"It's not your fault Benji is attracted to you. If she is a friend, she will understand", Sam
said pulling into my driveway. "See, ya tomorrow kid". I opened the door getting ready to
get out. "And Sam?", I questioned.
She looked at me. "Thanks. For you know, getting me and Nik those tickets and letting us
meet the guys. I felt like family around them", I replied. "Hey you're welcome, but this is
just the beginning of your ride".
I got out and walked inside. I hope Sam was right about if Nikole was a friend, she would
understand. I usually liked preppy guys, but something, about Benji, attracted me to him.
I don't know what it was, but it was something. Maybe it was the fact he doesn't care what
anyone thinks about him, he just does it. Or his presence on stage? I got out of my
clothes, and changed into my PJ's.
I got online to check my e-mail. My AIM window popped up. I got an accept message. I
didn't recognize the screen name, but I figured,'what the hell?' and accepted it anyways.
BeNJaY BoY: Hey
ALL i WaNT is YoU: Hey, whose this?
BeNJaY BoY: Benji. =) Ya know, from Good Charlotte. I got your s/n from Sam. It was nice
meeting you tonight. You're a cool chick. ;)
ALL i WaNT is YoU: Aww, thanks. Lol. You guys had an amazing show.
BeNJaY: Hey, sorry to cut it short, Joel wants on for a while to check his e-mail. Are you
coming to the signing tomorrow?
ALL i WaNT is YoU: Yep. So I guess I'll cya then?
BeNJaY BoY: Yeah. Count on it. ;)
BeNJaY BoY signed off at 10:38 p.m.
I closed out my AIM window, finished checking my bit of e-mail and then put my away
message back up. After I did all of that, I headed off to bed. "Please, let this be all real", I
said outloud. Moments later I drifted off to sleep.
"Laura, how could you do this to me? I liked Benji", Nikole fumed.
"Nikole. How was I supposed to know? You acted all goofy around Joel. I thought you liked
him", I yelled back.
"You're my friend. Of course I'm not gonna come out and say, "Yeah, you got me. I
loooove Benji", she said sarcastically.
I couldn't take anymore of her lip, so I jumped on her, and start smacking her.
Moments later I woke up.
"It was only a dream. Only a dream", I kept repeating to myself. "But what if it becomes
reality? I can't lose my best friend over... Benji", I thought. When I woke up in the
morning, I told Sam about my dream. She told me to ignore it, and that it was nothing.
How could I? It would be racked inside my brain all day long.
said pulling into my driveway. "See, ya tomorrow kid". I opened the door getting ready to
get out. "And Sam?", I questioned.
She looked at me. "Thanks. For you know, getting me and Nik those tickets and letting us
meet the guys. I felt like family around them", I replied. "Hey you're welcome, but this is
just the beginning of your ride".
I got out and walked inside. I hope Sam was right about if Nikole was a friend, she would
understand. I usually liked preppy guys, but something, about Benji, attracted me to him.
I don't know what it was, but it was something. Maybe it was the fact he doesn't care what
anyone thinks about him, he just does it. Or his presence on stage? I got out of my
clothes, and changed into my PJ's.
I got online to check my e-mail. My AIM window popped up. I got an accept message. I
didn't recognize the screen name, but I figured,'what the hell?' and accepted it anyways.
BeNJaY BoY: Hey
ALL i WaNT is YoU: Hey, whose this?
BeNJaY BoY: Benji. =) Ya know, from Good Charlotte. I got your s/n from Sam. It was nice
meeting you tonight. You're a cool chick. ;)
ALL i WaNT is YoU: Aww, thanks. Lol. You guys had an amazing show.
BeNJaY: Hey, sorry to cut it short, Joel wants on for a while to check his e-mail. Are you
coming to the signing tomorrow?
ALL i WaNT is YoU: Yep. So I guess I'll cya then?
BeNJaY BoY: Yeah. Count on it. ;)
BeNJaY BoY signed off at 10:38 p.m.
I closed out my AIM window, finished checking my bit of e-mail and then put my away
message back up. After I did all of that, I headed off to bed. "Please, let this be all real", I
said outloud. Moments later I drifted off to sleep.
"Laura, how could you do this to me? I liked Benji", Nikole fumed.
"Nikole. How was I supposed to know? You acted all goofy around Joel. I thought you liked
him", I yelled back.
"You're my friend. Of course I'm not gonna come out and say, "Yeah, you got me. I
loooove Benji", she said sarcastically.
I couldn't take anymore of her lip, so I jumped on her, and start smacking her.
Moments later I woke up.
"It was only a dream. Only a dream", I kept repeating to myself. "But what if it becomes
reality? I can't lose my best friend over... Benji", I thought. When I woke up in the
morning, I told Sam about my dream. She told me to ignore it, and that it was nothing.
How could I? It would be racked inside my brain all day long.