What if Amelia had a
reason for her Justice speeches? What if she wasn't just a carefree, annoying
little girl?
Amelia "writes" to Zelgadis, telling the truth.
The Truth behind Justice
The truth, you see, is not what it appears.
You think of me as a super-happy justice freak
You can't have known my past, I'm sure
If you so readily assume my outward composure is all there is to me
I see the blood, I hear the screams. A helpless girl on her knees
Crying, for what has been lost to her.
A heart, so young, shattered.
A mind, so pure, darkened,
By the deceitful being known as death
No, dear fellow, you can't possibly know my pain
You may have lost a relative
Tell me honestly what he was to you.
You've never lost a mother who cared for you
You've never lost a sister to whom you looked to
You don't know my pain.
Yet why is it me, who cheers you up?
Why am I the one to show you life's pleasures?
Why am I the one so happy, while you sulk in gloom?
Could it be that I am mentally stronger than you?
Could it be that I am more experienced with life?
I know its dry humor. I know the pain it causes.
I have felt its clutches, and I know how it feels.
I know the question in my mind
Is it worth it?
Attachment can only bring pain.
Pain can only bring depression
Depression means death.
I must be strong
I must survive.
For Mother, I hold up the theory of justice.
For Sister, I pretend to be happy
For Father, so he will forget.
For you, because I don't want to burden you with my sorrows
Aish'teru…I love you.