Author's Note: Last chapter folks, thanks for reading thus far. Song is by
S Club 7 "Have You Ever". Heard it, thought it would fit with the story.
//_// = Telepathy ~_~ = Parseltongue *_* = Thoughts
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The bustling tavern, Three Broomsticks, was hosting the Graduation Party for Hogwarts' students. The place was crowded with dancing people as the music vibrated off the walls. No one noticed a hooded figure that entered the room silently. The figure was clad in black from head to toe. The hooded cloak that he wore hid his face from the crowd before him. The only thing that stood out about him was the silver dragon clasp that held the cloak together.
The figure stuck to the shadows of the room, raven eyes surveying the room until finally resting upon the object of his search: an emerald-eyed, auburn-haired girl, who was currently dancing with the four marauders. The figure watched, waiting for the right moment to approach her. Finally it came when three of the marauders broke off to dance with their own partners, leaving the girl to dance with the raven-haired boy.
The figure slowly approached the couple. The pair stopped dancing and studied the figure before them. He turned and bowed respectfully at the lady's partner.
"May I have a dance with your lady, if she accepts?" A silky, but warm voice spoke from beneath the hood, raven eyes settling its gaze to the lady. James Potter nodded glancing at the girl in question. Slowly and hesitantly, Lily nodded as well. The figure bowed and took Lily's right hand, beginning a slow dance as the next song started.
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round
"Relax milady, for no harm shall befall you. I only wish for this one dance and no more." Lily slowly relaxed and gazed into the stranger's eyes. They were warm and tender and Lily couldn't help, but feel as though she was the only one to ever see them to unguarded. Lily felt as though she knew whom those eyes belonged to, but could not remember where she had seen them before.
"Why do you hide your face?" Lily asked softly. A shadow passed over those raven eyes and they grew cold and hard, but as soon as the shadow came, it was gone, warmth replacing it once more. Lily frowned, but the figure shook his head ever so slightly. "I'm afraid you would not allow me to dance with you, if my identity was revealed. Please, may we just enjoy this dance?" Lily frowned again, but nodded.
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Lily closed her eyes and rested her head on the stranger's chest. It would seem as though she was made to fit in his arms. She pushed this feeling to the back of her mind and concentrated on the song.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Severus relished in the feeling of having Lily in his arms once more. He especially asked for this song to be played because it was how he felt about their situation. Severus knew Lily was engaged to Potter all ready and that it wasn't fair if he entered her life again, but Severus had to apologize. He could live with the knowledge that she would never be his again, but Severus had to tell her why he did what he did. Perhaps it was because of some small hope inside him that Lily would forgive him and wish to at least remain friends.
Lily was also thinking about her relationship with Severus. She wished they were taking that road that the song spoke of, but she knew it was hopeless. Besides, she had James now. *But I'm not as happy as I would be with Severus. What is wrong with me? I'm dancing with someone that I don't even know and I'm thinking about Severus, while being engaged to James. *
Lily lifted her head to gaze into the stranger's eyes once more. Those eyes were pained and apologetic. Lily didn't know why they were, but Lily felt the compelling need to comfort the figure in front of her. She lifted her hand and caressed the stranger's cheek. The figure closed his eyes for a moment before opening them once more.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
"I'm sorry." Severus spoke revealing his real voice, pouring all of his feelings into those two words. Lily's eyes widened, but Severus didn't allow her to retreat. "This is neither the place nor the time to speak of this, but I had to tell you. Happy Birthday and congratulations on the wedding. May you have a long prosperous and loving marriage." Lily's eyes closed, as Severus kissed her cheek, tears flowing down her face. When she opened them once more, she found that Severus was no where to be found and that a present now rested in her hands.
The marauders saw the tears flowing down Lily's face and ran to see if she was all right. Lily shook them off and locked gazes with James. Something was passed between the two and James nodded.
"You guys keep partying. Lily and I are going to go home." James stated turning to his friends before ushering Lily outside. "Can you apparate?" Lily nodded and they disappeared from the street, unaware of pair of raven eyes that watched them. The figure in the shadow waited until the couple left before disapparating himself.
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"Would you like me to stay Lily?" Lily nodded wordlessly and gestured for James to take a seat beside her. The couple was currently on the bed, located in James' room. Lily swallowed hard and opened her present. There was a box and a scroll inside. Lily picked up the scroll first and ran a finger over the seal. It was a picture of a large talon grasping something in its tight hold. A needle shot from the center of the seal and pricked Lily's skin.
"Ow!" Lily immediately removed her finger, but not before a drop of blood spilt onto the seal. Slowly the talon began to release the object it was holding. It was a small orb that was glowing, which soon spread and covered the entire parchment. Slowly the scroll began to unroll itself to show a blank parchment that was slowly filling with words.
"It's blank. or at least to me anyway." Lily looked at James, then back to the scroll.
Lily,
There is much I want to say, but I'm afraid I do not have much time, for my father will return shortly. No one must see this except for you, which is why this parchment is only keyed to your blood. If you wish to reveal this letter's contents to Potter or even Lupin, you may, but I must ask that you do not reveal it to Black or Pettigrew for it is clear that I do not trust them.
First, I want to say I am sorry. I know it does not remove the heartache that you suffered, but it is the only thing that I can offer you. I had my reasons for betraying you like that. Both are tied to the upcoming threat with Voldemort. I am a spy for Dumbledore and therefore, am pretending to be a follower of Voldemort. That is one of the reasons why I had to break off our relationship so suddenly and painfully. The other reason would be that I am not allowed to be involved with a mortal. While, I would usually ignore that rule, I do not wish you to get hurt and the ones that created that rule are far more powerful than I am.
Secondly, I want to congratulate you. Be happy Lily Evans, or should I say Lily Evans-Potter. (Lily smiled at that comment) I can only hope that you will forgive me in time. While I have no wish to reclaim you as a lover, I would very much like to be friends with you again.
That is all I wish to say at this time and it is with these words that I end this letter: Be happy, live long, and have kids. all though I dread the thought of having more Potters in the world.
Always at your service, Severus Snape
P.S. Oh I almost forgot! Read the back of this letter after you are finished opening your present!
Tears were flowing freely down Lily's face and she allowed herself to be pulled into James' embrace. "He said he dreads the thought of having more Potters in the world." Lily mumbled into his chest once the tears stopped and James chuckled. "Well, then we'll use this information to our advantage and create a whole army to torture him." Lily giggled and lifted her head from James' chest.
Lily's fingers moved to open the small square box. She gasped when she saw what was inside. She lifted the small snow globe and shook it. Snow fell around the miniature model of Hogwarts and its grounds. It included the Whomping Willow, the lake, the forest, and the castle. It also included Hagrid's hut. It was extremely detailed.
Lily passed the globe to James and picked up the parchment once again.
It's a magical globe that allows you to insert a certain part of your memory into it, like a penseive, except that it'll be more like a picture rather than the actual event. To insert a memory, Stick your wand into the hole at the bottom of the globe, think of the memory you wish to place inside it and say "inserto". To switch from one image to another, tilt the globe upside down once. I have added a few in there I thought you might appreciate. Happy Birthday and I hope you enjoy your present.
Lily took the globe from James' hands and did as the letter said. The scene inside the globe changed to the Griffindor common room, with the roaring fire and all. The next picture was of the Great Hall, and the one following that was a picture of her favorite spot by the lake, looking out into the horizon. The picture that came after that, brought fresh tears to Lily's eyes. It was of the place in the forest, where Lily last saw Severus. The picture had the band of unicorns that were drinking from it before they had interrupted. The water was reflecting the full moon that wasn't there. It was quite a remarkable sight. Lily smiled at the next image that appeared. Octave, Moonlight, and Firenze were side by side, smiling at her.
James gasped at the image of the magnificent place in the forest with the unicorns and was even more shocked at the image of a two-headed hydra, a unicorn, and a centaur standing beside one another. Lily giggled at the expression on James' face and explained to him who the creatures were. To say James was shocked would have been an understatement, but he was glad that Lily wasn't so sad anymore.
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Severus was surprised to receive a letter requesting his presence at Lily's wedding, but ecstatic none the less.
The couple had decided to go with the tradition muggle wedding and the wedding was a simple one with only a few good friends and family. Lily was wearing a gorgeous white gown that flowed gently around her. It hugged her body, revealing all the right curves. The gown left her neck bare, which revealed a small emerald crystal that hung on a simple silver chain.
The couple exchanged vows, rings, and kisses. The reception was held in the Great Hall at Albus' insistence. Gifts were given to the newly weds, and speeches were made for them. The eating and dancing began and everyone was generally having a great time. Even Sirius had stopped from making a scene about Severus being at the wedding, so all in all, it was a wondrous occasion, but for how long it last no one knows.
The End
//_// = Telepathy ~_~ = Parseltongue *_* = Thoughts
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The bustling tavern, Three Broomsticks, was hosting the Graduation Party for Hogwarts' students. The place was crowded with dancing people as the music vibrated off the walls. No one noticed a hooded figure that entered the room silently. The figure was clad in black from head to toe. The hooded cloak that he wore hid his face from the crowd before him. The only thing that stood out about him was the silver dragon clasp that held the cloak together.
The figure stuck to the shadows of the room, raven eyes surveying the room until finally resting upon the object of his search: an emerald-eyed, auburn-haired girl, who was currently dancing with the four marauders. The figure watched, waiting for the right moment to approach her. Finally it came when three of the marauders broke off to dance with their own partners, leaving the girl to dance with the raven-haired boy.
The figure slowly approached the couple. The pair stopped dancing and studied the figure before them. He turned and bowed respectfully at the lady's partner.
"May I have a dance with your lady, if she accepts?" A silky, but warm voice spoke from beneath the hood, raven eyes settling its gaze to the lady. James Potter nodded glancing at the girl in question. Slowly and hesitantly, Lily nodded as well. The figure bowed and took Lily's right hand, beginning a slow dance as the next song started.
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round
"Relax milady, for no harm shall befall you. I only wish for this one dance and no more." Lily slowly relaxed and gazed into the stranger's eyes. They were warm and tender and Lily couldn't help, but feel as though she was the only one to ever see them to unguarded. Lily felt as though she knew whom those eyes belonged to, but could not remember where she had seen them before.
"Why do you hide your face?" Lily asked softly. A shadow passed over those raven eyes and they grew cold and hard, but as soon as the shadow came, it was gone, warmth replacing it once more. Lily frowned, but the figure shook his head ever so slightly. "I'm afraid you would not allow me to dance with you, if my identity was revealed. Please, may we just enjoy this dance?" Lily frowned again, but nodded.
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Lily closed her eyes and rested her head on the stranger's chest. It would seem as though she was made to fit in his arms. She pushed this feeling to the back of her mind and concentrated on the song.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Severus relished in the feeling of having Lily in his arms once more. He especially asked for this song to be played because it was how he felt about their situation. Severus knew Lily was engaged to Potter all ready and that it wasn't fair if he entered her life again, but Severus had to apologize. He could live with the knowledge that she would never be his again, but Severus had to tell her why he did what he did. Perhaps it was because of some small hope inside him that Lily would forgive him and wish to at least remain friends.
Lily was also thinking about her relationship with Severus. She wished they were taking that road that the song spoke of, but she knew it was hopeless. Besides, she had James now. *But I'm not as happy as I would be with Severus. What is wrong with me? I'm dancing with someone that I don't even know and I'm thinking about Severus, while being engaged to James. *
Lily lifted her head to gaze into the stranger's eyes once more. Those eyes were pained and apologetic. Lily didn't know why they were, but Lily felt the compelling need to comfort the figure in front of her. She lifted her hand and caressed the stranger's cheek. The figure closed his eyes for a moment before opening them once more.
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
"I'm sorry." Severus spoke revealing his real voice, pouring all of his feelings into those two words. Lily's eyes widened, but Severus didn't allow her to retreat. "This is neither the place nor the time to speak of this, but I had to tell you. Happy Birthday and congratulations on the wedding. May you have a long prosperous and loving marriage." Lily's eyes closed, as Severus kissed her cheek, tears flowing down her face. When she opened them once more, she found that Severus was no where to be found and that a present now rested in her hands.
The marauders saw the tears flowing down Lily's face and ran to see if she was all right. Lily shook them off and locked gazes with James. Something was passed between the two and James nodded.
"You guys keep partying. Lily and I are going to go home." James stated turning to his friends before ushering Lily outside. "Can you apparate?" Lily nodded and they disappeared from the street, unaware of pair of raven eyes that watched them. The figure in the shadow waited until the couple left before disapparating himself.
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"Would you like me to stay Lily?" Lily nodded wordlessly and gestured for James to take a seat beside her. The couple was currently on the bed, located in James' room. Lily swallowed hard and opened her present. There was a box and a scroll inside. Lily picked up the scroll first and ran a finger over the seal. It was a picture of a large talon grasping something in its tight hold. A needle shot from the center of the seal and pricked Lily's skin.
"Ow!" Lily immediately removed her finger, but not before a drop of blood spilt onto the seal. Slowly the talon began to release the object it was holding. It was a small orb that was glowing, which soon spread and covered the entire parchment. Slowly the scroll began to unroll itself to show a blank parchment that was slowly filling with words.
"It's blank. or at least to me anyway." Lily looked at James, then back to the scroll.
Lily,
There is much I want to say, but I'm afraid I do not have much time, for my father will return shortly. No one must see this except for you, which is why this parchment is only keyed to your blood. If you wish to reveal this letter's contents to Potter or even Lupin, you may, but I must ask that you do not reveal it to Black or Pettigrew for it is clear that I do not trust them.
First, I want to say I am sorry. I know it does not remove the heartache that you suffered, but it is the only thing that I can offer you. I had my reasons for betraying you like that. Both are tied to the upcoming threat with Voldemort. I am a spy for Dumbledore and therefore, am pretending to be a follower of Voldemort. That is one of the reasons why I had to break off our relationship so suddenly and painfully. The other reason would be that I am not allowed to be involved with a mortal. While, I would usually ignore that rule, I do not wish you to get hurt and the ones that created that rule are far more powerful than I am.
Secondly, I want to congratulate you. Be happy Lily Evans, or should I say Lily Evans-Potter. (Lily smiled at that comment) I can only hope that you will forgive me in time. While I have no wish to reclaim you as a lover, I would very much like to be friends with you again.
That is all I wish to say at this time and it is with these words that I end this letter: Be happy, live long, and have kids. all though I dread the thought of having more Potters in the world.
Always at your service, Severus Snape
P.S. Oh I almost forgot! Read the back of this letter after you are finished opening your present!
Tears were flowing freely down Lily's face and she allowed herself to be pulled into James' embrace. "He said he dreads the thought of having more Potters in the world." Lily mumbled into his chest once the tears stopped and James chuckled. "Well, then we'll use this information to our advantage and create a whole army to torture him." Lily giggled and lifted her head from James' chest.
Lily's fingers moved to open the small square box. She gasped when she saw what was inside. She lifted the small snow globe and shook it. Snow fell around the miniature model of Hogwarts and its grounds. It included the Whomping Willow, the lake, the forest, and the castle. It also included Hagrid's hut. It was extremely detailed.
Lily passed the globe to James and picked up the parchment once again.
It's a magical globe that allows you to insert a certain part of your memory into it, like a penseive, except that it'll be more like a picture rather than the actual event. To insert a memory, Stick your wand into the hole at the bottom of the globe, think of the memory you wish to place inside it and say "inserto". To switch from one image to another, tilt the globe upside down once. I have added a few in there I thought you might appreciate. Happy Birthday and I hope you enjoy your present.
Lily took the globe from James' hands and did as the letter said. The scene inside the globe changed to the Griffindor common room, with the roaring fire and all. The next picture was of the Great Hall, and the one following that was a picture of her favorite spot by the lake, looking out into the horizon. The picture that came after that, brought fresh tears to Lily's eyes. It was of the place in the forest, where Lily last saw Severus. The picture had the band of unicorns that were drinking from it before they had interrupted. The water was reflecting the full moon that wasn't there. It was quite a remarkable sight. Lily smiled at the next image that appeared. Octave, Moonlight, and Firenze were side by side, smiling at her.
James gasped at the image of the magnificent place in the forest with the unicorns and was even more shocked at the image of a two-headed hydra, a unicorn, and a centaur standing beside one another. Lily giggled at the expression on James' face and explained to him who the creatures were. To say James was shocked would have been an understatement, but he was glad that Lily wasn't so sad anymore.
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Severus was surprised to receive a letter requesting his presence at Lily's wedding, but ecstatic none the less.
The couple had decided to go with the tradition muggle wedding and the wedding was a simple one with only a few good friends and family. Lily was wearing a gorgeous white gown that flowed gently around her. It hugged her body, revealing all the right curves. The gown left her neck bare, which revealed a small emerald crystal that hung on a simple silver chain.
The couple exchanged vows, rings, and kisses. The reception was held in the Great Hall at Albus' insistence. Gifts were given to the newly weds, and speeches were made for them. The eating and dancing began and everyone was generally having a great time. Even Sirius had stopped from making a scene about Severus being at the wedding, so all in all, it was a wondrous occasion, but for how long it last no one knows.
The End