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Notes: Takes place before and after Sirius runs into Snape. Sirius POV
Chapter 3-
Moony seems to be glowing. I can't believe him! Going and fucking that...that ferret! How long has this been going on?! Does he even realise how disgusting that is? Its betrayal! Remus glances towards me, a sudden look of panic flitting across that usually composed face. Oh, I do know Remmy-dear. Prongs and Wormtail aren't paying attention to us. James is chatting with his girlfriend and Peter's jesting with them. Remus pulls me by the arm towards a deserted end of the Great Hall. "What do you know?" he asks, practically hissing.
"I know your fucking Malfoy." What? Being crude is my trademark. Sirius Black says any and everything on his mind. Tsk, my one fault that keeps me from perfection. Yeah right. "Is he good? That why your with him? It must be or why else would you sink so....low?"
Remus bristles with anger Seriously, his hair is sticking up. That a side effect from the moon? I think the full moons only a few days from now. and glares at me before erasing it into complete sorrow. I actually feel kind of bad for being so abrupt with him. He sighs, hands in his arms. "Siri, there are things between me and Lucius that....that are just so wonderful. The sex is great but so are our feelings. We didnt plan on this happening, it was spur of the moment. Siri, I love him."
LOVE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I screech in my mind. He can't be serious! Malfoys' dont love. They lust. "And how does he feel?"
"He loves me too."
"Are you insane Remus!" I yell. Hey, we all know that restraint is not my speciality. Damn, another notch off of my perfection. The students near us (Hufflepuff, I believe) give us wierd stares. I glare my best glowwer and they all turn around. I get control of my erratic emotions. Remus looks crushed. "I over-reacted. I'm sorry. I just dont hold love and Lucius Malfoy synomous."
"..I understand Padfoot." He smiles at me and I immediately loose my anger. He's happy. Thats all that matters. But still...MALFOY? Oh well. Its his business. I'm kind of hurt he didn't tell me earlier. "So your not mad at me?"
"Of course not, Moony." I clap him on his shoulder, bringing him into a hug. I bet Malfoy's pitching a fit over this. He can get over it. Humph. "Are you going to tell James and Peter?" He shrugs. "I think you should. That way you can used James Invisibility Cloak for some late night shagging." I laugh as he turns several interesting shades of red. "So, is he good?" I ask in my most serious voice.
He sputters, spitting the pumpking juice onto the table. When he regains his bearings, he smiles beningly at me. "As a matter of fact, he's wonderful. There are things he does that only one could imagine." Remus winks at me cheekily. Since when did he grow up? I feel like crying. My little Moony has become a man. Hmm, I wonder....
"Remms, do you have any idea who could have sent that letter?"
He looks thoughtful, finger tapping his chin. "It wasn't me or Lucius. I know it wasn't him because he's a much better romancer." I'll pretend I didn't hear that. "I couldn't have because you would kill me. Thats two down. Not much help, huh?" he says, face betraying the compassion and warmth. Remus personifies kindness. You know, it should have been us to fall in love. We're perfect for each other. I mean, I'm perfect for everybody but me and Remus seem to just belong together. Ah, no point wishing for it. I dont feel anything but brotherly love for him. "Actually, it couldn't be anyone from your fanclub. They only want to have sex with you."
"Yeah, thats what gets me. Why would someone go to all of that trouble to just tell me they love me and not give me their name? I wonder if their ashamed?" I gasp. "You dont think its James?!"
"Oh get your head out of your ass Padfoot. James loves you, you dont need to get some letter." I calm myself and idly jab a piece of sausage with a knife. "It wouldn't be Peter." He clicks his tongue, an annoying habit of his I can barely tolerate. "Flint?"
"No, not Flint. He only likes to shag." Remus grimaces. "Its a much better image than seeing you and Malfoy."
"HEY! I resent that." He pouts. He is undeniably cute. "Siri, who haven't you screwed in this school?"
"I'm not a whore and for your information, I've only shagged four people." Remus's brows arch. "Flint, James, Davies, and that Seeker for Durmstrang, whats-his-name, Krum."
"Wow.... I always thought you had sex with everyone. I was wrong." Remus shakes his head, bewildered. Is it that hard to believe I'm not a slut!? Gee, where'd those rumors start? Oh yeah, Davies. Stupid git. "I'm glad that your not....a whore." He grins, squeezing my shoulders in a death grip. By looking at the boy, you'd never guess he was strong. Its that werewolf strength. "I need to talk to the headmaster about...certain things. I'll see you in Double Potions and uh...thanks for not being a prat over the whole Lucius thing."
I watch him leave before rising to my feet. I'd never be an ass to Remus; he's my best friend. I spot James who winks in my direction. Code language for: lets meet at our spot in five minutes. We have spot. Why do you ask? Because Jamesy likes to snog sometimes. Poor boy is confused. I wonder if he's shagged Lily? For some reason, I doubt it. Call it intuition. As I turn the corner, I immediately slam into someone short. I glance down and see Snape. I'm not in the mood for him. "Watch where your going," I mumble. Maybe if I play the submissioner, he'll leave me alone.
"Run out of clever insults, Black?" Why is he such a prat?! He probably gets off on getting a rile out of me.
"Fuck off Snape," I snarl and push past him. Stupid fucker. He always starts with me! Why doesnt he ever fuck around with James? WHY ME?! Hey.....why the hell do I even care? Its not as if I dont fluff his feathers just as me as he does mine. I walk towards an abandoned classroom; one of the ancient ones that are never used. I think someone was killed in it.
James pulls me inside and uses a locking AND silencing charm on the door. What does he got on his mind? He sits on one of the tables and makes me sink beside him. "Paddy, I was thinking about that Valentine and, well, Lily told me what she wanted." He's shuffling his feet. Not a good sign. "She wants....wants us to have sex."
"Thats bad, how?"
"I dont want to."
"Okay James, your making no sense. Its not as if your a virgin. You've shagged me. I've shagged you. See, nothing to feel queasy about." What is his problem?!
"But.....she's a girl.."
I facefault. He cannot be serious. He's nervous because she has extra parts and not a penis? Um, strange. I sigh. "What are you going to do? Have you told her your not ready?"
"Not yet but what if I'm never able to get over this?"
"You will Jamesy."
"Sirius, could you...well, make love to me?" My jaw drops. Make love? We've never called it make love, except for the first time. Usually, their desperate, pity fucks. James lets his face drop. "I shouldn't have asked. I know that Lily loves me but I know you love me more. I just want to be reassured that I'll always have you. I guess I had better be le-" I silence whatever else he was going to say with a kiss.
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Use your imagination for that last part. ^_~
Next chapter: Sirius/Severus have a chance meeting during the library at lunch, told in Severus' POV and then in Sirius'. Dont you just like knowing what they all think? O.o
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Notes: Takes place before and after Sirius runs into Snape. Sirius POV
Chapter 3-
Moony seems to be glowing. I can't believe him! Going and fucking that...that ferret! How long has this been going on?! Does he even realise how disgusting that is? Its betrayal! Remus glances towards me, a sudden look of panic flitting across that usually composed face. Oh, I do know Remmy-dear. Prongs and Wormtail aren't paying attention to us. James is chatting with his girlfriend and Peter's jesting with them. Remus pulls me by the arm towards a deserted end of the Great Hall. "What do you know?" he asks, practically hissing.
"I know your fucking Malfoy." What? Being crude is my trademark. Sirius Black says any and everything on his mind. Tsk, my one fault that keeps me from perfection. Yeah right. "Is he good? That why your with him? It must be or why else would you sink so....low?"
Remus bristles with anger Seriously, his hair is sticking up. That a side effect from the moon? I think the full moons only a few days from now. and glares at me before erasing it into complete sorrow. I actually feel kind of bad for being so abrupt with him. He sighs, hands in his arms. "Siri, there are things between me and Lucius that....that are just so wonderful. The sex is great but so are our feelings. We didnt plan on this happening, it was spur of the moment. Siri, I love him."
LOVE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I screech in my mind. He can't be serious! Malfoys' dont love. They lust. "And how does he feel?"
"He loves me too."
"Are you insane Remus!" I yell. Hey, we all know that restraint is not my speciality. Damn, another notch off of my perfection. The students near us (Hufflepuff, I believe) give us wierd stares. I glare my best glowwer and they all turn around. I get control of my erratic emotions. Remus looks crushed. "I over-reacted. I'm sorry. I just dont hold love and Lucius Malfoy synomous."
"..I understand Padfoot." He smiles at me and I immediately loose my anger. He's happy. Thats all that matters. But still...MALFOY? Oh well. Its his business. I'm kind of hurt he didn't tell me earlier. "So your not mad at me?"
"Of course not, Moony." I clap him on his shoulder, bringing him into a hug. I bet Malfoy's pitching a fit over this. He can get over it. Humph. "Are you going to tell James and Peter?" He shrugs. "I think you should. That way you can used James Invisibility Cloak for some late night shagging." I laugh as he turns several interesting shades of red. "So, is he good?" I ask in my most serious voice.
He sputters, spitting the pumpking juice onto the table. When he regains his bearings, he smiles beningly at me. "As a matter of fact, he's wonderful. There are things he does that only one could imagine." Remus winks at me cheekily. Since when did he grow up? I feel like crying. My little Moony has become a man. Hmm, I wonder....
"Remms, do you have any idea who could have sent that letter?"
He looks thoughtful, finger tapping his chin. "It wasn't me or Lucius. I know it wasn't him because he's a much better romancer." I'll pretend I didn't hear that. "I couldn't have because you would kill me. Thats two down. Not much help, huh?" he says, face betraying the compassion and warmth. Remus personifies kindness. You know, it should have been us to fall in love. We're perfect for each other. I mean, I'm perfect for everybody but me and Remus seem to just belong together. Ah, no point wishing for it. I dont feel anything but brotherly love for him. "Actually, it couldn't be anyone from your fanclub. They only want to have sex with you."
"Yeah, thats what gets me. Why would someone go to all of that trouble to just tell me they love me and not give me their name? I wonder if their ashamed?" I gasp. "You dont think its James?!"
"Oh get your head out of your ass Padfoot. James loves you, you dont need to get some letter." I calm myself and idly jab a piece of sausage with a knife. "It wouldn't be Peter." He clicks his tongue, an annoying habit of his I can barely tolerate. "Flint?"
"No, not Flint. He only likes to shag." Remus grimaces. "Its a much better image than seeing you and Malfoy."
"HEY! I resent that." He pouts. He is undeniably cute. "Siri, who haven't you screwed in this school?"
"I'm not a whore and for your information, I've only shagged four people." Remus's brows arch. "Flint, James, Davies, and that Seeker for Durmstrang, whats-his-name, Krum."
"Wow.... I always thought you had sex with everyone. I was wrong." Remus shakes his head, bewildered. Is it that hard to believe I'm not a slut!? Gee, where'd those rumors start? Oh yeah, Davies. Stupid git. "I'm glad that your not....a whore." He grins, squeezing my shoulders in a death grip. By looking at the boy, you'd never guess he was strong. Its that werewolf strength. "I need to talk to the headmaster about...certain things. I'll see you in Double Potions and uh...thanks for not being a prat over the whole Lucius thing."
I watch him leave before rising to my feet. I'd never be an ass to Remus; he's my best friend. I spot James who winks in my direction. Code language for: lets meet at our spot in five minutes. We have spot. Why do you ask? Because Jamesy likes to snog sometimes. Poor boy is confused. I wonder if he's shagged Lily? For some reason, I doubt it. Call it intuition. As I turn the corner, I immediately slam into someone short. I glance down and see Snape. I'm not in the mood for him. "Watch where your going," I mumble. Maybe if I play the submissioner, he'll leave me alone.
"Run out of clever insults, Black?" Why is he such a prat?! He probably gets off on getting a rile out of me.
"Fuck off Snape," I snarl and push past him. Stupid fucker. He always starts with me! Why doesnt he ever fuck around with James? WHY ME?! Hey.....why the hell do I even care? Its not as if I dont fluff his feathers just as me as he does mine. I walk towards an abandoned classroom; one of the ancient ones that are never used. I think someone was killed in it.
James pulls me inside and uses a locking AND silencing charm on the door. What does he got on his mind? He sits on one of the tables and makes me sink beside him. "Paddy, I was thinking about that Valentine and, well, Lily told me what she wanted." He's shuffling his feet. Not a good sign. "She wants....wants us to have sex."
"Thats bad, how?"
"I dont want to."
"Okay James, your making no sense. Its not as if your a virgin. You've shagged me. I've shagged you. See, nothing to feel queasy about." What is his problem?!
"But.....she's a girl.."
I facefault. He cannot be serious. He's nervous because she has extra parts and not a penis? Um, strange. I sigh. "What are you going to do? Have you told her your not ready?"
"Not yet but what if I'm never able to get over this?"
"You will Jamesy."
"Sirius, could you...well, make love to me?" My jaw drops. Make love? We've never called it make love, except for the first time. Usually, their desperate, pity fucks. James lets his face drop. "I shouldn't have asked. I know that Lily loves me but I know you love me more. I just want to be reassured that I'll always have you. I guess I had better be le-" I silence whatever else he was going to say with a kiss.
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Use your imagination for that last part. ^_~
Next chapter: Sirius/Severus have a chance meeting during the library at lunch, told in Severus' POV and then in Sirius'. Dont you just like knowing what they all think? O.o
Thanks for reviewing!!!!!!!!!!!!! @_@