Disclaimer: I don't own Lizzie McGuire, never will, never have. This
contains slash(m/m relations) Don't like it? TOUGH COOKIES!!! This is just
an interior monologue don't by Lanny. This contains Matt/Melina and one-
sided Lanny/Matt
But, I Make No Sound by: TasChiBandGirl
I've been friends with him for quite some time. Everything he does, everything he says, just anything. It's a disease, this love I have for him. I'm not sure exactly why I'm thinking about him like this, it's not supposed to be this way. I'm supposed to be his friend, his moral support, his life line when life gets too stressful. I'm in that mold, destined to be there, for all of time. I want to tell him everything on my mind. I want to tell him everything I feel. I just want him, in general.
But, I make no sound....
Melina. That's her name. The one whom has captured the heart of my beloved. The one who will always be in his name. The one, whom he's blindly in love with. She says she means forever, she says she loves him too. She says a lot of things, but doesn't mean them. I've seen her around with other guys. It's a funny thing, high school. It seems to give people like her more chances to be satisfied, regardless of the consequences. I want to tell him what she does. I want to tell him who she's been with. I want to warn him what she's doing.
But, I make no sound...
Here I am, standing still, unable to open up. He's the only one who I tell my secrets to. The only one who ever even gave me a chance. The one who has been with me through thick and thin. I want to thank him for his support through this thing called life. I want to hug him to ease this pain. I want him to want me back. I want all of this confusion to be settled, I want to just pick up the phone and tell him.
But, I make no sound....
It's been a while now since I realized it. Longer since I've met him. But, what would he think of me if I tell him. Will he stick by me? Will I lose him forever as a friend? Will, even if it can happen, feel the same? If it came right down to it, I'd rather has him as a friend than lose him forever. So, here I am right now, in this downward spiral to nothingness. I want to tell him all this pain I'm suffering. I want to say something to him about my love. Just to tell him all I want in life, is him and him only.
But, I make no sound...
And I don't know if I ever will.
Opinions? Please feel free to review, it'd make me a happy person :)
But, I Make No Sound by: TasChiBandGirl
I've been friends with him for quite some time. Everything he does, everything he says, just anything. It's a disease, this love I have for him. I'm not sure exactly why I'm thinking about him like this, it's not supposed to be this way. I'm supposed to be his friend, his moral support, his life line when life gets too stressful. I'm in that mold, destined to be there, for all of time. I want to tell him everything on my mind. I want to tell him everything I feel. I just want him, in general.
But, I make no sound....
Melina. That's her name. The one whom has captured the heart of my beloved. The one who will always be in his name. The one, whom he's blindly in love with. She says she means forever, she says she loves him too. She says a lot of things, but doesn't mean them. I've seen her around with other guys. It's a funny thing, high school. It seems to give people like her more chances to be satisfied, regardless of the consequences. I want to tell him what she does. I want to tell him who she's been with. I want to warn him what she's doing.
But, I make no sound...
Here I am, standing still, unable to open up. He's the only one who I tell my secrets to. The only one who ever even gave me a chance. The one who has been with me through thick and thin. I want to thank him for his support through this thing called life. I want to hug him to ease this pain. I want him to want me back. I want all of this confusion to be settled, I want to just pick up the phone and tell him.
But, I make no sound....
It's been a while now since I realized it. Longer since I've met him. But, what would he think of me if I tell him. Will he stick by me? Will I lose him forever as a friend? Will, even if it can happen, feel the same? If it came right down to it, I'd rather has him as a friend than lose him forever. So, here I am right now, in this downward spiral to nothingness. I want to tell him all this pain I'm suffering. I want to say something to him about my love. Just to tell him all I want in life, is him and him only.
But, I make no sound...
And I don't know if I ever will.
Opinions? Please feel free to review, it'd make me a happy person :)