Authors Note: Okay so I wrote chapter one like seven years ago in high school, then while writing chapter 2 class my computer crashed and I just gave up cuz I lost all of it so this is me writing chapter 2 seven years later after not reading the books for at least 5 years but I felt so bad for leaving this unfinished on so here it is now. Hope it wasn't to bad, I love comments so don't feel bad judging me, I judge myself too!
I woke up to Fang softly rubbing my back and I just buried deeper into his chest. He chuckled lightly at me and kept rubbing my back.
"Finally awake I see." He said, his voice still rough from just waking up himself. I only nodded lightly and stayed laying there enjoying his warmth. "Even though I'd love to stay here all day, I'm gonna have to get up at some point, plus we still need to talk about last night." I wined a little at him and turned my face to his chest.
"No thanks" I mumbled out lightly.
Fang sat up pulling me up too, "We have to talk Iggy. We can't just act like nothing ever happened! I-I just can't take it any longer. I need to know." He sighed out frustrated.
I played with my hands in my lap, "I don't know what to say. I've never felt like this. I mean, I know I like guys and I just don't for a lack of better wording, I don't see how girls are attractive! I know when I'm with you and when I'm with Gazzy it's two completely different things. When I'm with Gazzy I'm just hanging out and goofing off, it's all fun and relaxed. When I'm with you I feel like I'm safe and warm. I get nervous that I'm gonna make a complete and total fool of myself. That you're gonna leave me because I'm too weird. I-I don't know what to do…" I said ranting out, my cheeks blushed bright red when I finally noticed that I just said all of that out loud. I looked down so he couldn't see my face. I was pulled into Fang's lap and hugged tight. I leaned into him burying my face in the crook of his neck.
"Iggy… I love you and not like a brother, like a lover. I wanna hold you tight, I wanna make sure you don't cry, I want to be there for you no matter what. I want to hold your hand tight, hug you during the night, kiss your soft lips whenever I can. I want you to be mine and me to be yours. I love you so much and I have for a while now." Fang said, shaking slightly, I had tears welling up in my eye from his words and I hugged him tight.
"I-I love you too… I don't know for how long I just knew for sure at some point it went from seeing you as my brother to seeing you as so much more." I pulled away and softly grabbed his face. I felt soft fingertips brushing tears out of my eyes and then a forehead pressed to mine.
"Iggy… would you go out with me?" He asked quietly, his hand on my cheek. I nodded with a small smile. I could feel Fang's lips brush mine again. Just as our lips met I could hear the door open and a gasp. "Oh my god?" And the door slam shut. We quickly pulled away.
"Max, oh my god Max saw us." I panicked. "What are we going to do? What are the others going to say."
"Iggy! Calm down, we're going to have to talk to them. Do you really think we can hide this from them?" Fang said with his hands on my face, "just breathe, Max first then the others. I think she needs an explanation first. Then we can talk to her about telling the others, if her talk goes well."
I breathed in and out for a moment, "Okay, Max first." Fang let go of my face and stood up from the bed, I could feel him grab my hand and tugged me up gently. We walked quietly to Max's room and I could hear Fang knock on her door.
"Max, can we talk?" Fang called out. I was nervously playing with Fang's fingers when I heard the door open.
"Are you guys done sucking each other's faces?" She asked, I could feel my face heat up at her comment.
"Yes, we're done sucking each other's face, as you call it. Can we talk about that?" Fang said with a slight annoyance in his voice.
"Come in," she said and I could feel Fang tugging me inside and having me sit down on her bed. After a moment of silence she spoke up again. "Were you guys going to tell me if I hadn't walked in?" She sounded really hurt, I could feel guilt starting to eat me up inside.
"We would have if we hadn't just realized it ourselves like 20 minutes ago." Fang said back just as hurt. "Do you really think we would have hidden this from everyone?" The silence returned for a bit.
"I'm sorry I was jumping to conclusions," she said, sighing. "I just thought you guys were so close yesterday and you had been hiding it from us. I just want us all to be happy. Hiding things from each other isn't us."
"We weren't trying to hide it Max, we just figured this out ourselves. We hadn't even figured out how to tell everyone yet." I nodded as Fang spoke.
"Iggy, are you happy," Max said gently as she placed a hand on my leg. I could feel my blush growing as I spoke.
"I'm happy, I mean it's only been a bit but I'm happy." I felt Fang's hand squeezing mine.
"I can tell your happy Fang. I'm glad you guys are happy. I'll go ahead and make a plan for telling the others. I'm the leader." She said patting my leg and I could feel her getting off the bed. "I only have one rule, no being inappropriate in front of the kids. I'll tell the others tonight, " She laughed and walked out of the room. I could feel Fang squeezing my hand and bringing it up to his face. He pressed a kiss to my hand lightly.
"Well that didn't go bad now did it." I could hear the smile in his voice.
"Yeah, I was maybe panicking just a bit." I laughed leaning into him.
"We're gonna be just fine." He said pulling me closer and placing a kiss on my temple. "I love you Iggy." He whispered.
"I love you too," I whispered back smiling. We're gonna be just fine, I thought to myself.