Feelings of Nothing...
Tears of wanting, tears of joy..Tears of those.
Jack slowly woke up the morning after cutting his arm, feeling a little dizzy from the loss of blood. Jack slowly sat up, "I hate myself..." He though, as he slowly unwrapped the towel from his arm, to see that his cut was getting infected. "Damn.. I better go get this looked at.." Jack mumbled, as he jumped out of bed.
Jack did his usual chores, then left the farm to see if the midwife was up yet, he knew he would have to make up some story, but he didn't care...Not anymore at least. Jack arrived at the Midwifes house, and was about to knock on the door, when he saw Maria walking over to the library. Jack watched her, but kept turning his head away, as if he was waiting for the Midwife. He didn't want her to see the pain in the eyes, even if she didn't care for him anymore, he still knew he loved her.
Maria walked along the sidewalk, near the Midwifes house, nodding, and saying "Jack." In a simple greeting voice. Jack turned to see her walk into the library, and decided he should go apologise, so he ran into library behind her. "Maria.." Jack said, in a blunt voice. "What is it Jack..?" Maria asked, just looking up with her eyes, then peering back down at her book.
"Maria.. I'm sorry.. What --" Jack was interrupted, but the book slamming shut. "Jack! Stop this shit! You choose who you wanted! Don't think because it doesn't work with the girl you chose, you can just come back to me! Now I'd appreciate it if you would leave! There are some people that really do appreciate me here! And They may be stopping by! So goodbye Jack!" Maria shouted at him, crying softly, but still very angry non the less. "Fine then..." Jack said slowly, starting to cry, "I'll stay away from you...I'll stay away from everyone.. I'll kee--" Jack started rambling off as he left the library, and bumped into Harris, who was entering the library.
"Maria? Are you alright? Did he do anything to you?" Harris asked, as he looked at Maria, only giving Jack enough room to squeeze by. Maria shook her head, as Jack slowly turned, "Mind your own business." Jack said, as he pushed Harris. "When you hurt this beautiful women! I make it my business!" Harris yelled as he pushed Jack back.
Jack grabbed Harris by the shoulder, and rose his fist to hit him, when Cliff grabbed his wrist. "Jack.. Come on, I don't think you want this..". Jack slowly let his hand that Cliff was holding drop, but the hand that was on Harris's shoulder, he clenched into a fist, and quickly gave Harris a left hook, then started to walk away. Cliff let go of Jack, and watched as Harris rubbed hi jaw, but saw he was too much of a coward to go after him. "Harris, leave for awhile please." Cliff said, as Harris gave him a dirty look. Harris left, and Cliff started talking to Maria, he was telling her all that happen, he had seen everything when he was visiting Ann, so he thought he would clear things up for Maria.
Jack walked into the Midwifes house, just showing her his arm, to avoid talking. She immediately started taking care of it, as Jack spun some lie so she wouldn't know anything about what really happen.
Tears of wanting, tears of joy..Tears of those.
Jack slowly woke up the morning after cutting his arm, feeling a little dizzy from the loss of blood. Jack slowly sat up, "I hate myself..." He though, as he slowly unwrapped the towel from his arm, to see that his cut was getting infected. "Damn.. I better go get this looked at.." Jack mumbled, as he jumped out of bed.
Jack did his usual chores, then left the farm to see if the midwife was up yet, he knew he would have to make up some story, but he didn't care...Not anymore at least. Jack arrived at the Midwifes house, and was about to knock on the door, when he saw Maria walking over to the library. Jack watched her, but kept turning his head away, as if he was waiting for the Midwife. He didn't want her to see the pain in the eyes, even if she didn't care for him anymore, he still knew he loved her.
Maria walked along the sidewalk, near the Midwifes house, nodding, and saying "Jack." In a simple greeting voice. Jack turned to see her walk into the library, and decided he should go apologise, so he ran into library behind her. "Maria.." Jack said, in a blunt voice. "What is it Jack..?" Maria asked, just looking up with her eyes, then peering back down at her book.
"Maria.. I'm sorry.. What --" Jack was interrupted, but the book slamming shut. "Jack! Stop this shit! You choose who you wanted! Don't think because it doesn't work with the girl you chose, you can just come back to me! Now I'd appreciate it if you would leave! There are some people that really do appreciate me here! And They may be stopping by! So goodbye Jack!" Maria shouted at him, crying softly, but still very angry non the less. "Fine then..." Jack said slowly, starting to cry, "I'll stay away from you...I'll stay away from everyone.. I'll kee--" Jack started rambling off as he left the library, and bumped into Harris, who was entering the library.
"Maria? Are you alright? Did he do anything to you?" Harris asked, as he looked at Maria, only giving Jack enough room to squeeze by. Maria shook her head, as Jack slowly turned, "Mind your own business." Jack said, as he pushed Harris. "When you hurt this beautiful women! I make it my business!" Harris yelled as he pushed Jack back.
Jack grabbed Harris by the shoulder, and rose his fist to hit him, when Cliff grabbed his wrist. "Jack.. Come on, I don't think you want this..". Jack slowly let his hand that Cliff was holding drop, but the hand that was on Harris's shoulder, he clenched into a fist, and quickly gave Harris a left hook, then started to walk away. Cliff let go of Jack, and watched as Harris rubbed hi jaw, but saw he was too much of a coward to go after him. "Harris, leave for awhile please." Cliff said, as Harris gave him a dirty look. Harris left, and Cliff started talking to Maria, he was telling her all that happen, he had seen everything when he was visiting Ann, so he thought he would clear things up for Maria.
Jack walked into the Midwifes house, just showing her his arm, to avoid talking. She immediately started taking care of it, as Jack spun some lie so she wouldn't know anything about what really happen.