Disclaimer: all rightly everyone repeat after me 'I do not own Sailor Moon or any sailor' I'm just gonna play a bit them but I promise to return them in time….*Evil*, cutting the crap we all know that Sailor moon and the sailor senshi belong to Naoko Takeuchi and we are glad of that aren't we?

Rating: This is NOT a lemon (yet…hehehe); this is just a piece of anguish and romance…about Haruka and Michiru

Yuri content: yep this is a Haruka and Michiru stuff, yes they are in love…yeah…with each other, nothing graphic on this fic….

A/N:  This story is a little bit traumatizing…well a lot….but it will end ok! I promise!

Fighting Destiny

Chapter 2 "A World Shaken"

Haruka got in her car and pounded on the steering wheel 'what am I going to do? Think Haruka, think…' but her mind was a blur, her mind replayed Michiru's face over and over, the way she looked at her. And then it landed her: she has betrayed their love, their princess, every single principle she had in her life she had simply destroyed them.

She turned the engine on and drove fast through Tokio, she speed up more and more trying to forget everything, but at the same time tying to find a solution. She arrived to the highway and held the wheel harder then she pushed the gas further trying to catch the wind but with no success. She drove for hours trying to get some courage to show up on 'their' Home. All was a mess what will she say to Hotaru? What will happen? For the first time she was really afraid. Afraid to face destiny, a destiny she made. She kept driving knowing that maybe, just maybe if Michiru calmed down a bit she would at least listen to her…'Stop dreaming, Haruka' she told herself disgusted with herself.

Michiru arrived to their house, Setsuna was in the door expecting her, she knew that this was going to happen, and she was unable to do a thing as the time keeper she must not interfere and that broke her heart. Michiru saw her friend and stood there, Setsuna saw her face, and it was empty, full of tears, every little hope crashed. Setsuna opened her arms and hugged her, immediately Michiru broke down she started to sob, the pain was unbearable, every sob made her heart hurt a little more…like if her it was being squeezed by an invisible hand, and invisible and cold hand. Setsuna rocked her as a little child holding her as a mother would do to her child.

After a while Michiru calmed down and stood up "Michiru?" the time keeper asked in concern "Are you okay?" then she slapped herself mentally 'what a question was that? Of course she is not ok! Stupid!' But Michiru answered calmly "yes, I'm ok…would you leave me alone?" Setsuna looked at her skeptically "please, I, I need to be alone…" Setsuna looked at her straight to the eyes "are you going to be ok?" the sea senshi just nodded.

Both entered to the house, Hotaru appeared and looked concerned at her Michiru's mama face, Setsuna made the smart move "Eh…Hotaru let's go…Michiru need some time alone…" Hotaru hugged her "Michiru mama are you going to be ok?" Michiru hugged her back, sniffling "yes…I-I'm going to be ok…" then the time keeper and the rebirth senshi left, leaving Michiru alone in the big house. She went to her bedroom and then it happened the calm Michiru transformed into a desperate one, all the building tension has taken its toll she needed release and she needed it quickly. She saw her bedroom, and glared at all the pictures of them together 'Haruka…' she held a frame that had a picture of them hugging happily, her mind flashed to the scene she saw: Haruka kissing Usagi passionately. Her eyes closed in pain 'all is a lie now...' she threw the frame to the floor violently and the crystal shattered, somehow it felt good, it was a kind of catharsis that she needed to do. She threw everything that was on the counter and the books that were nearby, she toss everything she could, frames, things, everything was getting broken. She tossed the pillow of their bed and got the bed sheets she rolled them in a ball and threw them with rage to the floor, then she opened the closet and grabbed Haruka's clothes, all of them and tossed them in the bed, she grabbed the sneakers, shoes, ties, suits, tuxedos, everything and put them in a big black plastic bag. Then she pulled the bag downstairs and left it near the door, she knew Haruka would come back and she really wanted to finish things...She sit on a step of the stair waiting, wanting to finish this quickly but at the same time pleading for it to not happen…she wasn't sure if she could endure this.

After some minutes Michiru heard the noise of the yellow convertible, she knew that sound too well, she stayed on the step sited…unmoving. The door opened; she lifted her eyes and saw Haruka entering. Haruka was unable to see, the porch was dark as the rest of the house, with the dim light she was able to see a big plastic bag, and she understood immediately, then with her eyes now adjusted to the darkness she spotted the sea senshi sited on the stairs "Michiru?"

"Take your things and leave…" she whispered, her voice clearly showing the exhaustion.

"Please, let me explain…"Haruka approached some steps.

"What do you want to explain? How many times you cheated on my back?! How many times you saw her before today? How you slept with her? I really don't need to hear it!"

"I never cheated you…" Haruka said honestly, this enraged the aqua haired girl:

"Ara! So what I saw today was just a joke or what?"

"Michiru understand, we were having problems, we, we rarely saw each other, and you were too occupied in your career!" Haruka's voice rose with desperation.

"So were you, but I didn't cheat you with the first person I saw!" Michiru answered coldly.

'She's right' Haruka kneeled beside her taking her hands firmly "I'm sorry…I-I had this feelings for Usagi and I just needed to know if that was the reason of why we were having problems…if I loved her more than what I loved you…but I discovered today that I love you more than I thought…please give me a chance, please give me a chance to prove it" Haruka begged the desperation clearly on her voice.

Michiru shook her head, she wanted to believe in Haruka so badly but she was unable to do it, not anymore "It's-it's a shame you had to discover your feelings that way…"

"No…no, Michiru, Michiru please! Please give me a chance" tightening her grip on the aqua haired girl.

Michiru looked at Haruka to the eyes, trying to believe her words, but the trust was already broken, with a hopeless tone she added "Haruka, this is over, get your things and get out…"

Tears were falling from the blonde's face, she was defeated, she lost and she knew it; she did it, she finally did it, she lost the most important person in her life…she stood up and took the plastic bag. She opened the door and left. Michiru began to cry 'it's done…'

Haruka looked at the sky, she was angry, frustrated and sad all at the same time, angry at herself for what she did to Michiru, angry for what she did to Usagi, angry because Michiru did not understand her, frustrated of everything, she looked at the bag, and release it, then she took out her car keys and drove away, she wished she could die there, she wished she had the courage enough to crash her car on the first tree she'd found, but she knew she now had to live with the consequences of her actions.

Setsuna and Hotaru that were on their way back home saw Haruka's car fly next to them without noticing their presence, Hotaru tightened her grip on Setsuna, this one had a worried face, she closed her eyes and shook her head slightly. "Hotaru…" she began but the mysterious girl interrupted her "I understand…I felt it too"

They entered the house and found Michiru, on the stairs. Setsuna turned the lights on "Michiru…" she whispered, the sea senshi lifted her eyes just saying "It's over…"

Hotaru excused herself and said her goodnights she hugged Michiru and then Setsuna.

"Now are you going to tell me what happened?" The time keeper already knew it, but she knew that Michiru needed to talk, to voice out her feelings, say everything. Michiru just nodded slightly.

Haruka stared at the ocean that was before her, she was seated on the sand, the moon high on the sky lightening the whole beach. She kept thinking about today, everything went wrong, she betrayed her prince, princess and lover; everything she had fought for. She looked at her henshin stick that was resting on her hand; she held it tightly until her knuckles got white "I don't deserve to be a senshi…not after all what I did…." She stood up and threw her stick to the sea; she watched how it sank in the dark water and with a last glance she though 'Goodbye Sailor Uranus…'

To be continued…

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