Chapter 4: Parting Isn't Such Sweet Sorrow It's Bullshit
Jade's Pov
I was currently hidden away in the secret room in the Blackbox making out with Cat as we waited for Vega to get here.
" Where's Tori ?" Cat asked breaking the kiss
" I'm not sure but I wish she'd hurry up and get here" I said
A few minutes later we heard the doors to the Blackbox open thinking it was Tori we peered out of the closed drapes only to see Beck, Andre, and Robbie standing there talking.
" Dude something is up " Beck said
" I'm starting to feel that way too Tori hasn't been taking care of her girlfriend duties again" Andre said
" Neither has Cat I mean we just started having sex but it's incredibly nasty dirty sex" Robbie said
Cat and I rolled our eyes at their statements.
" Jade swears there's no one else but I think otherwise and when I catch the bastard I'm going to beat his ass" Beck said
I giggled at that.
" If I find out Tori's been cheating on me I don't know what I'll do" Andre said in an angry tone
Robbie just shook his head and ran his fingers through his hair.
" So what's the plan Beck?" Robbie asked
" We follow them and see for ourselves what's been going on" Beck said
" Aight bet" Andre said
" I'm in" Robbie said
Beck gave his boys a fist bump and walked out of the Blackbox.
" What the fuck ? Jade what're we going to do now ?" Cat asked
" Well we know their plan already so it won't be too hard to outsmart these ass holes" I said
A few minutes later Tori walked into the room and greeted Cat us both with a kiss.
" Sit down Vega we gotta talk" I said
" Jesus about what?" Tori said
" The boys are closing in on us Vega they wanna follow us around like fucking Ace Ventura" I Said
" So we'll find a way to keep them at bay" Tori said
" But for how long? Because clearly fucking them isn't going to work they want us to be girlfriends to them 24'7" I said
" So what're we saying here?" Tori asked
" It's time to call it quits Tor" Cat said with sadness in her voice
Tears began to swell in Tori's eyes.
" Alright fine but this is bullshit!" Tori exclaimed before she stormed out.
" Vega!" I yelled with a slight croak in my throat
Cat burst into tears before also running out.
I was left alone in that little room and before I knew I was sobbing uncontrollably.
What the fuck had I done?
What was supposed to be fun and frivolous turned into heartache and despair. I cried my eyes out because I came to the conclusion that I was in love with Cat and Tori. The fucking part was great but it was how they made me feel afterwards that made me feel whole now I felt empty.
I had to do something about this. I had to get my girls back.
Tori's Pov
After what happened in the Blackbox with Jade and Cat I had to get out of there. I left school for the day and went home and cried my eyes out. I didn't want what Jade, Cat , and I have to end. I mean of course it was wrong and we knew the risk but this was too much for my heart to take . I love Cat and Jade both and not being able to share moments with them is going to drive me crazy.
Robbie, Andre , and Beck sure knew how to fuck up a good thing omg that sounds so selfish.
They're just being boyfriends they can't help how they feel but neither can we. I love Andre I really do but I don't ever think he could truly give me the love and affection I truly craved that part was only reserved for Cat and Jade.
I hate this but we brought it on ourselves trying to be sneaky but it sure was fun while it lasted.
Cat's Pov
My heart was in shambles. I hope those three dicks are happy because I'm fucking miserable. I miss Tori and Jade tremendously and I want what we had back right now.
The way Tori stormed out of the Blackbox hurt me to my core and to see Jadey cry although she tried to hide it really did me in.
Parting Isn't Such Sweet Sorrow It's Bullshit complete and utter Bullshit. My soul hurts I just wanna cry and watch Disney movies then cry again. Hopefully Jade changes her mind and takes us back because I feel like a part of me is dying without those two.
The next day at school was awful. My eyes were still puffy from crying all night and I didn't feel like getting dressed so I threw on a red carebear t-shirt and a pair of Frankie's old gray sweats. My hair was in a messy bun and I wore minimal makeup as possible. I guess Tori and Jade didn't feel like getting dressed today either Tori wore her purple Diva hoodie with black sweats and purple converse and her hair was pulled back in a ponytail. Jade shocked us all no makeup, her hair was straight with no highlights, she wore a long sleeve black shirt with black sweats and her Nikes she barely wore. It was safe to say we all looked like hell.
None of us really spoke to each other and that hurt and the three idiots that caused all this were pleased as punch that they had their girlfriends all to themselves.
I didn't want to be bothered with Robbie just looking at him was enough to depress me. I missed Jade and Tori my body was craving them both. Something had to be done about this and I knew just the thing.
