Back from my long vacation from the mountains and finally stopped sulking over my lost fics.= )


Anyway... my own new fics will be improved for all of the readers and my other fics might not be

finished anymore.... (because of certain circumstances) but I'll try to find time in doing it for

the sake of my reputation (;;@_@ are? did I have that?) anyway pls. read it though I'm still

having trouble with the rules and regulations around here so please tell me if there is anything

wrong!!!!!



P.S. pls. R & R!!!




Dear diary,


I haven't written in your pages for more that a year for some unknown reason because you

disappeared under my Mangas but I never thought that I would be lucky enough to write in you

again since something weird happened to me TODAY...





" Dareka ga sutete shimatta--"

"Hey!!! isn't Sanzo just cute even though he doesn't move much?" My bestfriend asked me as we

continued staring at Sanzo non- stop.

" Yeah!" I replied as I reached into the box of chocolates that was reduced to half it's number

after the opening song... but of course it never bothered me since my stomach never bulged past

22 inches unlike my dearest cat that never seemed to move since last year from the lumpy couch

from fatness. I reached again and again into the red and gold wrapped box of chocolates as my

bestfriend, Freya, noticed that Sanzo seemed to be sad for all I care coz' my eyesight was saved

for my cat. I continued fixing myself a burger and pouring milk for my cat as Freya dabbed her

eyes while I divided my attention between the misunderstanding that Sanzo and Goku was having..

actually I only remember the names of the characters since 24/7 the only thing my friend rave

about is Sanzo being this and that...and that he was sooo... this and that ..and that he will be

like this and like that etcetc.. well I also do my share as her friend. I go with her watch Sanzo

triggering his pistol on Youkais without mercy and drink as if there is no tomorrow. I stared at

Freya's brown eyes fixed on her dear Sanzo as I popped the last of the chocolate into my mouth. I

stood up slowly taking my time in removing the bread crumbs from my mouth and picking my cat up

from the sofa (which I'm having a bad feeling that it weights more than I do) in the process. I

made my way to the kitchen where a small ref filled with junk food and milk stood beside the sink

filled with unwashed dishes. I closed the ref slowly and carefully to prevent too much movements

or the pile of chocolates that I'm carrying might topple down like the last time. I slowed my

pace when the closing song of the Genso ( my friends shorter term for Gensomaden Saiyuki *don't

ask me where she got that.. I have no idea..or maybe you do) vibrated through my ears together

with my friend tirade of not having enough dose of Genso everyday. I finally arrived at my

friends side as she mercilessly stared at the T.V. screen not noticing me and the food in my arms

until I cleared my throat loudly enough to get her attention-- which was after 30 seconds.


" Oh.. sorry I didn't see you there.. I just can't believe it.. I mean Sanzo was--"

Here we go again.. I listened to her tirade for another 30 minutes as she watched "Slam Dunk" on

AXN. ( well at least I'm eating this time) when she finally finished I was talking her mom on the

phone talking as loudly as she can on the phone trying to outmatch her daughter's shout. I sighed

as Freya's mother finally hanged down making up for her ear shattering shouts on the phone by

whispering sorries and that she'll drive to my house with dinner for me and my cat. I thanked her

and I was almost tempted to plaster my friends mouth with a lot of tape from the table just a few

inches away from my itchy fingers. I heard Mrs. Olgerwa's car brake loudly in front of my yard

and called Freya out as my friend grabbed her coat as I opened the door for Mrs. Olgerwa to

enter. She smiled at me ever so sweetly as she handed her home- made dinner which is the only

true dinner that I will have for about six months of instant noodle diet. I picked my cat from

the table and looked at it in the eye. Somehow I always feel unsettled whenever I look at those

luminescent eyes. It stared back at me and purred.


" Kanzeon.. don't you think it's very weird of Freya to think that Sanzo can fall in love?" I

asked the cat but it only slept on my lap and tucked it's head on it's thick curly dark green hair. I held it in my arms as tears fell

from my eyes.

" Kanzeon..... Do you think mom is watching me from heaven?" I asked the tabby cat but it only licked my hands in response,

which for me is the best response I got from my cat. I changed my clothes in to my pajamas and carried my cat to the foot end of

my bed as I pulled my bed cover to sleep.

****

" Enmei....Enmei..." I opened my eyes but closed it again when a blinding light met me on the step. I slowly opened it again and

tried to figure out the form that blocks the light from direct contact with my eyesight. I figured out that it was a woman. She

smiled at me and took my hand to help me up. I smiled back at her and tried to look around... I was quite surprised to see that I

was not lying on a hard ground where most anime's found themselves in-- but a pond filled with full bloomed lily plants, and,

somehow the scenery looks familiar-- maybe something like--

" So you finally arrived Enmei.." I turned around to face the woman but her face was really irrecognizable from the bright light--

" Excuse me.. but I seem to be lost.."

She smiled at me again and squizzed my hand lightly. It suddenly became dim and the familiar sexy pose of Kanzeon Busatsu

came into my view.....

" I...MUST...be dreaming.." but the realization that a faint mark of a character appearing at the palm that Kanzeon grabbed a

while ago and that it really hurts....like it was in a fire....was enough proof that everything was no dream.