on the floor.
Chiona then remember everything that went on last night. She heard a sigh and a moan in her ear. She turned her head slightly to see Trunks laid cuddled up next to her with his hand around her bare waist. She turned her head a little more to see his face. He looked so young sleeping. Too young to be sleeping with her. Chiona felt all wrong. What had she done? She stupidly gave in to him instead of making him listen.
This wasn't supposed to happen. It was bad enough kissing him, and now you just slept with him. You practically had sex with your little brother.
Chiona cringed at that through. But it was true. Wasn't it? Chiona tried to get up without waking him, but it was impossible. Every time she tried to move he would cuddle up even more. Chiona sighed. This wasn't going to work out. She had to tell him. She knew this would hurt him. It would hurt her too. But it had to be done.
Trunks lead there with his eyes closed just enjoying Chiona closeness. Last night was incredible. He never experience anything like that. To be sharing something like this With Chiona was something he could only dream about.
He smiled to himself. This had to mean they were together after going that. He started to imagine how it was going to be. They would go out for a while; then they could let build a house and move in letting Chichi live with his mother . They could get married and maybe have kids. But Trunks really wanted to do was take Chiona back to the past so she could see Gohan and her father again. He knew it would make her so happy. He would diffidently have to ask his mom about making a bigger time machine.
Trunks felt Chiona moving a lot, he figured she was up. He opened his eyes to look at her. She looked so beautiful to him. He gave her a sleepy smile. Chiona smiled back weakly. "Good morning" He said sweetly.
"Morning" Chiona said sitting up, bring up the sheet with her.
"You had a good sleep?" He asked.
"Yea...did you?"
"Yup and I had a great time last night. How about you?" he said smiling wickedly
Chiona looked away not answering. Seeing him so happy about this was going to make it harder to break it off with him. She had a great time last night. Being with him was something she really wanted, buts he just couldn't let this happen.
Trunks didn't notice the way she was acting, probably thinking she just acting shy about it. Trunks rolled over on his back and put his hands behind his head.
"Our parents well be so happy about us." He said.
Chiona just looked at the sheet. Her hair was in her face so Trunks couldn't see her expression.
"I'm so happy we finally got together. You know, I think we should move in together and then we can move your mom so she can live with mine then we can be close by each other. Then later we can get married. And if you want we could have some kids but I really would like to do is take you-"
Trunks stopped at the shake of Chionas head.
"What? What's wrong?" Chiona still couldn't look at him. But she had to end it now before it got farer.
"Trunks.we can't be together."
"What?" He said sitting up. "Why not?"
"This just isn't right. It wouldn't work out."
"What's so wrong about it? We love each other don't we?"
"Of course I love you, But not in that way. I love you like you're my real brother."
"Why can't it be more?"
She looked up at him and saw the hurt in his eyes. But she had to tell him the true.
"You're to young for me Trunks. What we did last night shouldn't have happened. I should have stopped it."
"What does age have to do with anything? What, just because I'm twenty-one makes me immature?" Trunks said he was starting to get angry.
"It's not that you're immature. It's just that.. I don't want to mess up our relationship. Don't you understand?"
Trunks was getting angrier and angrier at her. Why was she acting like this?
"No I don't understand. We're both adults. We know more about each other then anyone else does. Our age doesn't matter Chiona. Can't you see that? We both wanted this. So why can't you accept that?"
"Because I don't think it's right no matter how much I want it. Anyway I don't think Gohan would agree with this either."
That did it. Trunks just snapped. "What the hell does Gohan has to do with it? He's dead Chiona. Get it though your head he's not coming back. I'm tired of you putting him in everything that happens. He has nothing to do with it. You're just putting him in this as a excuse."
Trunks told her. Now it was Chionas' turn to get mad
"I'm not using him as an excuse and I know he's dead." Chiona said.
"Yes you do." Trunks said practically yelling.
He was to angry to even care the about hurting her. He wanted to hurt her just like she was hurting him.
"All you do is whine and cry and be depress about some one that died years ago. I've been there for you since them and I miss him too. But I am not going to sit there and cry about his stupid mistake."
Chiona eyes narrowed at what he said. "Stupid mistake? That stupid mistake save your life!" Chiona yelled. She was so angry at him. "If he didn't do it you would have been dead like all the others."
Trunks didn't say anything. He wouldn't even look at her. Chiona sigh and started to talk a little softer.
"Trunks I didn't want it to end like this. But it has to end. I'm sorry."
She looked at Trunks for a reply but he didn't say anything for a long while. But when he did his voice was harsh and bitter.
"Fine" he stated still not looking at her.
"Do what you want. I don't care anymore. But let me tell you one thing. No matter who you go out with, you'll never find anyone that loves you as much as I do."
Chiona looked back at her hands.
"Maybe." She said. "That's why I can't lose you Trunks, I just wish you could understand that."
She said. They didn't say anything to each other for a long time.
"Could you leave the room so I can put my clothes on?" Chiona finally said breaking the silence.
Trunks gave a harsh laugh. "No you leave, why should I have to leave a room in my own house."
Chiona stared at him "Why are you acting like this?"
"Just go."
Chiona looked at him very angrier "Fine!"
She grabbed the sheet under the blanket and pulled it around her standing up. She grabbed all her clothes and stomped to the door. But before she left the room she turned and narrowed her eyes at him.
"I through you was grown up enough to understand. But I was wrong. You just as childish as you ever been!"
And with that she left the room. Trunks heard a door slam. He sat back in the bed. Still as angry at her as he was before.
If that the way she wants it, I'm fine with that. I don't even care anymore. She can do whatever she wants. I don't even know why I liked her like that. I'm childis?. She the one that's childish. Crying all the time about something that happens years ago. It's probably better we're not together.
Trunks told himself. But if that was true, then why did it hurt so much.
~*~*~*~
Chiona was so mad she didn't know what to do.
What is his problem I can't believe he's acting the that.
And then to say that about Gohan. I HATE HIM!
Tears started going down her cheeks. She hadn't even put her clothes back on. She just there on toilet wrapped in the sheet.
You don't hate him and you know that.
A voice in her head told her.
You still love him just as much as you did before. You're just upset and he's upset too.
She sat there trying to get herself together. But the tears kept coming she knew something like this was going to happen. She should have stayed home by herself and then nothing would have happened. Now she had Trunks mad at her. What was she going to do now? She just didn't know. She put on her clothes and left the bathroom. She would just have to get over it.
Chiona walked down the hall feeling depressed all over again. She wiped her eyes just in case Trunks was still in the room. He wasn't. Chiona was glad. She couldn't look in his face after what happened.
Going over to the bed she sat down. All she could think about was last night. It was amazing to her. She never thought about doing it. Especially with Trunks. He was so careful with her. Like she would break or something. But he was always careful with her, especially after what happened with her brother. But nothing like this. His touch was so light and loving she could of cried. He kept on whispering I love you in her ear. That's why the harsh the he said this morning hurt her so bad.
Trunks never really got mad at her or even raised his voice. Chiona sighed and laid in the bed curling up into a ball. She had a feeling that Trunks was right. She would probably never find some that will ever love her like he did.
~*~*~*~
That day was the worst day of Chiona's life. They avoided each other all day. Not speaking or even looking at each other. But Trunks was sad more then anything. He wanted Chiona so bad that he never through about her saying she didn't want to be with him. But he could tell Chiona was upset too. But he didn't care she could of stayed with him but she chose not to so it's her problem.
Right?
He couldn't make himself to completely believe that. He still loved her. But he just couldn't talk to her right now. This seemed to hurt Chiona just as much as it hurt him. She always had a good relationship with Trunks and for him to be mad at her made her fell like no one loved her.
She stayed in the room most of the day and stared out the window. That night Chiona had a nightmare again. She woke up crying again. She sat up in bed and lean her back against the wall. Putting her knees to her chest she sat there and cried. Trunks woke up when he heard her whimpers. He got up and was right at the door when his mind stopped him.
What are you going in there for? Why should you care about her feelings? She obviously didn't care about yours.
He stood in the doorway and looked at her. She must have felt his gaze on her because she turned around and looked at him. Tears were going down her cheek and her eyes were red. He couldn't help but went to take those tears out of her eyes. She didn't say anything to him. She didn't have to. He could tell by her eyes that she wanted him to go in there and whip his arms around her. But he didn't and it took all his will power not to do so. She sniffled and watched him leave.
Leave her all alone again.
Chiona swallowed hard but she knew it he would probably do that. She was just hoping he would forgive her. She buried her head in her arms and cried harder she was losing everyone that she loved.
Could it get any worst?
Chiona sighed. The way it was going now, it probably could. That last week with each other was horrible. They didn't get a long at all. If they weren't snapping at each other they weren't talking. They didn't go out anymore; they just stayed in the house and ignored each other. The day there parents were coming home all they did was sit on the couch to wait for them.
Chiona had her stuff all ready and packed. She couldn't stay another moment there like this. And the way Trunks was acting he was probably happy for her to go. They heard the door open followed by laughing and talking. They both know who it was of course. Soon after, they saw Bulma and Chichi, looking very happy and tanned.
They had sunglasses on and a hand full of bags.
"Hey!"They said looking very happy to see there kids again.
"Hi" Chiona and Trunks said not very enthusiastically.
But they didn't seem to notice. They each grab there kids into a hug.
"So how was your 2 weeks?" Chichi asked Chiona.
Chiona shrugged
"It was ok" She said very low.
"Did you two have a good time? Bulma asked.
They didn't say anything to that one. They couldn't even look at each other. Chiona was happy when Bulma and Chichi sat in between them. They started talking about there trip and how fun it was. Chiona was giving Trunks side ways glides that he couldn't see. She notice he was barely listening.
They both weren't.
All they did was ask a few questions, not there heads and laugh at the right time. What seem like forever they finally finished talking about it.
"So what did you do?" Bulma asked them.
This time Chiona looked at Trunks all the way. He looked at her but just turned away. They still didn't say anything, they did was kind of shrugged.
"Oooohhhh" Bulma said smiling. "Don't want to tell?"
"It's nothing to tell." Trunks said. "We didn't do much but go to the movies. After that it was boring."
Chiona just stare at him but didn't say anything. How could he just sit there and lie. They did more then that.
A lot more.
And it was just boring to him? All that time together meant nothing just because he got mad at her. Chiona stood up she couldn't stay there any longer.
"Could we go home now? We should probably check on the house."
"You don't want to stay for dinner?" Bulma asked.
Chichi stood up too. "No that's ok. I think we should go home too. There hasn't been anybody in the house for 2 weeks. Who knows what could have sneaked inside."
"Alright then, well I'll see you two later." Bulma said looking at who Chichi know that she doesn't come to visit.
"Oh sure." Chichi said and she meant it
"Got all your stuff Chiona?" Chichi asked.
Chiona nodded.
"Well good bye all." Chichi said.
"Good bye" Bulma said back.
Chichi left the room. Chiona picked up her bags.
"Good bye Bulma. Thanks for letting me stay." Chiona said politely.
"Oh no problem, you're welcome here anytime."
Chiona smiled and then looked at Trunks. Her smiled faded and she looked away from him.
"Bye Trunks." She said in a kind of a formal voice.
"Bye" Trunks mumbled back.
Chiona turned and quickly left the room. Trunks lifted his head up and watched her but didn't say a word. After a few more minutes Bulma spoke.
"So did you meet anyone?"
Trunks got annoyed at that question.
"No" He simply said.
"But what about that girl you told me about over the phone?"
"It didn't work out." Trunks said standing up.
"Oh. Well don't worry there well be other girls."
Trunks know that. But the only thing was the girl he wanted just walked out the door.
A/N: sorry it took so long for the update..a lot of things have been happening..but now it's here so enjoy
Chapter 4, A beautiful night, a ugly morning. The next morning Chiona woke up not knowing where she was and what was going on. She looked around the room as the morning sun shined through it, shining on all the clothes on the floor.
All their clothes on the floor.
Chiona then remember everything that went on last night. She heard a sigh and a moan in her ear. She turned her head slightly to see Trunks laid cuddled up next to her with his hand around her bare waist. She turned her head a little more to see his face. He looked so young sleeping. Too young to be sleeping with her. Chiona felt all wrong. What had she done? She stupidly gave in to him instead of making him listen.
This wasn't supposed to happen. It was bad enough kissing him, and now you just slept with him. You practically had sex with your little brother.
Chiona cringed at that through. But it was true. Wasn't it? Chiona tried to get up without waking him, but it was impossible. Every time she tried to move he would cuddle up even more. Chiona sighed. This wasn't going to work out. She had to tell him. She knew this would hurt him. It would hurt her too. But it had to be done.
Trunks lead there with his eyes closed just enjoying Chiona closeness. Last night was incredible. He never experience anything like that. To be sharing something like this With Chiona was something he could only dream about.
He smiled to himself. This had to mean they were together after going that. He started to imagine how it was going to be. They would go out for a while; then they could let build a house and move in letting Chichi live with his mother . They could get married and maybe have kids. But Trunks really wanted to do was take Chiona back to the past so she could see Gohan and her father again. He knew it would make her so happy. He would diffidently have to ask his mom about making a bigger time machine.
Trunks felt Chiona moving a lot, he figured she was up. He opened his eyes to look at her. She looked so beautiful to him. He gave her a sleepy smile. Chiona smiled back weakly. "Good morning" He said sweetly.
"Morning" Chiona said sitting up, bring up the sheet with her.
"You had a good sleep?" He asked.
"Yea...did you?"
"Yup and I had a great time last night. How about you?" he said smiling wickedly
Chiona looked away not answering. Seeing him so happy about this was going to make it harder to break it off with him. She had a great time last night. Being with him was something she really wanted, buts he just couldn't let this happen.
Trunks didn't notice the way she was acting, probably thinking she just acting shy about it. Trunks rolled over on his back and put his hands behind his head.
"Our parents well be so happy about us." He said.
Chiona just looked at the sheet. Her hair was in her face so Trunks couldn't see her expression.
"I'm so happy we finally got together. You know, I think we should move in together and then we can move your mom so she can live with mine then we can be close by each other. Then later we can get married. And if you want we could have some kids but I really would like to do is take you-"
Trunks stopped at the shake of Chionas head.
"What? What's wrong?" Chiona still couldn't look at him. But she had to end it now before it got farer.
"Trunks.we can't be together."
"What?" He said sitting up. "Why not?"
"This just isn't right. It wouldn't work out."
"What's so wrong about it? We love each other don't we?"
"Of course I love you, But not in that way. I love you like you're my real brother."
"Why can't it be more?"
She looked up at him and saw the hurt in his eyes. But she had to tell him the true.
"You're to young for me Trunks. What we did last night shouldn't have happened. I should have stopped it."
"What does age have to do with anything? What, just because I'm twenty-one makes me immature?" Trunks said he was starting to get angry.
"It's not that you're immature. It's just that.. I don't want to mess up our relationship. Don't you understand?"
Trunks was getting angrier and angrier at her. Why was she acting like this?
"No I don't understand. We're both adults. We know more about each other then anyone else does. Our age doesn't matter Chiona. Can't you see that? We both wanted this. So why can't you accept that?"
"Because I don't think it's right no matter how much I want it. Anyway I don't think Gohan would agree with this either."
That did it. Trunks just snapped. "What the hell does Gohan has to do with it? He's dead Chiona. Get it though your head he's not coming back. I'm tired of you putting him in everything that happens. He has nothing to do with it. You're just putting him in this as a excuse."
Trunks told her. Now it was Chionas' turn to get mad
"I'm not using him as an excuse and I know he's dead." Chiona said.
"Yes you do." Trunks said practically yelling.
He was to angry to even care the about hurting her. He wanted to hurt her just like she was hurting him.
"All you do is whine and cry and be depress about some one that died years ago. I've been there for you since them and I miss him too. But I am not going to sit there and cry about his stupid mistake."
Chiona eyes narrowed at what he said. "Stupid mistake? That stupid mistake save your life!" Chiona yelled. She was so angry at him. "If he didn't do it you would have been dead like all the others."
Trunks didn't say anything. He wouldn't even look at her. Chiona sigh and started to talk a little softer.
"Trunks I didn't want it to end like this. But it has to end. I'm sorry."
She looked at Trunks for a reply but he didn't say anything for a long while. But when he did his voice was harsh and bitter.
"Fine" he stated still not looking at her.
"Do what you want. I don't care anymore. But let me tell you one thing. No matter who you go out with, you'll never find anyone that loves you as much as I do."
Chiona looked back at her hands.
"Maybe." She said. "That's why I can't lose you Trunks, I just wish you could understand that."
She said. They didn't say anything to each other for a long time.
"Could you leave the room so I can put my clothes on?" Chiona finally said breaking the silence.
Trunks gave a harsh laugh. "No you leave, why should I have to leave a room in my own house."
Chiona stared at him "Why are you acting like this?"
"Just go."
Chiona looked at him very angrier "Fine!"
She grabbed the sheet under the blanket and pulled it around her standing up. She grabbed all her clothes and stomped to the door. But before she left the room she turned and narrowed her eyes at him.
"I through you was grown up enough to understand. But I was wrong. You just as childish as you ever been!"
And with that she left the room. Trunks heard a door slam. He sat back in the bed. Still as angry at her as he was before.
If that the way she wants it, I'm fine with that. I don't even care anymore. She can do whatever she wants. I don't even know why I liked her like that. I'm childis?. She the one that's childish. Crying all the time about something that happens years ago. It's probably better we're not together.
Trunks told himself. But if that was true, then why did it hurt so much.
~*~*~*~
Chiona was so mad she didn't know what to do.
What is his problem I can't believe he's acting the that.
And then to say that about Gohan. I HATE HIM!
Tears started going down her cheeks. She hadn't even put her clothes back on. She just there on toilet wrapped in the sheet.
You don't hate him and you know that.
A voice in her head told her.
You still love him just as much as you did before. You're just upset and he's upset too.
She sat there trying to get herself together. But the tears kept coming she knew something like this was going to happen. She should have stayed home by herself and then nothing would have happened. Now she had Trunks mad at her. What was she going to do now? She just didn't know. She put on her clothes and left the bathroom. She would just have to get over it.
Chiona walked down the hall feeling depressed all over again. She wiped her eyes just in case Trunks was still in the room. He wasn't. Chiona was glad. She couldn't look in his face after what happened.
Going over to the bed she sat down. All she could think about was last night. It was amazing to her. She never thought about doing it. Especially with Trunks. He was so careful with her. Like she would break or something. But he was always careful with her, especially after what happened with her brother. But nothing like this. His touch was so light and loving she could of cried. He kept on whispering I love you in her ear. That's why the harsh the he said this morning hurt her so bad.
Trunks never really got mad at her or even raised his voice. Chiona sighed and laid in the bed curling up into a ball. She had a feeling that Trunks was right. She would probably never find some that will ever love her like he did.
~*~*~*~
That day was the worst day of Chiona's life. They avoided each other all day. Not speaking or even looking at each other. But Trunks was sad more then anything. He wanted Chiona so bad that he never through about her saying she didn't want to be with him. But he could tell Chiona was upset too. But he didn't care she could of stayed with him but she chose not to so it's her problem.
Right?
He couldn't make himself to completely believe that. He still loved her. But he just couldn't talk to her right now. This seemed to hurt Chiona just as much as it hurt him. She always had a good relationship with Trunks and for him to be mad at her made her fell like no one loved her.
She stayed in the room most of the day and stared out the window. That night Chiona had a nightmare again. She woke up crying again. She sat up in bed and lean her back against the wall. Putting her knees to her chest she sat there and cried. Trunks woke up when he heard her whimpers. He got up and was right at the door when his mind stopped him.
What are you going in there for? Why should you care about her feelings? She obviously didn't care about yours.
He stood in the doorway and looked at her. She must have felt his gaze on her because she turned around and looked at him. Tears were going down her cheek and her eyes were red. He couldn't help but went to take those tears out of her eyes. She didn't say anything to him. She didn't have to. He could tell by her eyes that she wanted him to go in there and whip his arms around her. But he didn't and it took all his will power not to do so. She sniffled and watched him leave.
Leave her all alone again.
Chiona swallowed hard but she knew it he would probably do that. She was just hoping he would forgive her. She buried her head in her arms and cried harder she was losing everyone that she loved.
Could it get any worst?
Chiona sighed. The way it was going now, it probably could. That last week with each other was horrible. They didn't get a long at all. If they weren't snapping at each other they weren't talking. They didn't go out anymore; they just stayed in the house and ignored each other. The day there parents were coming home all they did was sit on the couch to wait for them.
Chiona had her stuff all ready and packed. She couldn't stay another moment there like this. And the way Trunks was acting he was probably happy for her to go. They heard the door open followed by laughing and talking. They both know who it was of course. Soon after, they saw Bulma and Chichi, looking very happy and tanned.
They had sunglasses on and a hand full of bags.
"Hey!"They said looking very happy to see there kids again.
"Hi" Chiona and Trunks said not very enthusiastically.
But they didn't seem to notice. They each grab there kids into a hug.
"So how was your 2 weeks?" Chichi asked Chiona.
Chiona shrugged
"It was ok" She said very low.
"Did you two have a good time? Bulma asked.
They didn't say anything to that one. They couldn't even look at each other. Chiona was happy when Bulma and Chichi sat in between them. They started talking about there trip and how fun it was. Chiona was giving Trunks side ways glides that he couldn't see. She notice he was barely listening.
They both weren't.
All they did was ask a few questions, not there heads and laugh at the right time. What seem like forever they finally finished talking about it.
"So what did you do?" Bulma asked them.
This time Chiona looked at Trunks all the way. He looked at her but just turned away. They still didn't say anything, they did was kind of shrugged.
"Oooohhhh" Bulma said smiling. "Don't want to tell?"
"It's nothing to tell." Trunks said. "We didn't do much but go to the movies. After that it was boring."
Chiona just stare at him but didn't say anything. How could he just sit there and lie. They did more then that.
A lot more.
And it was just boring to him? All that time together meant nothing just because he got mad at her. Chiona stood up she couldn't stay there any longer.
"Could we go home now? We should probably check on the house."
"You don't want to stay for dinner?" Bulma asked.
Chichi stood up too. "No that's ok. I think we should go home too. There hasn't been anybody in the house for 2 weeks. Who knows what could have sneaked inside."
"Alright then, well I'll see you two later." Bulma said looking at who Chichi know that she doesn't come to visit.
"Oh sure." Chichi said and she meant it
"Got all your stuff Chiona?" Chichi asked.
Chiona nodded.
"Well good bye all." Chichi said.
"Good bye" Bulma said back.
Chichi left the room. Chiona picked up her bags.
"Good bye Bulma. Thanks for letting me stay." Chiona said politely.
"Oh no problem, you're welcome here anytime."
Chiona smiled and then looked at Trunks. Her smiled faded and she looked away from him.
"Bye Trunks." She said in a kind of a formal voice.
"Bye" Trunks mumbled back.
Chiona turned and quickly left the room. Trunks lifted his head up and watched her but didn't say a word. After a few more minutes Bulma spoke.
"So did you meet anyone?"
Trunks got annoyed at that question.
"No" He simply said.
"But what about that girl you told me about over the phone?"
"It didn't work out." Trunks said standing up.
"Oh. Well don't worry there well be other girls."
Trunks know that. But the only thing was the girl he wanted just walked out the door.