A/N: *This chapter has a scene with rape. Please do not continue with the chapter if this triggers you*
A WEEK LATER:
Sesshomaru ate, slept, and worked with thoughts of only Rin. He tried to keep his distance, but he found himself standing outside her apartment complex, wondering if she was also thinking about him.
They departed on good terms, but he just couldn't let go. He texted, called, and left voicemails.
"Rin, I just need a taste. You know how much you like when I fuck you with my tongue."
Another voicemail.
"I haven't forgotten Rin, you still owe me…You said I could fuck you in your virgin ass."
Another Voicemail:
"Please Rin, answer me. Let me come over."
He made up any and every excuse but his calls, and texts were unanswered. It was over… no; it wasn't over until he felt it. He said what he needed to say while in the moment, but how he felt was false. She was everything he needed.
"So you and that guy are not talking anymore?" Kagome asks.
Rin shook her head no. "But he has been kind of harassing me. I thought to teach him a lesson by saying it's over. I am not a doll he can just play with any time he wants." Rin sighs when she thought of how much of a fool she was. "I was, but not anymore. I refuse to play with him anymore."
"Good for you, sis!" Kagome looks around. "When was the last time you went out and had a good time?"
Rin put a finger to her mouth and appeared to be in deep thought. "When I think about it... it's been a while."
Kagome smiled and jumped up. "Let's go to the bar. Flirt a little… do something that makes you feel good to keep your mind off that asshole."
Rin wasn't ready, but it wouldn't hurt to get her mind off Sesshomaru even if it was just for a moment. She picks up her phone and sees all the missed calls and text messages from Sesshomaru.
I need a break. Time to have fun, she thought.
She turns her phone off. "Give me an hour and then we can head out."
An hour later at a bar:
The two women were having such a good time and Rin was on the verge of being drunk.
"Hey beautiful, can I dance with you?"
Kagome smiles and gently pushes Rin towards the guy. Rin's eyes widened. "Kagome!"
"Yes, of course, she would love to." Kagome runs off to the bar, giving Rin a thumbs up.
Unbeknownst to Rin… there was a shadow watching her every move in the corner.
Sesshomaru…
When Sesshomaru followed Kagome and Rin, he wasn't expecting them to go to a place like this. A place where whores and playboys come for one-night stands.
Is that her plan to move on?
Sesshomaru watched from across the dancefloor as his Rin danced lewdly. Her hips, the ones he held on to while she rode him, were swaying for the male in front of her. She turns and bends over and grinds her ass all over this random male pelvic area.
She looks over her shoulder and motions with a finger to come here and he moves closer, wrapping his arms around her. He presses his nose into the crook of her neck and Rin reaches behind her and grabs his hair.
She smiles…
In a gust of wind, Sesshomaru was before the pair. He pushes the male away and grabs Rin's wrist, pulling her away.
She was only trying to have a good time. She was tired of being stuck in the house constantly thinking about him. He didn't want her, so why does he continue to torture her?
Rin tries to yank her hand away. "Let go of me, Sesshomaru!"
Sesshomaru puts her over his shoulder. Rin was kicking and yelling. "Put me down! Who the hell do you think you are?"
Sesshomaru throws her in the passenger seat of his car, injuring her side. He gets into the car and locks the door. When the pain somewhat subsides, she tries to unlock the door. She turns to Sesshomaru. "Why are you doing this?"
Sesshomaru said nothing. He turns the car on and sped off. Rin crosses her arms and refuses to look his way. She was going over many scenarios of how she would curse him if he said anything to her.
Sesshomaru was fine with her not speaking. He didn't want to talk, anyway.
They reached her apartment, and Sesshomaru wouldn't let her out until he opened her door. "I don't need you to walk me to my apartment."
"Hmph!" She would not walk, anyway. He carried her again over his shoulder. He heard her fuss, "this is ridiculous."
He took her purse from her and opened her door. "I don't want you in here with me… Get out!" Sesshomaru sets her down. She points to the door. "Get out!" Sesshomaru pins her a death glare and slams the door shut.
Rin stomps off and Sesshomaru follows behind her. He uses his demonic speed and pushes her up against the counter. "Ouch! You hurt me earlier and now you are hurting me again."
He pushes his weight harder against her body. "Please Sesshomaru! Cut it out!"
"You are such a little slut. After I fuck you, you go out and present yourself to another." He cups her neck and applies pressure. "Have you forgotten who you belong to?"
Rin could feel his breath on her cheek. "You left me!" She swallows hard. "Have you forgotten that?" Sesshomaru growls and applies more pressure to her neck. Sesshomaru uses his other hand and lifts Rin's skirt, ripping her panties. He unbuckles his pants and slid his briefs down just enough to reveal his cock.
"Don't you fuck darrreee!" She choked out.
Sesshomaru pushes inside Rin, squeezing her neck a little tighter as her pussy contracted on his cock. He fucks her hard and deep. Strangled moans were the only noises that left her lips.
He wraps his arm around her, holding her tight to him as he fucked her. Rin never thought he would go to such lengths just to have her.
Her confusion got the best of her. It was as if she couldn't comprehend right from wrong anymore… brainwashed into thinking this was the only way he could love her.
And that this behavior was okay, so she justified it once again, saying to herself it was pent-up frustration and she needed this, too. He was addicted to her, and she thought I may have that same addiction too. Tears flow. But… I wouldn't treat you like this.
She pitied him… so no matter how mad she was at him; he was the only one who could handle her this way.
Yet again… shameless…
Her breath was choked away while being sexually manipulated.
It was supposed to be the end… but she was in no position to say no.
Her mind was so far gone that any sane person would think of this situation as rape, but she reveled in it. He yet again took control over her body. Although it was only meant to be seen as punishment, he knew she would make her find pleasure.
His fingers find her clit and circle it.
He felt her pussy clench him hard. "Yes, that's it, baby! Take this dick!"
He fucks her at an inhumane speed. Her tongue fell out of her mouth and the noises she made were wild. She was his little slut… no one else's.
He felt Rin's pussy contract and this time he knew she was coming. She fell limp in his arms as he continues to fuck her until he spilled his seed deep within her womb.
He held onto her, breathing hard into the crook of her neck. His seed spilled from out of her onto his thighs.
He has yet again made a mistake; he lost control. Seeing Rin with another… enraged him. He was the only one she could entertain.
