Next Chapter out, tough it may seem like there is no end to his suffering.
I promise he will have happiness in the end so please bear with me.
-LOA
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With in a months time,
My health had been restored,
But I had to wonder,
Had my soul returned to me?
I truly don't know anymore.
My mind in on the edge of sanity.
Steady now though waves of nauseating ness,
I made my way though the hall.
Stepping closer to the kitchen now,
I heard voices,
Some in agreement,
And the smallest in a rant.
"Just look at him!
Just look at what we've done!
He no longer smiles,
He's no longer joyful!
How could we have done this?!
How could we not bothered to look past his act,
To see his dying soul?"
I stood there,
Unfeeling, and untouched.
But I should have been angered,
I should have been furious!
But all I did was stand there,
Lost in my own thoughts.
Do I really look so dead?
Or was it that I've played this role for so long,
That I don't know how to express any more?
That or my soul has truly left me.
When the little one had finished his rant,
He came around the corner,
Intent on having me eat.
But as he came round the corner,
He met me face to face.
Still running on that high of his speech,
He wanted answers,
And he wanted them now. "Why did you not tell us?
Why did you not seek one of us out, in your time of need?"
But now for a strange reason,
I was angered by his words.
Though my appearance seemed dead.
I started to speak,
About nothing really,
But was the most I've said in months.
"Just what is it to you?
That I've been like this?
Would you have cared?
If I had died in that cell,
Or that hole that I had hidden in?
Of course not!
Who would care about a dirtied street rat?"
After having said that I don't know why,
But I started to babble,
About nothing,
So not even knowing,
I had spoken about the pain,
The suffering,
And the plagues,
That stalked me though life.
Then seeing their shocked faces,
I stopped,
Not knowing what to do,
I just stood there waiting,
For lord knows what.
But now they know,
Now they realize,
That my code name for war,
Was more than that it is.
Now they know,
Why I call my self,
A thing of evil,
A thing of darkness,
The God of Death.
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Well another chapter done and gone, I think the next chapter starts to lighten up some. I also think that there will be at least 2 more chapters in this epic thingy.. well remember to R&R!
-LOA
-LOA
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With in a months time,
My health had been restored,
But I had to wonder,
Had my soul returned to me?
I truly don't know anymore.
My mind in on the edge of sanity.
Steady now though waves of nauseating ness,
I made my way though the hall.
Stepping closer to the kitchen now,
I heard voices,
Some in agreement,
And the smallest in a rant.
"Just look at him!
Just look at what we've done!
He no longer smiles,
He's no longer joyful!
How could we have done this?!
How could we not bothered to look past his act,
To see his dying soul?"
I stood there,
Unfeeling, and untouched.
But I should have been angered,
I should have been furious!
But all I did was stand there,
Lost in my own thoughts.
Do I really look so dead?
Or was it that I've played this role for so long,
That I don't know how to express any more?
That or my soul has truly left me.
When the little one had finished his rant,
He came around the corner,
Intent on having me eat.
But as he came round the corner,
He met me face to face.
Still running on that high of his speech,
He wanted answers,
And he wanted them now. "Why did you not tell us?
Why did you not seek one of us out, in your time of need?"
But now for a strange reason,
I was angered by his words.
Though my appearance seemed dead.
I started to speak,
About nothing really,
But was the most I've said in months.
"Just what is it to you?
That I've been like this?
Would you have cared?
If I had died in that cell,
Or that hole that I had hidden in?
Of course not!
Who would care about a dirtied street rat?"
After having said that I don't know why,
But I started to babble,
About nothing,
So not even knowing,
I had spoken about the pain,
The suffering,
And the plagues,
That stalked me though life.
Then seeing their shocked faces,
I stopped,
Not knowing what to do,
I just stood there waiting,
For lord knows what.
But now they know,
Now they realize,
That my code name for war,
Was more than that it is.
Now they know,
Why I call my self,
A thing of evil,
A thing of darkness,
The God of Death.
%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%
Well another chapter done and gone, I think the next chapter starts to lighten up some. I also think that there will be at least 2 more chapters in this epic thingy.. well remember to R&R!
-LOA
