Wow I can't believe that today January 18, 2003 is my one year anniversary
one Fan Fiction.net, where dose the time go. One day you are playing on the
jungle gym, the next you are still playing on the jungle gym. I think I'm
having a mid life cries and I'm only 14. Maybe I'll buy a sports car and
marry a young blond. I'm kidding I think.
Anyway I guess this will be my 5th story or something like that. Sorry if I'm bringing the mood of this story down but this is a sad story so I have to get in a sad mood.
In case you haven't relived it this is Angst fic but if my mood improves it will have a happy ending but...don't hold your breath.
I hate writing these but I do not own Digimon blah blah blah.
P.S: If there is something you do not understand something because some parts of this story is really cloddy e-mail me or tell me in a review. Each person represents an aspect of life. If you think you know what some body represents tell me in a review. And this story is deep if you read it right. Open your mind and you'll know what they represent.
Tai sat staring out at the lake in the digital world. It looked so beautiful so peaceful so clam. A tear escaped his eyes. Tai hated crying it made him feel week. But it did not matter any more. "Life can be so unfair" Tai said to him self. HE knew what happened no one but him. No one would understand, besides no one cared about him. He was the leader and he had to be strong for everybody but who would strong for him. He started crying again. He had a razor in his hand he had stole it from Joe's medical bag. He took and made a huge slice down his right arm. It hurt like hell put he did not care. To Tai the pain seamed nice strangely inviting almost. He did it again to his left arm. Tai was amazed by the blood that was flowing out of his arms. Suddenly everything went black as he passed out.
"Has any one seen Tai" asked Matt. He was worried lately. Tai had not been eating lately and seemed less happy and cheerful.
"I think I saw him by the lake" said Sora who was helping Matt make diner. "I think I'll check on him" said Matt as we was about to leave Tai came stumbling in. He looked like he was drunk or something.
"I every one" Tai said in a dull tone.
"Where were you" asked Matt with a deep hint of worry in his voice.
"By the lake" said Tai coldly
Matt gave everyone there food. He watched as Tai feed his dinner to the all was hungry Agumon (Clue to what Agumon represents). Agumon ate it up happily. Matt watched Tai and wondered why Tai had done that. He looked so much thinner lately. Then Matt noticed that Tai had blood on his long selves and he had huge bags underneath his eyes. Matt decided to talk about it with Tai later.
Sora got up and sat next to Tai. Matt has not the only one who noticed Tai's strange behavior. It was as if somebody switched Tai with a moody depressed person. It worried her to see him this way (clue).
"What wrong" Sora asked Tai barely above a whisper so no one would hear them.
'What makes you think something's wrong" asked Tai as he put on a fake smile.
Matt looked over at Tai and Sora. Tai was smiling. Matt could tell it was fake but he could not help but fell jealous. "Why am I jealous" Matt asked to himself.
Suddenly Sora screamed as she Held Tai in his arms
"I think he's dead" She screamed
Sorry but if you have read any of my other stories you know I love cliffhangers. By the way they do not represent what there crest are for instance Tai dose not represent courage.
T.B.C
Anyway I guess this will be my 5th story or something like that. Sorry if I'm bringing the mood of this story down but this is a sad story so I have to get in a sad mood.
In case you haven't relived it this is Angst fic but if my mood improves it will have a happy ending but...don't hold your breath.
I hate writing these but I do not own Digimon blah blah blah.
P.S: If there is something you do not understand something because some parts of this story is really cloddy e-mail me or tell me in a review. Each person represents an aspect of life. If you think you know what some body represents tell me in a review. And this story is deep if you read it right. Open your mind and you'll know what they represent.
Tai sat staring out at the lake in the digital world. It looked so beautiful so peaceful so clam. A tear escaped his eyes. Tai hated crying it made him feel week. But it did not matter any more. "Life can be so unfair" Tai said to him self. HE knew what happened no one but him. No one would understand, besides no one cared about him. He was the leader and he had to be strong for everybody but who would strong for him. He started crying again. He had a razor in his hand he had stole it from Joe's medical bag. He took and made a huge slice down his right arm. It hurt like hell put he did not care. To Tai the pain seamed nice strangely inviting almost. He did it again to his left arm. Tai was amazed by the blood that was flowing out of his arms. Suddenly everything went black as he passed out.
"Has any one seen Tai" asked Matt. He was worried lately. Tai had not been eating lately and seemed less happy and cheerful.
"I think I saw him by the lake" said Sora who was helping Matt make diner. "I think I'll check on him" said Matt as we was about to leave Tai came stumbling in. He looked like he was drunk or something.
"I every one" Tai said in a dull tone.
"Where were you" asked Matt with a deep hint of worry in his voice.
"By the lake" said Tai coldly
Matt gave everyone there food. He watched as Tai feed his dinner to the all was hungry Agumon (Clue to what Agumon represents). Agumon ate it up happily. Matt watched Tai and wondered why Tai had done that. He looked so much thinner lately. Then Matt noticed that Tai had blood on his long selves and he had huge bags underneath his eyes. Matt decided to talk about it with Tai later.
Sora got up and sat next to Tai. Matt has not the only one who noticed Tai's strange behavior. It was as if somebody switched Tai with a moody depressed person. It worried her to see him this way (clue).
"What wrong" Sora asked Tai barely above a whisper so no one would hear them.
'What makes you think something's wrong" asked Tai as he put on a fake smile.
Matt looked over at Tai and Sora. Tai was smiling. Matt could tell it was fake but he could not help but fell jealous. "Why am I jealous" Matt asked to himself.
Suddenly Sora screamed as she Held Tai in his arms
"I think he's dead" She screamed
Sorry but if you have read any of my other stories you know I love cliffhangers. By the way they do not represent what there crest are for instance Tai dose not represent courage.
T.B.C