Chapter 4
The porch
Disclaimer I don't own Buffy yadda yadda yadda Joss Wheaton does
Ok I tried to fix the paragraphs but I'm having problems so the chapters from now on will be spaced ok thanks for the reviews keep them coming
*-- thoughts ~~~*~~~ dreams
On with the story
Buffy was out on the porch. After the third everyone was passed out and she wanted time to think. *-- My god I have to get my life together forget about Angel. Oh yep that wont be hard he was my first love but ya know no biggie. Who am I kidding I thought he loved me.
He said we would always be together and that I would be safe with him and that he would protect me. More like I needed protecting from him.--* Silent tears started rolling down her cheeks
*-- I should have left when he first hit me. That stupid coward how could he hit me. What kind of guy hits his girlfriend? The one he is suppose to love. Love what the hell does that mean? I always I thought I knew.
I thought it was him.--* Now she was crying louder she was trying to hold it in she did not ant anyone to see her cry she was a strong person and Angel took it away.
Mean while Spike woke up *-- Damn I need a smoke--* he looked around and saw everyone but Buffy *-- I wonder ... Well it is her house she could have went upstairs and slept--*.
As he got closer to the door he could hear the sobs. He opened the door slowly and looked out side and there she was crying on the porch. He closed the door, and walked over. "Buffy?" She was to caught up in her own thoughts *-- He was such a fuckin sicko.--*
"Buffy?" he put his hand on her shoulder. She spun her hand around and made contact with his nose. "Bloody hell." She turned around. "Oh my god I'm so sorry I didn't know it was you hey wait what are you doing sneaking up behind people at midnight?"
"Well I was coming out here do have a damn cigarette damn, and this ex of your hit you shit I would be afraid of you." He said still clutching his nose he had never met a girl that could hit that hard and she was a small girl to. "Come on I didn't hit you that"--- He showed her his bloody nose.
"Oh sorry don't know my own strength." She gave him her best smile and he could not help but not be mad in the whole time he had seen her she had not smiled.
When the bleeding finally stopped he sat down next to her. "So what's wrong?" She just looked at him. "Nothing." "Come on I heard you crying what's the matter look I know that I don't know you very well but I can help if you let me."
She really wanted to talk to him and she knew she could trust him in her heart but her head was saying, no men don't trust men look what happened last time. "It's Angel" Heart wins again.
" Its just everything he screwed me up im nothing like this ya know you know that hit I gave you that's me I really am a strong person seems like men mess me up every wear." "How's that luv." "My dad left us all for another women and I guess my mom said he beat her to I guess it runs in the family.
Maybe I should just become a nun." Buffy said with a smile on her face at the end. There is was again he couldn't resist. "No don't do that." Spike said trying really hard not to laugh. "Why what's the point" she stopped laughing "No one wants Angel's knock offs.
Most guys hate Angel so most girls have trouble finding a boyfriend that will want them after they have been with Angel." Said Buffy. Tears were starting to come down again. Spike reached up and wiped her tears away. She looked in his eyes. "I don't care who angel dumps and it doesn't make you look like less of a person to me."
He cupped her chin in his hand and leaned and there lips met and there was a shock of pure emotion going through them. Buffy hesitated at first then kissed him back. He licked her lips hoping for entrance she opened her mouth for him to enter and the kiss got more intense as Spike deepened the kiss.
Buffy pulled away. "Spike I." He put his finger to her mouth. "Buffy I'm not going to push you into anything but I can't hide my feelings I felt something the first time I saw you." "I felt the same thing." She leaned her head against his shoulder. And they stayed like that for the rest of the night just talking.
See finally spuffy lol hey and more spaces go me the next one will be out soon send your ideas and comments
Disclaimer I don't own Buffy yadda yadda yadda Joss Wheaton does
Ok I tried to fix the paragraphs but I'm having problems so the chapters from now on will be spaced ok thanks for the reviews keep them coming
*-- thoughts ~~~*~~~ dreams
On with the story
Buffy was out on the porch. After the third everyone was passed out and she wanted time to think. *-- My god I have to get my life together forget about Angel. Oh yep that wont be hard he was my first love but ya know no biggie. Who am I kidding I thought he loved me.
He said we would always be together and that I would be safe with him and that he would protect me. More like I needed protecting from him.--* Silent tears started rolling down her cheeks
*-- I should have left when he first hit me. That stupid coward how could he hit me. What kind of guy hits his girlfriend? The one he is suppose to love. Love what the hell does that mean? I always I thought I knew.
I thought it was him.--* Now she was crying louder she was trying to hold it in she did not ant anyone to see her cry she was a strong person and Angel took it away.
Mean while Spike woke up *-- Damn I need a smoke--* he looked around and saw everyone but Buffy *-- I wonder ... Well it is her house she could have went upstairs and slept--*.
As he got closer to the door he could hear the sobs. He opened the door slowly and looked out side and there she was crying on the porch. He closed the door, and walked over. "Buffy?" She was to caught up in her own thoughts *-- He was such a fuckin sicko.--*
"Buffy?" he put his hand on her shoulder. She spun her hand around and made contact with his nose. "Bloody hell." She turned around. "Oh my god I'm so sorry I didn't know it was you hey wait what are you doing sneaking up behind people at midnight?"
"Well I was coming out here do have a damn cigarette damn, and this ex of your hit you shit I would be afraid of you." He said still clutching his nose he had never met a girl that could hit that hard and she was a small girl to. "Come on I didn't hit you that"--- He showed her his bloody nose.
"Oh sorry don't know my own strength." She gave him her best smile and he could not help but not be mad in the whole time he had seen her she had not smiled.
When the bleeding finally stopped he sat down next to her. "So what's wrong?" She just looked at him. "Nothing." "Come on I heard you crying what's the matter look I know that I don't know you very well but I can help if you let me."
She really wanted to talk to him and she knew she could trust him in her heart but her head was saying, no men don't trust men look what happened last time. "It's Angel" Heart wins again.
" Its just everything he screwed me up im nothing like this ya know you know that hit I gave you that's me I really am a strong person seems like men mess me up every wear." "How's that luv." "My dad left us all for another women and I guess my mom said he beat her to I guess it runs in the family.
Maybe I should just become a nun." Buffy said with a smile on her face at the end. There is was again he couldn't resist. "No don't do that." Spike said trying really hard not to laugh. "Why what's the point" she stopped laughing "No one wants Angel's knock offs.
Most guys hate Angel so most girls have trouble finding a boyfriend that will want them after they have been with Angel." Said Buffy. Tears were starting to come down again. Spike reached up and wiped her tears away. She looked in his eyes. "I don't care who angel dumps and it doesn't make you look like less of a person to me."
He cupped her chin in his hand and leaned and there lips met and there was a shock of pure emotion going through them. Buffy hesitated at first then kissed him back. He licked her lips hoping for entrance she opened her mouth for him to enter and the kiss got more intense as Spike deepened the kiss.
Buffy pulled away. "Spike I." He put his finger to her mouth. "Buffy I'm not going to push you into anything but I can't hide my feelings I felt something the first time I saw you." "I felt the same thing." She leaned her head against his shoulder. And they stayed like that for the rest of the night just talking.
See finally spuffy lol hey and more spaces go me the next one will be out soon send your ideas and comments