THAT SUMMER, Epilogue
By Reija Linn

Darkness - darkness all around me. A child, crying, somewhere, though I can't find it... or is it me crying?

They come and go all the time, the people in white. They give me food, which I don't taste, and clothes, which I don't feel, and drugs, which can never take the pain away...

I am alone in this void of darkness and silence. Though sometimes, it is not silent at all. Sometimes, I hear the child crying, sometimes I hear someone screaming, cruelly, unearthly, and sometimes I hear the crackling and burning of flames, the cries and screams of my children...

Once, I saw Ron, and Arthur is always here, holding me in the darkness, the only comfort I have left in a world of pain and loneliness. I tried to tell them about it, but they gave me more drugs, and wouldn't listen, so now I am silent, and don't tell them anything anymore, praying they would just go away and leave me here, with my husband.

There are other people here too, sometimes, though I don't know where here is... or is here perhaps nowhere?

Ron didn't come back to me again...

Sometimes, I hear voices, not the voices of the people in white, who talk to me in words I don't understand, but the voices of my children...

Percy, mostly...

Charlie, one time...

Bill, also once... and was that Harry with him?

But I cannot answer them, I know that when I turn from this world, I can never go back...

Arthur is here with me...

And Tina...

And perhaps, Ron will come back...

I can't leave this place...

Here, there is no pain, there is no death, and no loneliness...

Arthur tells me there is also no future here, but I no longer care about future...

At least I am with Arthur, whom I love so much...

And if I wait here long enough, they will all join us here, and then I will never again feel alone...

Alone...

THE END