A/N: Oops! It seems I had posted the previous chapter twice! Sorry about that!
BPOV
Oh no, I was going to need the guest passcode to enter his apartment, I thought after reaching Edward's place.
I had spent the past three hours trying to figure out what he meant by 'always', and I guess I figured out the answer finally, and that's why I decided to show up here, but I guess now I'd need to call him!
Should I just go back and come back tomorrow?
What would he think?
How was he going to react?
I had hurt him. Would he still be willing to talk to me?
No, this was Edward!
I guess there shouldn't be any place for the doubts with him now!
He still seemed to like me after all the stupidity over the years!
"Hello?" He answered immediately.
"I need your guest passcode," I said.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"I'm downstairs," I said.
Yeah, I know, I'm an idiot! I wanted to say.
"I'll come there," he said.
"No, just give me the code. I'm coming," I said.
He startled me as I found him standing right outside of the elevator.
"Hi," I said.
"Hi?" he said. He looked confused, well, anyone would be!
Suddenly I realized I was feeling too giddy seeing him! It's as if I had forgotten about all the problems we were facing since the past few days and the problems we had yet to face!
I was just too happy to see him!
"What's going on?" He asked as we started walking towards his unit.
"I wanted to talk to you," I said.
"Sure?" he said.
I smiled at him.
I wasn't sure if I had actually lost my mind, but I wasn't able to control my smile.
I still couldn't believe it!
Edward and I actually fell for each other!
Who would have thought!
"Are you okay?" He asked as he opened the door, "You're seriously scaring me!"
"I know..." I chuckled, "I haven't slept at all since the last two nights, and I've been overthinking about... everything! I think I'm overwhelmed right now."
"I see," he said.
"I thought about what you said..." I took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry about that. It wasn't the right time to bring that up. I told you, you should ignore that," he said.
"I know you advised me to ignore that, but as usual, I decided to ignore your advice." I smiled.
"What does it mean?" He asked.
"I've been stupid enough not to see what was right in front of me," I smiled, "But not anymore!"