Disc- Oh no! Here come JKR's lawyers! *Please go away! I'll write more disclaimers!* All right, ya'll know the deal. Only Helen's mine. I do own some curses too, but I don't know if there are any in this chapter.
~Recap
"Please don't laugh. When I tell you my boyfriend's name, you'll instantly know the girl he likes too," she said.
"Helen, I'm dating Draco Malfoy. What could be worse than that?" I laughed.
"Try Colin Creevy."
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I gasped. "Ginny," I hushed.
"Right in one," she said glumly. "Ginny Weasley. Harry Potter's girlfriend. Colin's object of affection. Your best friend."
"I'm so sorry Helen. Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked her.
"Not that I know of. Ginny's completely in love with Harry, right?" Helen made sure.
"Oh yeah," I assured her. "Like we love our men," I giggled.
"Thank God," she said.
I just laughed at her. "By the way, why were you ashamed to tell me about having Colin as your boyfriend?"
"Put it this way; he's no Draco Malfoy!" she said.
"Don't be so superficial. Looks aren't everything. They shouldn't even be anything. Love is based on what's inside of a person. Not the outside. The only way you can fall in love with someone from the outside is their eyes. Eyes are the windows to someone's soul," I said thinking of Draco's eyes.
"I guess your right," she said.
"What do you see when you look into his eyes?" I asked her.
"I've never thought about it. His eyes aren't that fascinating. Now, Dennis' eyes however..." she trailed.
"His brother?"
"Yes, Dennis Creevy. His eyes are amazing. I get lost in them. They hide so many emotions beyond a guarded shield," she said.
"What do you see when you look into them?" I asked her.
"Loads. I can tell he feels bad for me. He gets mad at his brother for hurting me the way he does. Dennis sticks up for me. He shows pity in those great blue eyes. I don't want him pitying me though. I don't want any pity. Dennis a really a sweetheart," she said.
"He sounds it."
"He was so cute when he was a first year. I can still remember him in Hagrid's oversized moleskin coat," she looked off into space.
"Someone has a bit of a soft spot for Dennis," I teased.
"No, it's just platonic. He's my best friend, and always will be. He's the smartest 13-year-old I've ever met. It's incredible the way he views the world. Looking at the world through his eyes would be too complex for most people. He can see what others don't. He looks past looks, blood, and house. He couldn't careless about being a muggle-born. He's just as happy as can be," Helen said.
"Maybe someday he'll be more than a friend," I told her.
"I'm dating Colin," she answered.
"Dating," I emphasized. "Just that. Tell me, could you ever express yourself to Colin like you do Dennis?"
"No," she admitted.
"My point exactly. You'll grow to love Dennis," I predicted.
"Never," she said.
"Oh yes I bet you will. I know you want to marry Colin, but it's too early to tell. Especially with the way he's treating you now," I said. If Colin was like this now, who knows what he'll be like in five years?
"I won't marry anyone but Colin. I swear," she said.
"Then you're going to be one lonely old lady," I said.
"Well what about you? You're only 16. How come you can think about marriage and I can't?" she retorted.
"Good question. I guess I can't. I'm just saying, don't do anything drastic with Colin. Don't do anything you'll regret," I advised.
"I know that. I'm only 15!" she said, and then Harry and Ron walked in.
"Hello Harry, Ron," I greeted.
"Hello Hermione. Where were you?" they asked in a strained voice.
"I was here," I said.
"But you were right behind us when we were walking into Potions," Ron argued.
"I forgot something up here, so I ran back to get it," I lied.
"Why didn't you come down after then?" Harry questioned.
"I got distracted. Drop it guys," I said.
"Distracted by what?" they pestered.
"Guys, I'd like you to introduce you to Helen. Helen, this is Harry and Ron. Harry and Ron, this is Helen," I said, pointing to each person as I said their name.
"Hi," Helen squeaked.
"Hello," Ron said.
"Nice to meet you," Harry said flashing her a smile and extending his hand to her. She took it, and then broke off quickly. Harry gave me a puzzled look, then cautiously smiled at her. She whimpered, then ran up to her dorm.
"What was that about?" Harry turned to me.
"I have no idea," I answered truthfully.
"She's got some problems," Ron said.
"She's your sister's friend!" I scolded. "And mine at that too!"
"Sorry Hermione. So why did you really miss Potions? You can tell us now, she's gone," Ron said.
"I was telling you the truth," I lied through my teeth.
"No you weren't. Guess who else didn't show up for Potions?" Harry said.
"Who?" I asked, knowing perfectly well who he was going to say.
"Pansy and Malfoy."
"Really? Hmm...I wonder what that was about," I said sarcastically.
"Hermione! Pansy was there a little bit, but then she left. Supposedly had a headache. Couldn't take her eyes off me during the times she was there though," Ron said with a egotistical tone.
"Right. I bet she just went to see Draco, where ever he was," I said without thinking.
Harry gaped at me, and Ron bellowed, "HERMIONE!"
"What did I do?" I asked. I hadn't said anything, had I?
"You just said his name!"
"Who's?'
"Malfoy!" Harry said.
"You just said it too," I argued. We always say Malfoy's name.
"You said..." Ron faltered, as if it was paining him to say whatever he wanted to.
"What?"
"Draco," he gritted his teeth.
My jaw dropped, and I quickly brought it up. "I did?"
"Yes you did."
"I didn't mean it. I wasn't thinking," I protested.
"That's a given" Ron said, folding his arms across his chest.
"Tell us what really happened during Potions Hermione," Harry said.
"I-I can't," I said quietly.
"What do you mean you can't? I thought you wanted us to help you!" Ron shouted.
"I'm sorry. I promised," I told them.
"Promised who?" Harry asked calmly.
"Er...someone. It doesn't matter anyway," I waved my hand impatiently.
"It does and you know it," Ron said.
"Look, I'm not breaking my promise!" I yelled and they got mad.
"Fine! Be that way! Just don't expect us to help you figure out Malfoy's problem then!" Ron howled then stormed out.
" Are you going to leave too?" I challenged Harry.
"Do you want me to?" he asked.
"It's your decision," I said stubbornly. No, I didn't want him to leave. If he went after Ron, then I would have no one expect Ginny. And Helen. I'd never let my pride down though.
"If that's how you want it," he said and shrugged. "See you then," he said to me, then left after Ron.
I burst into tears, and crumpled to the floor. "No!" I wailed. "What have I done?" I said. "Stupid pride," I said.
When I had regained myself, I went into my room and sat down on the bed. I looked at myself in the mirror, and saw a sad sight staring back at me. "Look at me. I'm a mess. I need Draco," I complained.
Just after I was satisfied with myself, the lunch bell rang, corrupting my thoughts. I jumped, startled, and took my hands from my face. I had been putting on make-up and doing my hair. I was going to show Harry and Ron what they had just dumped. Sure we weren't anything more than friends, but I still wanted to show them up. I swaggered out the door, and to Great Hall.
Many heads turned when I walked in, and a lot of the guys' eyes were wide. I flashed a radiant smile at them all, and kept walking on. I sat myself down next to Parvati and Lavender, but they weren't making eye contact with me. "Hey," I said.
"Are you still going out with Ron?" Parvati blurted out.
'Shit,' I mentally cursed myself. "Of course. We just got into a small argument. No biggie," I lied for the umpteenth time that day.
"OK," they said uncertainly.
I smiled, and started eating my food with a big smile on my face. "Why are you so happy? And what's with the makeover?" Dean asked.
"Is my being happy against the law?" I challenged.
"That's not what I meant," Dean defended himself.
"What did you mean exactly?" I said in a severe tone.
"Just, well..." he faltered.
"I'm waiting," I said.
"You and Malfoy are screwed up right now, so I was wondering how you possibly could be happy when he's acting the way he is!" Dean bursted out.
"At least he's not cheating on me!" I said. I knew for a fact Parvati was cheating on Dean with a Ravenclaw 7th year.
Parvati's eyes grew wide and she stopped moving. Her breathing became sharper and shorter. Dean looked too shocked beyond words.
"What did you say?" he said quietly.
"I think Parvati has something to tell you," I said.
"Parvati?" Dean said, and turned to look at the frozen Parvati.
"I-I-I don't know what you're talking about," she lied.
I let out a big "Ha!" and everyone looked at me. "What?" I said and shrugged my shoulders. "She lied."
"I did not!" she objected.
"Did too. You never did tell us what happened to 7th year you were supposed to go to ball with, did you?" I said.
"N- no," she stuttered.
"So what happened?" I said with Lavender glaring daggers at me.
Parvati shook her head. "Nonsense, complete utter lunacy," she muttered.
"Tell us what happened Parvati," Dean said in a surprisingly calm voice.
Parvati stared into his sorrow-filled eyes, and heaved a large sigh. "Hermione's right," she admitted.
"Why Parvati? Why?" Dean said in a very hurt tone that obviously killed Parvati.
"I'm so sorry Dean. I don't know what I was thinking when I accepted his invitation to the ball. I wanted to go with you. That's why I told him I was going with you, and...and," she sniveled.
"And what?" he said.
"I went with you and had a great time! But Bryan kept pushing me to go to the Astronomy Tower with him, so I gave in one night. I'm so sorry," she said now crying.
"How long?" Dean said solemnly.
"How long what?" she answered.
"How long have you been cheating on me with him?" he asked in a stressed voice.
"Long enough," Lavender answered for Parvati.
"The dance wasn't that long ago though. You lied," Dean accused.
Parvati squinted her eyes shut, and cracked her knuckles. "OK! It's been since before the dance all right?"
"The why did you go to the ball with me if you already had a boyfriend? It sounds as if you've been cheating Bryan with me," Dean said.
"He knew about us. I went to the ball with you because Lavender persuaded me to. She said that it would be perfect if I went with you because she was going with Seamus," Parvati said.
"I did," Lavender admitted.
"So it's partly your fault?" Seamus asked Lavender unbelievingly.
"I guess it is if you want to put it that way," Lavender said. "I was just creating the picture-perfect fantasy in my head. I'm sorry Dean, Parvati," she said.
"It's not only your fault. Parvati asked me out that night. Something I bet you didn't know," Dean said.
"What? She said you asked her, and she couldn't refuse!" Lavender squealed.
"She was sadly mistaken," Dean said, now losing his calm rational.
"Parvati! You lied to me! I'm your best friend!" Lavender shrieked.
"Sorry," Parvati said.
"You don't sound it," Seamus argued.
"Well I am," she said.
"Bull," I said, speaking up for the first time since I denounced Parvati.
"You shut it!" Parvati yelled at me. "Yeah, I cheated on Dean. So throw me in Azkaban. It's not like I performed an Unforgivable Curse," she said in a piercing tone.
"Oh," Dean said quietly. "But you did," Dean said, acting surprised.
"How?"
"I'll never forgive you," Dean said, and got up, slinging his bag over his shoulder. "Just to clarify this, we're through," he said and left in a huff.
"Wait up Dean!" Seamus said and ran after Dean.
When both boys were gone, Lavender and Parvati turned on me. "Hermione! What do you think you're doing?" they yelled.
"Er...telling Dean the truth and what he needs to know. He would've found out sometime. It's just finding out a little sooner, that's all," I said.
"He never had to know! No one was going to tell him!" Parvati said.
"I bet you said that yesterday, and now he knows. He would've found out, no matter what you say," I snapped.
"How could you? I thought we could trust you," Lavender said.
"You were just going to lead Dean on that whole time? Play him like some toy? Well Parvati, that's not going to work. Dean's an incredible person who deserves more than what you were giving him," I scolded.
"I gave him the world," Parvati said.
"You gave him nothing. Why did you do it anyway?" I asked.
"Simple. Why have one guy when you can so easily have two?" she answered.
"Disgusting. I can not believe you Parvati Patil. You are an obnoxious, cheating scum of a person," I said.
"It was one mistake! Give me a break," she said.
"I'll give you a break. How about a break from my presence? From Dean's? How about from Seamus'?" I said.
"Seamus wouldn't do that," Lavender said.
"You know he would. He and Dean have been best friends since first year. He's not going to let his girlfriend's best friend hurt him like that," I asserted.
Pansy shook her head. "I'm so out of here," she said and left.
Lavender scowled at me, then got up and left after Pansy, leaving me alone at the table. "That went well," I said to myself. "Let's see. I'm down two more friends in an hour. I think I can set a record here," I grimaced.
"If that's your goal, you're well on your way," I heard someone whisper in my ear. I turned around and saw Ron standing behind me. "Look Hermione, I think we need to talk," he said.
"I guess we should. Where's Harry?" I asked.
"He's eating with Ginny. They're feeding each other their food," he said with a sickened look on his face.
I laughed at Ron's expression, then patted the seat next to me. "Sit down," I commanded and he listened.
"I'm really sorry Hermione. I over reacted and I know it. You've been Malfoy's friend for over a year, so I guess you got used to Draco. Anybody can make mistakes," Ron allowed.
"I know. It was just a little slip-up," I said.
"So why were you really absent from Potions today?" Ron asked. It was obvious he had been itching to ask that and get a truthful answer.
"I told you already," I said and Ron refuted.
"You expect me to believe that?" Ron 'tutted'.
"I do," I said. "I'll admit it, I ran into Malfoy in the corridor. But that's it. A few harsh words were exchanged, then I was so mad I stormed up to the common room and that's where you found me. Now do you believe me?"
Ron contemplated his answer for awhile. "Yeah, I guess that sounds believable."
"Good cause I swear I'm telling the truth this time," I fibbed.
Ron smiled and twiddling his thumbs. "Now what?"
"You'll tell Harry, won't you?" I asked. I would be ecstatic if Harry believed my lie. However, he's more observant than Ron. He may see right through it like a window. I'd have to see. Only time would tell.
"Of course! Why wouldn't I?" Ron said startlingly.
"Just making sure," I said.
"Everybody's looking at us," he muttered under his breath.
"I noticed. You do know we're supposed to be going out?" I said.
Run cursed, then slung his arm around my shoulders. "I forgot about that. I was so worked up about you saying his name, I completely forgot."
"You're forgiven," I said, and inched ever so closer to him.
*Pansy's POV*
'Damn! They've made up!' I mentally cursed. Ron had just put his arm around the mudblood.
"Weren't they in a fight this morning?" Blaise asked.
"I thought so," I said sadly, not catching the tone of my voice.
"You seem somewhat upset by it Pansy," Millicent said.
"What are you talking about? I'm fine. It's just a couple of muggle-loving losers," I asserted. When people still looked as though they didn't believe a word I was saying I added, "Besides, I have Draco. Right Drakkie-poo?"
"Of course bean," he said and flicked my nose.
I smiled at him, then sat on his lap. He willingly accepted as he wrapped his arms around me. He was only acting like this though because of the curse. I had re-performed it on him during Potions. Draco had been fighting, and he was a good fighter. I would have to increase my efforts more and more if I wanted him completely under my control.
"So Pansy. Where did you really go during Potions?" Crabbe asked.
"Where do you think?" I said sarcastically, and when Crabbe still had bewildered look on his face, I squeezed Draco's hand.
"Where?" he asked stupidly.
I sighed. "With Draco."
"Oh right. Haha," he said foolishly.
"You're an idiot," I said and shook my head.
"Don't call my friend an idiot!" Goyle defended.
"Do you want me to call you one too?" I said.
"No," he answered.
"So don't tell me what to do," I snapped.
"Sorry," he said and became interested in his food.
Draco shook his head. "You're right bean. They're idiots. You and me are the only sane people here."
I nodded, but inwardly I disagreed. 'Ron may be OK,' I thought and looked over at him. Maybe, just maybe, I would allow Draco to be with Hermione for awhile. Then I could get my chance with Ron. Maybe. 'It would have to be right after the curse was accomplished though. Then he wouldn't be weak. 'Yes, that's what I'll do,' I though and smiled.
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-5 days later
*Pansy's POV still*
'It is done,' I mentally smiled. 'Tonight, Draco will see Hermione, and I will see Ron.'
*Hermione's POV*
"5 days and nothing has happened!" I accidentally said aloud.
"What?" Helen asked. I had been helping her with Arithmacy.
"Oh," I said and blushed. "Nothing."
"You mean nothing with Malfoy," she said.
"So?" I snapped.
"Hey back off. I was just stating the obvious," she scoffed.
"Yeah sorry," I said but didn't mean it.
"I think I'm done for today Hermione," she said and gathered her books.
"I'm sorry Helen. I just miss Draco," I said truthfully.
"I know what you mean. Colin's gotten worse," she said sadly. "See you then," she said and waved before going into her dorm.
"Hey Mione!" I heard Ron yell to me.
"Hey guys," I said.
"Something wrong?"
"Why does everyone think I have a problem today? I don't!" I yelled.
"Woah calm down. I was just saying you look upset," Ron said.
"Well I'm fine," I stated.
"OK. Do you want to come down to dinner with us now?" Harry asked.
"Yeah, I'm starving," I said and rubbed my stomach.
"Great. I am too," Ron said.
"You're always hungry. And you're almost as bad as Crabbe and Goyle," Harry declared.
"I'm a growing boy!" Ron said.
"Boy?" I asked skeptically.
"Oh right. Man," he said nodding like a insane person.
"Man," I mocked. "Not in your wildest dreams."
"I beg to disagree," Ron said.
"Never mind that. Let's eat," I said and got up. "Last one out of the common room has to make out with Pansy!" I yelled.
I looked over my shoulder, and Harry was ahead of Ron. I laughed loudly because making out with Pansy was something Ron actually had to do.
"Great," Ron mumbled.
"Have fun!" I encouraged and took off down the hall.
When I got to the entrance of the Great Hall, I was out of breath. I had my hands on my knees, and I was bending over. I felt someone wrap their arms around me, and I smiled. I turned around and saw Ron holding me. I looked into his eyes, and stayed like that for a little bit. I didn't realize he was pulling me towards a deserted corridor.
"Where are we going?" I asked and turned around to face him. He had been holding me from behind with his hands on my waist.
"You'll see," he said.
"Ronald Weasley, tell me where we're going right now," I stopped.
"Trust me," he said and smiled a mischievous smile.
I shook my head, but turned back around so that his hands were wrapped around my waist and my head was leaning on his shoulder. Our feet were synchronized when we walked, and I had my eyes closed.
"We're there," he said and I looked at my surroundings.
"It's just an unused corridor," I said puzzled.
"Exactly," he said and spun me around so that our faces were inches apart. He leaned in, as did I.
Our lips met, and a fire that had been burning exploded. He kept his arms firmly around me, but I kept moving mine up and down his back. I wasn't thinking about anything except kissing him.
Ron pressed me against a wall, and deepened the kiss, something I didn't object to. I touched his back lightly with the fingers on one hand because the other was around his neck. Ron had one arm out pressing against the wall, and the other was around my neck also. I took my hand off his back, and ran it through his hair, sending shivers up him spine.
"My God Mione," he said.
"Shh," I quieted him, and we kept kissing.
"Damn," someone said. I gasped, and pushed Ron off me.
"Who's there?" Ron asked defensively.
"This is going to ruin things a bit," Harry said, having just come out of the shadows.
"Harry!" I shrieked.
"What are you doing here?" Ron asked. It was a good thing it was dark because the color of Ron's cheeks were probably darker than his hair and that's saying something.
"I came to look for you," Harry said.
"Well you found us," I said.
"I thought you were hungry," Harry said. "Obviously you were just hungry for each other's saliva. How long has this been going on?"
"This is the first time, we swear!" Ron said.
"It is Harry," I said.
"It better be," Harry said.
There was a uncomfortable silence, then Harry broke it. "Dinner's not over yet. If you two are still hungry we can go back down."
"Please! Let's go," I said and left Harry and Ron standing there.
I sat down at the nearly-empty Gryffindor table. Few people remained in the hall, two of them being Pansy and Malfoy. 'Malfoy,' I said in my head. 'What was I going to do about him? How did I feel? Did I like Ron?' I asked myself these questions.
I was thinking, and I felt someone sit down next to me. "Dig in," Harry said. He had probably told Ron not to sit next to me.
I was almost through with my dinner when a owl flew down in front of me. "For me?" I said and took the letter tied to the owl's leg.
"Open it, "Ron urged.
"I'm getting to it," I said. I opened the letter and saw the untidy scrawl of Ron's.
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Hermione dearest-
Meet me in the Astronomy Tower tonight at ten. Don't say anything at the table with everyone else. I don't want anyone knowing, especially Harry. I'll be there at ten.
Yours Truly,
Ron
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I smiled to myself when I heard Harry ask, "Who's it from?"
"McGonagall," I said the first thing that came to mind.
"Why were you smiling then?" Ron asked.
"Prefect duties," I said. "Classified."
"Oh," Harry and Ron said in unison.
"You know what? I'm not hungry anymore," I said and slung my bag over my shoulder. "See you later," I said.
I ran through the halls gleefully. "Yes!" I shouted.
"What's a mudblood like you so happy about? Did Weasley find some money on the ground? Maybe now he'll be able to support you," Pansy's shrill voice rang in my head.
I turned around to face her. "Sod off," I said.
"What? Don't want to talk to me? Why not?" she said faking a pained look.
"I'll give you a good reason. You're a stupid, horrible, revolting, disgusting, crappy, gross, abhorrent, nasty scum of a person," I said. "And the list goes on ending with I hate you more than anyone else in this school."
Pansy glared at me, then scoffed. "At least I have Draco," she said and left.
"Only physically Parkinson. Only physically," I smiled. "Emotionally, he's mine."
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At quarter to ten, I got up. Ron was holding a letter he had received after dinner in his hands, re-reading it yet again. "Ron, how many times are you going to read that thing?" I rolled my eyes.
"And who is it from?" Harry asked.
"I could read it forever, and I'm not telling," Ron said.
"Why all these secrets?" Harry asked.
"Fine, you win. It's from Padma," he said.
I gasped. "Oh my God. Padma. What are you going to do about her?" I said; I had completely forgotten about Padma.
"I'm going to tell her the truth. I still feel for her, but what I feel for you is stronger at the moment," he said.
I smiled. "That's exactly what I feel," I said. "Now, I have to go talk to McGonagall. I don't know when I'll be back," I lied.
"All right," Harry said easily.
"Bye guys," I waved and winked at Ron, but he looked puzzled. I shook it off. 'Probably just preoccupied with Padma's letter,' I chuckled.
I ran until I go to the stairs of the Astronomy Tower. I didn't want to be sweaty for Ron. I carefully walked up the steps, anxious to see what awaited me. I would be the first one there of course, for Ron was still with Harry.
When I got to the top of the stairs, I opened the door and gasped. "Oh my God."
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A/N- This chapter got off to a really sucky start and I know that. I kinda liked the end though. But enough of what I think. What do you think? I can't read minds, so there's only one way for you to tell me. (Hint- It's purple, it has words on it, and when you click it, it opens a new screen!)
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~Recap
"Please don't laugh. When I tell you my boyfriend's name, you'll instantly know the girl he likes too," she said.
"Helen, I'm dating Draco Malfoy. What could be worse than that?" I laughed.
"Try Colin Creevy."
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I gasped. "Ginny," I hushed.
"Right in one," she said glumly. "Ginny Weasley. Harry Potter's girlfriend. Colin's object of affection. Your best friend."
"I'm so sorry Helen. Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked her.
"Not that I know of. Ginny's completely in love with Harry, right?" Helen made sure.
"Oh yeah," I assured her. "Like we love our men," I giggled.
"Thank God," she said.
I just laughed at her. "By the way, why were you ashamed to tell me about having Colin as your boyfriend?"
"Put it this way; he's no Draco Malfoy!" she said.
"Don't be so superficial. Looks aren't everything. They shouldn't even be anything. Love is based on what's inside of a person. Not the outside. The only way you can fall in love with someone from the outside is their eyes. Eyes are the windows to someone's soul," I said thinking of Draco's eyes.
"I guess your right," she said.
"What do you see when you look into his eyes?" I asked her.
"I've never thought about it. His eyes aren't that fascinating. Now, Dennis' eyes however..." she trailed.
"His brother?"
"Yes, Dennis Creevy. His eyes are amazing. I get lost in them. They hide so many emotions beyond a guarded shield," she said.
"What do you see when you look into them?" I asked her.
"Loads. I can tell he feels bad for me. He gets mad at his brother for hurting me the way he does. Dennis sticks up for me. He shows pity in those great blue eyes. I don't want him pitying me though. I don't want any pity. Dennis a really a sweetheart," she said.
"He sounds it."
"He was so cute when he was a first year. I can still remember him in Hagrid's oversized moleskin coat," she looked off into space.
"Someone has a bit of a soft spot for Dennis," I teased.
"No, it's just platonic. He's my best friend, and always will be. He's the smartest 13-year-old I've ever met. It's incredible the way he views the world. Looking at the world through his eyes would be too complex for most people. He can see what others don't. He looks past looks, blood, and house. He couldn't careless about being a muggle-born. He's just as happy as can be," Helen said.
"Maybe someday he'll be more than a friend," I told her.
"I'm dating Colin," she answered.
"Dating," I emphasized. "Just that. Tell me, could you ever express yourself to Colin like you do Dennis?"
"No," she admitted.
"My point exactly. You'll grow to love Dennis," I predicted.
"Never," she said.
"Oh yes I bet you will. I know you want to marry Colin, but it's too early to tell. Especially with the way he's treating you now," I said. If Colin was like this now, who knows what he'll be like in five years?
"I won't marry anyone but Colin. I swear," she said.
"Then you're going to be one lonely old lady," I said.
"Well what about you? You're only 16. How come you can think about marriage and I can't?" she retorted.
"Good question. I guess I can't. I'm just saying, don't do anything drastic with Colin. Don't do anything you'll regret," I advised.
"I know that. I'm only 15!" she said, and then Harry and Ron walked in.
"Hello Harry, Ron," I greeted.
"Hello Hermione. Where were you?" they asked in a strained voice.
"I was here," I said.
"But you were right behind us when we were walking into Potions," Ron argued.
"I forgot something up here, so I ran back to get it," I lied.
"Why didn't you come down after then?" Harry questioned.
"I got distracted. Drop it guys," I said.
"Distracted by what?" they pestered.
"Guys, I'd like you to introduce you to Helen. Helen, this is Harry and Ron. Harry and Ron, this is Helen," I said, pointing to each person as I said their name.
"Hi," Helen squeaked.
"Hello," Ron said.
"Nice to meet you," Harry said flashing her a smile and extending his hand to her. She took it, and then broke off quickly. Harry gave me a puzzled look, then cautiously smiled at her. She whimpered, then ran up to her dorm.
"What was that about?" Harry turned to me.
"I have no idea," I answered truthfully.
"She's got some problems," Ron said.
"She's your sister's friend!" I scolded. "And mine at that too!"
"Sorry Hermione. So why did you really miss Potions? You can tell us now, she's gone," Ron said.
"I was telling you the truth," I lied through my teeth.
"No you weren't. Guess who else didn't show up for Potions?" Harry said.
"Who?" I asked, knowing perfectly well who he was going to say.
"Pansy and Malfoy."
"Really? Hmm...I wonder what that was about," I said sarcastically.
"Hermione! Pansy was there a little bit, but then she left. Supposedly had a headache. Couldn't take her eyes off me during the times she was there though," Ron said with a egotistical tone.
"Right. I bet she just went to see Draco, where ever he was," I said without thinking.
Harry gaped at me, and Ron bellowed, "HERMIONE!"
"What did I do?" I asked. I hadn't said anything, had I?
"You just said his name!"
"Who's?'
"Malfoy!" Harry said.
"You just said it too," I argued. We always say Malfoy's name.
"You said..." Ron faltered, as if it was paining him to say whatever he wanted to.
"What?"
"Draco," he gritted his teeth.
My jaw dropped, and I quickly brought it up. "I did?"
"Yes you did."
"I didn't mean it. I wasn't thinking," I protested.
"That's a given" Ron said, folding his arms across his chest.
"Tell us what really happened during Potions Hermione," Harry said.
"I-I can't," I said quietly.
"What do you mean you can't? I thought you wanted us to help you!" Ron shouted.
"I'm sorry. I promised," I told them.
"Promised who?" Harry asked calmly.
"Er...someone. It doesn't matter anyway," I waved my hand impatiently.
"It does and you know it," Ron said.
"Look, I'm not breaking my promise!" I yelled and they got mad.
"Fine! Be that way! Just don't expect us to help you figure out Malfoy's problem then!" Ron howled then stormed out.
" Are you going to leave too?" I challenged Harry.
"Do you want me to?" he asked.
"It's your decision," I said stubbornly. No, I didn't want him to leave. If he went after Ron, then I would have no one expect Ginny. And Helen. I'd never let my pride down though.
"If that's how you want it," he said and shrugged. "See you then," he said to me, then left after Ron.
I burst into tears, and crumpled to the floor. "No!" I wailed. "What have I done?" I said. "Stupid pride," I said.
When I had regained myself, I went into my room and sat down on the bed. I looked at myself in the mirror, and saw a sad sight staring back at me. "Look at me. I'm a mess. I need Draco," I complained.
Just after I was satisfied with myself, the lunch bell rang, corrupting my thoughts. I jumped, startled, and took my hands from my face. I had been putting on make-up and doing my hair. I was going to show Harry and Ron what they had just dumped. Sure we weren't anything more than friends, but I still wanted to show them up. I swaggered out the door, and to Great Hall.
Many heads turned when I walked in, and a lot of the guys' eyes were wide. I flashed a radiant smile at them all, and kept walking on. I sat myself down next to Parvati and Lavender, but they weren't making eye contact with me. "Hey," I said.
"Are you still going out with Ron?" Parvati blurted out.
'Shit,' I mentally cursed myself. "Of course. We just got into a small argument. No biggie," I lied for the umpteenth time that day.
"OK," they said uncertainly.
I smiled, and started eating my food with a big smile on my face. "Why are you so happy? And what's with the makeover?" Dean asked.
"Is my being happy against the law?" I challenged.
"That's not what I meant," Dean defended himself.
"What did you mean exactly?" I said in a severe tone.
"Just, well..." he faltered.
"I'm waiting," I said.
"You and Malfoy are screwed up right now, so I was wondering how you possibly could be happy when he's acting the way he is!" Dean bursted out.
"At least he's not cheating on me!" I said. I knew for a fact Parvati was cheating on Dean with a Ravenclaw 7th year.
Parvati's eyes grew wide and she stopped moving. Her breathing became sharper and shorter. Dean looked too shocked beyond words.
"What did you say?" he said quietly.
"I think Parvati has something to tell you," I said.
"Parvati?" Dean said, and turned to look at the frozen Parvati.
"I-I-I don't know what you're talking about," she lied.
I let out a big "Ha!" and everyone looked at me. "What?" I said and shrugged my shoulders. "She lied."
"I did not!" she objected.
"Did too. You never did tell us what happened to 7th year you were supposed to go to ball with, did you?" I said.
"N- no," she stuttered.
"So what happened?" I said with Lavender glaring daggers at me.
Parvati shook her head. "Nonsense, complete utter lunacy," she muttered.
"Tell us what happened Parvati," Dean said in a surprisingly calm voice.
Parvati stared into his sorrow-filled eyes, and heaved a large sigh. "Hermione's right," she admitted.
"Why Parvati? Why?" Dean said in a very hurt tone that obviously killed Parvati.
"I'm so sorry Dean. I don't know what I was thinking when I accepted his invitation to the ball. I wanted to go with you. That's why I told him I was going with you, and...and," she sniveled.
"And what?" he said.
"I went with you and had a great time! But Bryan kept pushing me to go to the Astronomy Tower with him, so I gave in one night. I'm so sorry," she said now crying.
"How long?" Dean said solemnly.
"How long what?" she answered.
"How long have you been cheating on me with him?" he asked in a stressed voice.
"Long enough," Lavender answered for Parvati.
"The dance wasn't that long ago though. You lied," Dean accused.
Parvati squinted her eyes shut, and cracked her knuckles. "OK! It's been since before the dance all right?"
"The why did you go to the ball with me if you already had a boyfriend? It sounds as if you've been cheating Bryan with me," Dean said.
"He knew about us. I went to the ball with you because Lavender persuaded me to. She said that it would be perfect if I went with you because she was going with Seamus," Parvati said.
"I did," Lavender admitted.
"So it's partly your fault?" Seamus asked Lavender unbelievingly.
"I guess it is if you want to put it that way," Lavender said. "I was just creating the picture-perfect fantasy in my head. I'm sorry Dean, Parvati," she said.
"It's not only your fault. Parvati asked me out that night. Something I bet you didn't know," Dean said.
"What? She said you asked her, and she couldn't refuse!" Lavender squealed.
"She was sadly mistaken," Dean said, now losing his calm rational.
"Parvati! You lied to me! I'm your best friend!" Lavender shrieked.
"Sorry," Parvati said.
"You don't sound it," Seamus argued.
"Well I am," she said.
"Bull," I said, speaking up for the first time since I denounced Parvati.
"You shut it!" Parvati yelled at me. "Yeah, I cheated on Dean. So throw me in Azkaban. It's not like I performed an Unforgivable Curse," she said in a piercing tone.
"Oh," Dean said quietly. "But you did," Dean said, acting surprised.
"How?"
"I'll never forgive you," Dean said, and got up, slinging his bag over his shoulder. "Just to clarify this, we're through," he said and left in a huff.
"Wait up Dean!" Seamus said and ran after Dean.
When both boys were gone, Lavender and Parvati turned on me. "Hermione! What do you think you're doing?" they yelled.
"Er...telling Dean the truth and what he needs to know. He would've found out sometime. It's just finding out a little sooner, that's all," I said.
"He never had to know! No one was going to tell him!" Parvati said.
"I bet you said that yesterday, and now he knows. He would've found out, no matter what you say," I snapped.
"How could you? I thought we could trust you," Lavender said.
"You were just going to lead Dean on that whole time? Play him like some toy? Well Parvati, that's not going to work. Dean's an incredible person who deserves more than what you were giving him," I scolded.
"I gave him the world," Parvati said.
"You gave him nothing. Why did you do it anyway?" I asked.
"Simple. Why have one guy when you can so easily have two?" she answered.
"Disgusting. I can not believe you Parvati Patil. You are an obnoxious, cheating scum of a person," I said.
"It was one mistake! Give me a break," she said.
"I'll give you a break. How about a break from my presence? From Dean's? How about from Seamus'?" I said.
"Seamus wouldn't do that," Lavender said.
"You know he would. He and Dean have been best friends since first year. He's not going to let his girlfriend's best friend hurt him like that," I asserted.
Pansy shook her head. "I'm so out of here," she said and left.
Lavender scowled at me, then got up and left after Pansy, leaving me alone at the table. "That went well," I said to myself. "Let's see. I'm down two more friends in an hour. I think I can set a record here," I grimaced.
"If that's your goal, you're well on your way," I heard someone whisper in my ear. I turned around and saw Ron standing behind me. "Look Hermione, I think we need to talk," he said.
"I guess we should. Where's Harry?" I asked.
"He's eating with Ginny. They're feeding each other their food," he said with a sickened look on his face.
I laughed at Ron's expression, then patted the seat next to me. "Sit down," I commanded and he listened.
"I'm really sorry Hermione. I over reacted and I know it. You've been Malfoy's friend for over a year, so I guess you got used to Draco. Anybody can make mistakes," Ron allowed.
"I know. It was just a little slip-up," I said.
"So why were you really absent from Potions today?" Ron asked. It was obvious he had been itching to ask that and get a truthful answer.
"I told you already," I said and Ron refuted.
"You expect me to believe that?" Ron 'tutted'.
"I do," I said. "I'll admit it, I ran into Malfoy in the corridor. But that's it. A few harsh words were exchanged, then I was so mad I stormed up to the common room and that's where you found me. Now do you believe me?"
Ron contemplated his answer for awhile. "Yeah, I guess that sounds believable."
"Good cause I swear I'm telling the truth this time," I fibbed.
Ron smiled and twiddling his thumbs. "Now what?"
"You'll tell Harry, won't you?" I asked. I would be ecstatic if Harry believed my lie. However, he's more observant than Ron. He may see right through it like a window. I'd have to see. Only time would tell.
"Of course! Why wouldn't I?" Ron said startlingly.
"Just making sure," I said.
"Everybody's looking at us," he muttered under his breath.
"I noticed. You do know we're supposed to be going out?" I said.
Run cursed, then slung his arm around my shoulders. "I forgot about that. I was so worked up about you saying his name, I completely forgot."
"You're forgiven," I said, and inched ever so closer to him.
*Pansy's POV*
'Damn! They've made up!' I mentally cursed. Ron had just put his arm around the mudblood.
"Weren't they in a fight this morning?" Blaise asked.
"I thought so," I said sadly, not catching the tone of my voice.
"You seem somewhat upset by it Pansy," Millicent said.
"What are you talking about? I'm fine. It's just a couple of muggle-loving losers," I asserted. When people still looked as though they didn't believe a word I was saying I added, "Besides, I have Draco. Right Drakkie-poo?"
"Of course bean," he said and flicked my nose.
I smiled at him, then sat on his lap. He willingly accepted as he wrapped his arms around me. He was only acting like this though because of the curse. I had re-performed it on him during Potions. Draco had been fighting, and he was a good fighter. I would have to increase my efforts more and more if I wanted him completely under my control.
"So Pansy. Where did you really go during Potions?" Crabbe asked.
"Where do you think?" I said sarcastically, and when Crabbe still had bewildered look on his face, I squeezed Draco's hand.
"Where?" he asked stupidly.
I sighed. "With Draco."
"Oh right. Haha," he said foolishly.
"You're an idiot," I said and shook my head.
"Don't call my friend an idiot!" Goyle defended.
"Do you want me to call you one too?" I said.
"No," he answered.
"So don't tell me what to do," I snapped.
"Sorry," he said and became interested in his food.
Draco shook his head. "You're right bean. They're idiots. You and me are the only sane people here."
I nodded, but inwardly I disagreed. 'Ron may be OK,' I thought and looked over at him. Maybe, just maybe, I would allow Draco to be with Hermione for awhile. Then I could get my chance with Ron. Maybe. 'It would have to be right after the curse was accomplished though. Then he wouldn't be weak. 'Yes, that's what I'll do,' I though and smiled.
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-5 days later
*Pansy's POV still*
'It is done,' I mentally smiled. 'Tonight, Draco will see Hermione, and I will see Ron.'
*Hermione's POV*
"5 days and nothing has happened!" I accidentally said aloud.
"What?" Helen asked. I had been helping her with Arithmacy.
"Oh," I said and blushed. "Nothing."
"You mean nothing with Malfoy," she said.
"So?" I snapped.
"Hey back off. I was just stating the obvious," she scoffed.
"Yeah sorry," I said but didn't mean it.
"I think I'm done for today Hermione," she said and gathered her books.
"I'm sorry Helen. I just miss Draco," I said truthfully.
"I know what you mean. Colin's gotten worse," she said sadly. "See you then," she said and waved before going into her dorm.
"Hey Mione!" I heard Ron yell to me.
"Hey guys," I said.
"Something wrong?"
"Why does everyone think I have a problem today? I don't!" I yelled.
"Woah calm down. I was just saying you look upset," Ron said.
"Well I'm fine," I stated.
"OK. Do you want to come down to dinner with us now?" Harry asked.
"Yeah, I'm starving," I said and rubbed my stomach.
"Great. I am too," Ron said.
"You're always hungry. And you're almost as bad as Crabbe and Goyle," Harry declared.
"I'm a growing boy!" Ron said.
"Boy?" I asked skeptically.
"Oh right. Man," he said nodding like a insane person.
"Man," I mocked. "Not in your wildest dreams."
"I beg to disagree," Ron said.
"Never mind that. Let's eat," I said and got up. "Last one out of the common room has to make out with Pansy!" I yelled.
I looked over my shoulder, and Harry was ahead of Ron. I laughed loudly because making out with Pansy was something Ron actually had to do.
"Great," Ron mumbled.
"Have fun!" I encouraged and took off down the hall.
When I got to the entrance of the Great Hall, I was out of breath. I had my hands on my knees, and I was bending over. I felt someone wrap their arms around me, and I smiled. I turned around and saw Ron holding me. I looked into his eyes, and stayed like that for a little bit. I didn't realize he was pulling me towards a deserted corridor.
"Where are we going?" I asked and turned around to face him. He had been holding me from behind with his hands on my waist.
"You'll see," he said.
"Ronald Weasley, tell me where we're going right now," I stopped.
"Trust me," he said and smiled a mischievous smile.
I shook my head, but turned back around so that his hands were wrapped around my waist and my head was leaning on his shoulder. Our feet were synchronized when we walked, and I had my eyes closed.
"We're there," he said and I looked at my surroundings.
"It's just an unused corridor," I said puzzled.
"Exactly," he said and spun me around so that our faces were inches apart. He leaned in, as did I.
Our lips met, and a fire that had been burning exploded. He kept his arms firmly around me, but I kept moving mine up and down his back. I wasn't thinking about anything except kissing him.
Ron pressed me against a wall, and deepened the kiss, something I didn't object to. I touched his back lightly with the fingers on one hand because the other was around his neck. Ron had one arm out pressing against the wall, and the other was around my neck also. I took my hand off his back, and ran it through his hair, sending shivers up him spine.
"My God Mione," he said.
"Shh," I quieted him, and we kept kissing.
"Damn," someone said. I gasped, and pushed Ron off me.
"Who's there?" Ron asked defensively.
"This is going to ruin things a bit," Harry said, having just come out of the shadows.
"Harry!" I shrieked.
"What are you doing here?" Ron asked. It was a good thing it was dark because the color of Ron's cheeks were probably darker than his hair and that's saying something.
"I came to look for you," Harry said.
"Well you found us," I said.
"I thought you were hungry," Harry said. "Obviously you were just hungry for each other's saliva. How long has this been going on?"
"This is the first time, we swear!" Ron said.
"It is Harry," I said.
"It better be," Harry said.
There was a uncomfortable silence, then Harry broke it. "Dinner's not over yet. If you two are still hungry we can go back down."
"Please! Let's go," I said and left Harry and Ron standing there.
I sat down at the nearly-empty Gryffindor table. Few people remained in the hall, two of them being Pansy and Malfoy. 'Malfoy,' I said in my head. 'What was I going to do about him? How did I feel? Did I like Ron?' I asked myself these questions.
I was thinking, and I felt someone sit down next to me. "Dig in," Harry said. He had probably told Ron not to sit next to me.
I was almost through with my dinner when a owl flew down in front of me. "For me?" I said and took the letter tied to the owl's leg.
"Open it, "Ron urged.
"I'm getting to it," I said. I opened the letter and saw the untidy scrawl of Ron's.
§§
Hermione dearest-
Meet me in the Astronomy Tower tonight at ten. Don't say anything at the table with everyone else. I don't want anyone knowing, especially Harry. I'll be there at ten.
Yours Truly,
Ron
§§
I smiled to myself when I heard Harry ask, "Who's it from?"
"McGonagall," I said the first thing that came to mind.
"Why were you smiling then?" Ron asked.
"Prefect duties," I said. "Classified."
"Oh," Harry and Ron said in unison.
"You know what? I'm not hungry anymore," I said and slung my bag over my shoulder. "See you later," I said.
I ran through the halls gleefully. "Yes!" I shouted.
"What's a mudblood like you so happy about? Did Weasley find some money on the ground? Maybe now he'll be able to support you," Pansy's shrill voice rang in my head.
I turned around to face her. "Sod off," I said.
"What? Don't want to talk to me? Why not?" she said faking a pained look.
"I'll give you a good reason. You're a stupid, horrible, revolting, disgusting, crappy, gross, abhorrent, nasty scum of a person," I said. "And the list goes on ending with I hate you more than anyone else in this school."
Pansy glared at me, then scoffed. "At least I have Draco," she said and left.
"Only physically Parkinson. Only physically," I smiled. "Emotionally, he's mine."
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At quarter to ten, I got up. Ron was holding a letter he had received after dinner in his hands, re-reading it yet again. "Ron, how many times are you going to read that thing?" I rolled my eyes.
"And who is it from?" Harry asked.
"I could read it forever, and I'm not telling," Ron said.
"Why all these secrets?" Harry asked.
"Fine, you win. It's from Padma," he said.
I gasped. "Oh my God. Padma. What are you going to do about her?" I said; I had completely forgotten about Padma.
"I'm going to tell her the truth. I still feel for her, but what I feel for you is stronger at the moment," he said.
I smiled. "That's exactly what I feel," I said. "Now, I have to go talk to McGonagall. I don't know when I'll be back," I lied.
"All right," Harry said easily.
"Bye guys," I waved and winked at Ron, but he looked puzzled. I shook it off. 'Probably just preoccupied with Padma's letter,' I chuckled.
I ran until I go to the stairs of the Astronomy Tower. I didn't want to be sweaty for Ron. I carefully walked up the steps, anxious to see what awaited me. I would be the first one there of course, for Ron was still with Harry.
When I got to the top of the stairs, I opened the door and gasped. "Oh my God."
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A/N- This chapter got off to a really sucky start and I know that. I kinda liked the end though. But enough of what I think. What do you think? I can't read minds, so there's only one way for you to tell me. (Hint- It's purple, it has words on it, and when you click it, it opens a new screen!)
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