From: lois daugherty loisad@bbtel.com
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Date: Saturday, January 18, 2003 11:05 PM
Title: Only God Knows
Author: Amanda M. Daugherty
E-mail: Country_girl_2003@yahoo.com
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Disclaimers: Don't Own JAG..
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It's hard to lose someone you love. I know that for a fact. My only problem was that I didn't realize that I loved them until they were gone and I no longer had the chance to let them know how I really felt for them. Now every time I hear a song on the radio we used to listen to, or watch that movie that we loved so well I remember him and my heart breaks all over again. Just the other day I was talking to some friends and they brought up a quote from a movie that we would always watch together and I nearly lost it there at work. Who knew that just a small movie quote would being someone so strong to me to tears. The funny thing is that I should smile because all our time together was happy and I only carry around happy thoughts with me except that I didn't get to tell him that I loved him.
I can just imagine what I my life would be like if I had only told him. Maybe he wouldn't have left or maybe he still would have, but we would have been together in that short amount of time and it would have made all the difference in the world to me. Maybe right now instead of thinking about how much I miss him I could be playing with our little girl, Haley, our little pride and joy. If I had only know how it all would end I would have done so many things different, and I would give almost anything to get one more chance to tell him everything that I never got to say.
I remember the weekend we spend together before he went away. We went skiing with some friends of ours and had a blast. The last night we were together we laid on the sofa my head resting on his chest watching The Wedding Planner and just talking about our lives and how different we are yet we are a lot alike. We fell asleep like that and when the morning came we knew that everything was different. How I would give anything to have that weekend back. Or even that night we went to a Christmas party with some friends and we danced all night long. Neither one of us knew any of the right steps, but that didn't matter we just enjoyed being in each other's arms. If I knew that would have been our last dance together I would have asked that band to play on and on all night and I would never have left the safety I felt there.
They all say that things happen for a reason and maybe it was good that he left because if he was still here our two friends that we went skiing with would never have gotten together and I wouldn't be holding my goddaughter at this moment or maybe I would have been holding my daughter. Only God knows.
Subject:
Date: Saturday, January 18, 2003 11:05 PM
Title: Only God Knows
Author: Amanda M. Daugherty
E-mail: Country_girl_2003@yahoo.com
Rating:
Classification:
Spoilers:
Summary:
Disclaimers: Don't Own JAG..
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It's hard to lose someone you love. I know that for a fact. My only problem was that I didn't realize that I loved them until they were gone and I no longer had the chance to let them know how I really felt for them. Now every time I hear a song on the radio we used to listen to, or watch that movie that we loved so well I remember him and my heart breaks all over again. Just the other day I was talking to some friends and they brought up a quote from a movie that we would always watch together and I nearly lost it there at work. Who knew that just a small movie quote would being someone so strong to me to tears. The funny thing is that I should smile because all our time together was happy and I only carry around happy thoughts with me except that I didn't get to tell him that I loved him.
I can just imagine what I my life would be like if I had only told him. Maybe he wouldn't have left or maybe he still would have, but we would have been together in that short amount of time and it would have made all the difference in the world to me. Maybe right now instead of thinking about how much I miss him I could be playing with our little girl, Haley, our little pride and joy. If I had only know how it all would end I would have done so many things different, and I would give almost anything to get one more chance to tell him everything that I never got to say.
I remember the weekend we spend together before he went away. We went skiing with some friends of ours and had a blast. The last night we were together we laid on the sofa my head resting on his chest watching The Wedding Planner and just talking about our lives and how different we are yet we are a lot alike. We fell asleep like that and when the morning came we knew that everything was different. How I would give anything to have that weekend back. Or even that night we went to a Christmas party with some friends and we danced all night long. Neither one of us knew any of the right steps, but that didn't matter we just enjoyed being in each other's arms. If I knew that would have been our last dance together I would have asked that band to play on and on all night and I would never have left the safety I felt there.
They all say that things happen for a reason and maybe it was good that he left because if he was still here our two friends that we went skiing with would never have gotten together and I wouldn't be holding my goddaughter at this moment or maybe I would have been holding my daughter. Only God knows.