Everything we never knew
Hey ok this time I going to try to space it better sry about the big long paragraph I'm going to try to space it better this my first fic so your reviews help me a lot
Disclaimer I don't own Buffy bla bla bla joss Wheaton does bla bla bla
On with the story
"Honey what happened let me see your face." Joyce Summers was trying to look at Buffy's bruised face. " Mom ..mom stop it look at the road will ya." "Buffy what happened and who gave you that sweat shirt you did not have it when u left." *-- going to have to thank him again for the sweat shirt if mom is flipping now guess long sleeve shirts are going to be a big part of my wardrobe for a while --* "Well."
"Sorry mom just dazed look we were all playing pool and a fight started and I got pushed in the middle by some loser rooting them on." *-- Ok that was a lame excuse but im running out im mean I cant tell the truth o yea mom Angel beats me up but he never hits me in the face so it's easy for an excuse and to cover up and the new kid who until 2 hours ago I thought was the biggest jerk ever saved me yep im sure mom will love that--* "Buffy hey."
"Sorry I dazed again I was just thinking about something." "Ok but you still never said where you got the sweat shirt ,and who's house was that." oh the house it is a new friend of mine I did not want my friends to miss a night of Bronzing and he was going home anyways so he got me cleaned up and gave me the sweat shirt because his house was freezing."
" Ok sweetie but if you want to talk to me about something you can you can tell me anything." Buffy just nodded. *-- she is hiding something I can tell if this is the same new kid I heard about from school there is no way she would have just gone over there she would have called me.--* Joyce was getting worried this is not the first time she has had to explain bruises.
"Hey Buff what's u-shit Buffy what happened." Xander knew something was up she was always coming in with a new bruise after she saw Angel but never on the face.--* Shit shit shit shit shit what am I going to oh no willow no more prying gggrrr why cant I have friends that don't care.--* "Hey Wills what's up." "Nothing Buffy Ho---- Oh my god who did that to you."
"Yea Buff come on who did that it was Angel wasn't it I knew it u always have a bruise or two when you see him." Xander was pissed he knew Angel was bad news from the moment he saw him. " Um Buffy I have to side with Xander on this one you always end up with a bruise or a cut after he visits Buffy don't let him do that--." Buffy cut her off. " Hey look Oz hey Oz what's up and Spike hey Owww ." Xander grabbed her right where she hit the wall last night. " Buffy don't - sorry but hey why did it hurt when I grabbed you I didn't grab you that hard let me see."
"Hey what's going on." Oz was very confused. Spike just stared kind of feeling sorry for her he knew she should tell them but how easy is for a girl to tell her friends that her bf is beating her. "Xander stop Xander oowww stop." But he got the sleeve up far enough that he saw the big scrape and bruise. " Shit Buff what happened come on were your friends you don't need to hide anything from us." "Wait Oz you said Spike called and said Buffy went home with Angel and that he was going home." She turned to Spike. "You know something."
"Um...." Spike wanted to say something but he did not want to tell them if someone was then it had to be her. He looked at Buffy pleadingly "Guy's chill your right Angel hit me Spike got him to leave and helped me get cleaned up so my mom would not freak ok. Here thanks." She handed Spike the sweatshirt.
"Um no problem." Buffy looked so beaten but not just on the outside her spirit was gone they had started to notice it when Angel came back from college for the first time. "Buffy how long." Willow already knew she noticed how different Buffy had acted she was more moody depressed more often then most teenage girls should be." "Loo- DING-Bell." She started to walk off with Spike and Willow following. "Your not off the hook Buff." Xander said as she walked away.
Buffy had been hiding in the library during lunch she was not in the mood to hear it. She just wanted to crawl in a hole she was so ashamed she let Angel hit her from time to time like it was expected she never use to be like this she never would have let a guy do this to her but she loved Angel an did not want to lose him she was always like this with him and she knew there was only one reason she was with him and it was sex.
He wanted it and she would not give he liked virgins. Liked taking it away from them and Buffy thought if she kept saying no then maybe he would love and respect her and get to know her instead of just wanting to take her virginity but it did not work like that every time she said no he hit her something she did not ever think would happen girls had had there verbal assaults from him but she never heard of him hitting anyone she just guessed most girls gave it up before it got to that point. She hated the person she was she use to like who she was bit Angel took all her self respect away she had to get her life back starting with talking to her friends then her mom but her mom scared her more then Angel did .DING. Starting after school.
"Ok Buff you hid from us at lunch school's over time to spill." "Xander" Willow elbowed him. "What Xander was trying to say was that we are hear for you and we really want you to talk to us we don't like you keeping things. "Look guys ill talk to you but not here." "Hey Buffy do you want us to leave Oz gestured to Spike and him.
"No its ok Oz you're my friend to and I think spike deserves an explanation to what happened and why I was such a bitch in homeroom. They all just nodded and started to walk then did not even know where they were going but they ended up at the park. There were a couple benches around each other so they all sat down and waited. " Look guys im sorry I didn't tell you I was just scared . I was ashamed of myself for letting him hurt me but it stops now im not going to see him anymore and if he dint get the hint last night tough shit. He's probably cheating on me anyways.
Sorry I have been such a bitch lately to I was just mad at the world I just pushed everyone away. When he come home the first time that is when it started and then my dad cheated on my mom and everything got all messed up." She was trying not to cry but the tears had started to fall. " Buffy it's ok don't worry you don't have to worry about him anymore and if he comes back ill kick his ass." Willow hugged her friend. Buffy managed a weak smile.
"You guys I don't want you to treat me different don't feel sorry for me that will just make things worse I need to get my life back so just act like nothing has changed and if I need to talk then ill call." "Ok Buff Im just glad you finally told us." Xander have her a short hug to. "Oh and Spike sorry for acting like a bitch im not usually like that." Spike just nodded. "Now for the hard part." "What." Asked Willow. "Mom" Buffy said putting her face in her hands with a groan.
Ok that's it I will have the next one out soon just review it please it really helps
Hey ok this time I going to try to space it better sry about the big long paragraph I'm going to try to space it better this my first fic so your reviews help me a lot
Disclaimer I don't own Buffy bla bla bla joss Wheaton does bla bla bla
On with the story
"Honey what happened let me see your face." Joyce Summers was trying to look at Buffy's bruised face. " Mom ..mom stop it look at the road will ya." "Buffy what happened and who gave you that sweat shirt you did not have it when u left." *-- going to have to thank him again for the sweat shirt if mom is flipping now guess long sleeve shirts are going to be a big part of my wardrobe for a while --* "Well."
"Sorry mom just dazed look we were all playing pool and a fight started and I got pushed in the middle by some loser rooting them on." *-- Ok that was a lame excuse but im running out im mean I cant tell the truth o yea mom Angel beats me up but he never hits me in the face so it's easy for an excuse and to cover up and the new kid who until 2 hours ago I thought was the biggest jerk ever saved me yep im sure mom will love that--* "Buffy hey."
"Sorry I dazed again I was just thinking about something." "Ok but you still never said where you got the sweat shirt ,and who's house was that." oh the house it is a new friend of mine I did not want my friends to miss a night of Bronzing and he was going home anyways so he got me cleaned up and gave me the sweat shirt because his house was freezing."
" Ok sweetie but if you want to talk to me about something you can you can tell me anything." Buffy just nodded. *-- she is hiding something I can tell if this is the same new kid I heard about from school there is no way she would have just gone over there she would have called me.--* Joyce was getting worried this is not the first time she has had to explain bruises.
"Hey Buff what's u-shit Buffy what happened." Xander knew something was up she was always coming in with a new bruise after she saw Angel but never on the face.--* Shit shit shit shit shit what am I going to oh no willow no more prying gggrrr why cant I have friends that don't care.--* "Hey Wills what's up." "Nothing Buffy Ho---- Oh my god who did that to you."
"Yea Buff come on who did that it was Angel wasn't it I knew it u always have a bruise or two when you see him." Xander was pissed he knew Angel was bad news from the moment he saw him. " Um Buffy I have to side with Xander on this one you always end up with a bruise or a cut after he visits Buffy don't let him do that--." Buffy cut her off. " Hey look Oz hey Oz what's up and Spike hey Owww ." Xander grabbed her right where she hit the wall last night. " Buffy don't - sorry but hey why did it hurt when I grabbed you I didn't grab you that hard let me see."
"Hey what's going on." Oz was very confused. Spike just stared kind of feeling sorry for her he knew she should tell them but how easy is for a girl to tell her friends that her bf is beating her. "Xander stop Xander oowww stop." But he got the sleeve up far enough that he saw the big scrape and bruise. " Shit Buff what happened come on were your friends you don't need to hide anything from us." "Wait Oz you said Spike called and said Buffy went home with Angel and that he was going home." She turned to Spike. "You know something."
"Um...." Spike wanted to say something but he did not want to tell them if someone was then it had to be her. He looked at Buffy pleadingly "Guy's chill your right Angel hit me Spike got him to leave and helped me get cleaned up so my mom would not freak ok. Here thanks." She handed Spike the sweatshirt.
"Um no problem." Buffy looked so beaten but not just on the outside her spirit was gone they had started to notice it when Angel came back from college for the first time. "Buffy how long." Willow already knew she noticed how different Buffy had acted she was more moody depressed more often then most teenage girls should be." "Loo- DING-Bell." She started to walk off with Spike and Willow following. "Your not off the hook Buff." Xander said as she walked away.
Buffy had been hiding in the library during lunch she was not in the mood to hear it. She just wanted to crawl in a hole she was so ashamed she let Angel hit her from time to time like it was expected she never use to be like this she never would have let a guy do this to her but she loved Angel an did not want to lose him she was always like this with him and she knew there was only one reason she was with him and it was sex.
He wanted it and she would not give he liked virgins. Liked taking it away from them and Buffy thought if she kept saying no then maybe he would love and respect her and get to know her instead of just wanting to take her virginity but it did not work like that every time she said no he hit her something she did not ever think would happen girls had had there verbal assaults from him but she never heard of him hitting anyone she just guessed most girls gave it up before it got to that point. She hated the person she was she use to like who she was bit Angel took all her self respect away she had to get her life back starting with talking to her friends then her mom but her mom scared her more then Angel did .DING. Starting after school.
"Ok Buff you hid from us at lunch school's over time to spill." "Xander" Willow elbowed him. "What Xander was trying to say was that we are hear for you and we really want you to talk to us we don't like you keeping things. "Look guys ill talk to you but not here." "Hey Buffy do you want us to leave Oz gestured to Spike and him.
"No its ok Oz you're my friend to and I think spike deserves an explanation to what happened and why I was such a bitch in homeroom. They all just nodded and started to walk then did not even know where they were going but they ended up at the park. There were a couple benches around each other so they all sat down and waited. " Look guys im sorry I didn't tell you I was just scared . I was ashamed of myself for letting him hurt me but it stops now im not going to see him anymore and if he dint get the hint last night tough shit. He's probably cheating on me anyways.
Sorry I have been such a bitch lately to I was just mad at the world I just pushed everyone away. When he come home the first time that is when it started and then my dad cheated on my mom and everything got all messed up." She was trying not to cry but the tears had started to fall. " Buffy it's ok don't worry you don't have to worry about him anymore and if he comes back ill kick his ass." Willow hugged her friend. Buffy managed a weak smile.
"You guys I don't want you to treat me different don't feel sorry for me that will just make things worse I need to get my life back so just act like nothing has changed and if I need to talk then ill call." "Ok Buff Im just glad you finally told us." Xander have her a short hug to. "Oh and Spike sorry for acting like a bitch im not usually like that." Spike just nodded. "Now for the hard part." "What." Asked Willow. "Mom" Buffy said putting her face in her hands with a groan.
Ok that's it I will have the next one out soon just review it please it really helps