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Ch 7- Here's what's going on

October 30,

Liz and Sara both found out about Remus's…condition. Needless to say, Liz was not happy. Neither was Sara, but it was mostly Liz. First, she cornered Remus and got him to tell her. She absolutely couldn't believe it. Well, she no longer felt comfortable around him and broke up with him. He's really depressed. Every time I've seen him in class, he's been frowning, or looking like he's close to tears. Personally, I think Liz is taking it harder than he is.

She won't come out of our dorm. She couldn't even go to class today. Everything in our dorm that was breakable is now shattered across the floor. Luckily, nothing that is incredibly important to Sara or me is breakable. There are bits of pictures everywhere. They all have a little piece of Remus on them. She took every photo that she owned with him, or him and her, and torn them to little bits.

I feel really guilty. It's mostly my fault that all of this happened. Everyone- James, Sirius, and Sara- keep telling me it's not my fault. I don't really believe them. Like I've said before, if I hadn't been going out with James, and it I hadn't been nagging on him for standing me up, none of this would have happened.

I never realized what a great relationship they had. Apparently, I've been "too busy." James tells me that they were always with one another. Always hugging, kissing, and talking quietly. I can't believe I didn't realize that. I could tell that they really liked each other though. Liz always had a dreamy look on her face when she talked about Remus, and James told me that Remus was ALWAYS talking about Liz.

It makes me feel even worse. I wish that there were something that I could do to help. Sara and I brought some food from dinner up to our dorm for Liz, but she didn't touch it. Actually, she threw it at the wall. It took all night to find a spell that would clean it off. She hasn't eaten anything since last night, when she broke up with him. I'm worried about her.

On a lighter note…

I talked with James, and we came up with what we are going to be. A couple of hippies. You know, those people who dressed all funny and stoodt for peace for a lot of the 60's? I know, it's the 70's right now, so it wasn't that long ago, but it'll still be fun. Tonight we are going to sneak out to Hogsmead and get stuff for our costumes. I guess James's invisibility cloak really comes in handy sometimes. He says he knows a secret passage to Hogsmead. I can't wait to see it.

Sirius asked Sara to the dance- FINALLY. She's been talking about him ALL DAY. I always knew she liked him…and now I know for sure! Anyway, they are going to be a prince and princess. How cuuute, lol!. I can't wait to see their costumes! Sara is ecstatic about the whole thing.

I've got some weird news to tell you.

You'll never guess who has been following me around lately. Severus Snape! Ick! He's tall and dark, but no where NEAR handsome. He has REALLY oily black hair that is absolutely nasty. He also has something against Gryffindors. I don't know what's up with him. Every time I turn around, he's there. Of course, he never talks to me. He and James REALLY don't get along. They are always throwing insults back and forth, and the Marauders have him as their favorite prank victim.

Well, I think that's all the news for today! I'll talk to you soon.

-Lily Evans

((A/N: I know, it wasn't much of a chappie. I wanted to make one chapter just a diary entry, so I made the entry longer. I hope you enjoyed it. R/R!!!!))