Title: Sky fits Heaven
Author: Shadowmisteress
Author's Notes: They don't belong to me and they never will.. Koyasu is just tooo stubborn..Another long chapter! Whew! I wont be updating for till the end of march cuz this girl has her exams coming..Please don't mind and thankz a lot to all the reviewers..I couldn't have gone through this without you all..
First there was darkness, like in the deepest dungeons where light dare not enter...then there was the spark of light, it was like a matchstick except more to the white side, it was a sign of relief to Schuldig, he couldn't anymore walk in this pitch darkness, only he knew what creatures lurked in the darkness, the very thought of those creatures striked such fear in his heart that he could hear the thumping in his ears. Those creatures he had carefully tucked away when he had joined Schwarz, so that he wouldn't freeze in some mission and get him or his Crawford seriously hurt..
But he had walked this path almost every week in his mind with new creatures to hide, the memories...creatures...coming back to him but the white light would always lead him out.
Suddenly he felt one of the memories weighing down on him and he was sucked into it, the white light disappearing but presence always there. at least that was one thing in his mind that did not scare him.
*Flashback*
*He was in a field somewhere. Crawford behind him looking all of 19 in a Armani suit and a smiling mask set on his face and Schuldig reaching almost till Crawford's shoulder, innocence gleaming on his white porcelain features and red hair pulled back and tied with a black ribbon, his white shirt and jeans sticking to his body with the summer heat. He adoringly looked up to Schuldig's face and gave him his sunniest of smiles and ran, throwing over his shoulder in a thick German accent.
"Catch me if you can Crawford Sir"
"Crawford..Schuldig, not sir.", he said and dashed behind the German teen.
Schuldig screaming when Crawford got any closer and Crawford laughing at the weak-looking but fast boy run. When he finally got hold of the German, they both fell to the ground still in fits of laughter, holding on to each other.When they stopped laughing, they were on top of each other, Schuldig looking deeply into Crawford's eyes, Crawford just smiled and picked the German boy off of him and straightened his suit.
"Lets go, we're getting late"
He left the German boy standing behind deeply in love with him.*
2 years later
Crawford sat completing some reports while Schuldig was in the background ranting that Crawford didn't pay any attention to him.
Now there was a touch of German in his accent, he had grown taller but was still a few inches shorter than Crawford and he had been trained vigorously day and night and was perfectly molded into a lean, mean fighting machine, his telepathy stronger and his love for Crawford had risen 10-fold.
He kept throwing a tantrum well into an hour while Crawford kept typing well into an hour too.
Schudig then tried a whole new approach; he willed himself to cry and sat on the ground next to Crawford's desk sniffing away. He felt strong hands on his back and was effortlessly picked off the ground and onto the leader's lap. He had fantasized about this a lot of times and thanked god that he was the one who had the power of telepathy.
Bradley gently wiped away the tears and looked lovingly at Schuldig.
"I was a kid too, you know... I, too have done this a lot to get attention"
And the next thing Schuldig knew, he was on the ground. This time real tears came into his eyes and he resorted to the next best thing...Begging..
"Please Crawford I love you, you know I do... give me a chance, Crawford..I love you..I dream about you every night, your wonderful body on mine, moving inside me..please Crawford.. ravish me..."
Silence screamed in Schuldig's ears for not even a word was uttered because Crawford just stared.
Schuldig was walking away disappointed when he heard a snicker from his leader and strong arms were felt around him. His clothes were torn off of him, Schuldig was at the peak of being excited.
/ So this is how it feels to lose your virginity/
The desk was cleared with one swish of a hand and Schuldig eagle-spread on the desk with Brad looking down his long nose lustfully at the lithe body.
/From this day onwards there only be ecstasy../*
Schuldig was sucked out of this memory and again in the dark alleys of his mind but he was on the ground screaming because one by one memories whizzed past him..His first fuck, Brad biting his young body decorating it with 'love' bites and bruises.. Schuldig on all fours as Crawford cruelly thrust into his body..
He screamed and screamed..
*
Farferello shook Schuldig awake..
"Are you alright,Schu?"
Schuldig looked from side to side, expecting Crawford to be there and when he saw nothing his fright came down a notch.
"Please Farfie protect me..protect me."
TBC?
Author: Shadowmisteress
Author's Notes: They don't belong to me and they never will.. Koyasu is just tooo stubborn..Another long chapter! Whew! I wont be updating for till the end of march cuz this girl has her exams coming..Please don't mind and thankz a lot to all the reviewers..I couldn't have gone through this without you all..
First there was darkness, like in the deepest dungeons where light dare not enter...then there was the spark of light, it was like a matchstick except more to the white side, it was a sign of relief to Schuldig, he couldn't anymore walk in this pitch darkness, only he knew what creatures lurked in the darkness, the very thought of those creatures striked such fear in his heart that he could hear the thumping in his ears. Those creatures he had carefully tucked away when he had joined Schwarz, so that he wouldn't freeze in some mission and get him or his Crawford seriously hurt..
But he had walked this path almost every week in his mind with new creatures to hide, the memories...creatures...coming back to him but the white light would always lead him out.
Suddenly he felt one of the memories weighing down on him and he was sucked into it, the white light disappearing but presence always there. at least that was one thing in his mind that did not scare him.
*Flashback*
*He was in a field somewhere. Crawford behind him looking all of 19 in a Armani suit and a smiling mask set on his face and Schuldig reaching almost till Crawford's shoulder, innocence gleaming on his white porcelain features and red hair pulled back and tied with a black ribbon, his white shirt and jeans sticking to his body with the summer heat. He adoringly looked up to Schuldig's face and gave him his sunniest of smiles and ran, throwing over his shoulder in a thick German accent.
"Catch me if you can Crawford Sir"
"Crawford..Schuldig, not sir.", he said and dashed behind the German teen.
Schuldig screaming when Crawford got any closer and Crawford laughing at the weak-looking but fast boy run. When he finally got hold of the German, they both fell to the ground still in fits of laughter, holding on to each other.When they stopped laughing, they were on top of each other, Schuldig looking deeply into Crawford's eyes, Crawford just smiled and picked the German boy off of him and straightened his suit.
"Lets go, we're getting late"
He left the German boy standing behind deeply in love with him.*
2 years later
Crawford sat completing some reports while Schuldig was in the background ranting that Crawford didn't pay any attention to him.
Now there was a touch of German in his accent, he had grown taller but was still a few inches shorter than Crawford and he had been trained vigorously day and night and was perfectly molded into a lean, mean fighting machine, his telepathy stronger and his love for Crawford had risen 10-fold.
He kept throwing a tantrum well into an hour while Crawford kept typing well into an hour too.
Schudig then tried a whole new approach; he willed himself to cry and sat on the ground next to Crawford's desk sniffing away. He felt strong hands on his back and was effortlessly picked off the ground and onto the leader's lap. He had fantasized about this a lot of times and thanked god that he was the one who had the power of telepathy.
Bradley gently wiped away the tears and looked lovingly at Schuldig.
"I was a kid too, you know... I, too have done this a lot to get attention"
And the next thing Schuldig knew, he was on the ground. This time real tears came into his eyes and he resorted to the next best thing...Begging..
"Please Crawford I love you, you know I do... give me a chance, Crawford..I love you..I dream about you every night, your wonderful body on mine, moving inside me..please Crawford.. ravish me..."
Silence screamed in Schuldig's ears for not even a word was uttered because Crawford just stared.
Schuldig was walking away disappointed when he heard a snicker from his leader and strong arms were felt around him. His clothes were torn off of him, Schuldig was at the peak of being excited.
/ So this is how it feels to lose your virginity/
The desk was cleared with one swish of a hand and Schuldig eagle-spread on the desk with Brad looking down his long nose lustfully at the lithe body.
/From this day onwards there only be ecstasy../*
Schuldig was sucked out of this memory and again in the dark alleys of his mind but he was on the ground screaming because one by one memories whizzed past him..His first fuck, Brad biting his young body decorating it with 'love' bites and bruises.. Schuldig on all fours as Crawford cruelly thrust into his body..
He screamed and screamed..
*
Farferello shook Schuldig awake..
"Are you alright,Schu?"
Schuldig looked from side to side, expecting Crawford to be there and when he saw nothing his fright came down a notch.
"Please Farfie protect me..protect me."
TBC?