Disclaimer- I don't own Buffy yadda yadda yadda the song I'll never break your heart is by the Backstreet Boys and the song breaking down is by mest On with the story

They pulled out and were on there way to LA. "Buffy we need to talk." Said Spike. "Yea what's up." She knew nothing good comes after "we need to talk". What are we I mean I know were friends but I need to know if we are ever going to be more. I like you Buffy and I care about you and I want to be with you."

"Spike.. I like you I do its just that I .." "What ?" Spike asked impatiently. "I'm scared I just met you I barley know you." "Buffy I think you more about me then my dad." "Ok so I know everything about you but still I don't know Angel hurt me I told you and I don't know if I can..look can't we just be friends right now."

"Bloody hell Buffy I'm not going to hurt you." "Can we just not talk about it." " Fine." Spike turned on the radio. There was some loud rock song on. Buffy changed it. He changed it back. She changed it back. "Fine I'm not going to fight about the sodden radio all the way to LA." She stared out the window as the song came on

Girl, I know you're hurting Right now you feel like You could never love again Now all I ask is for a chance To prove that I love you

Spike could not help but smile and shake his head out of all the songs. Buffy was on the verge of crying. She did care about Spike she was just she was just so scared Angel was the only guy she ever loved and look what it got her.

From the first day that I saw your smiling face Honey, I knew that we would be together forever Ooh and I asked you out, you said no But I found out Darling, that you'd been hurt You felt that you'd never love again I deserve a try, honey, just once Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong You walked in you were so quick to judge But honey, he's nothing like me

Spike had heard this song a couple of times but never until now really listened it was his problem it was like the song was written for them. By now Buffy had tears streaming down her face the song was there problem it was them.

I'll never break your heart I'll never make you cry I'd rather die, ten live without you I'll give you all of me Honey that's no lie I'll never break your heart I'll never make you cry I'd rather die, ten live without you I'll give you all of me Honey that's no lie

As time goes by you will get to know me A little more better Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby I know you are afraid to let Your feelings show (feelings show) And I understand But girl it's time to let go Girl it's time to let go(girl it's time to let go because)

I deserve a try honey, just once Give me chance and I'll prove this all wrong You walked in you were so quick to judge But honey he's nothing like me Darling, why can't you see

I'll never break your heart No way (no way)no how I'll make you cry Oh, need me Honey no way I'll do you right(no how) I say no how

I would never do that to you girl Ooh, just give me a chance To prove you how much I love you I would give you the world If you're my girl...

"Wow I have a new appreciation for that song how about you." Said Spike she didn't answer. "Hello earth to Buffy." She turned to look at him with tears coming down her face. She put her face in her hands and sobbed. "Buffy I'm sorry I didn't mean." "No it's not you well yea it is but every time I have heard that song since that night on the porch I cry." She wiped her eyes and managed a weak smile.

"Now how long does it take to get their again?" Asked Xander. Willow and Oz just looked at him he had asked that twice now. "I wonder how Spike and Buffy are doing." Said Willow. "Well we will find out in about 10 minutes at the rest stop." Said Oz the all just laughed.

"Hey we are going to stop ok." Oz said over the walkie talkie. They had decdied to bring walkie talkies so if someone had to stop they would know. "You hear that Buffy?" asked Spike. "Yep." They pulled into the stop to meet up with everyone.

"Ok guys we are one half through the trip woo hoo." Yelled Xander he hates car rides. Everyone just looked at him and shook their heads. Buffy and Willow went to the bathroom while the guys talked about the rest of the trip.

"So have you guys fought yet." Asked Willow. "Only about the radio but I won." Willow just smiled. When they were done they went out and met with the guys. "Ready ladies?" Asked Xander. They nodded and everyone got in there cars and got out on the road again.



Buffy decided to let spike listen to his station. Only because her station was only playing sad love songs. She actually kind of liked his music until one song in particular came on.

When we first met, it seemed so right

Me and you

We had it all, we had it made

What we had was true

But the years have passed, and we didn't last

The test of time

See you now and then, thought you were my friend

That was wrong this time



Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking



You've lost your sense of stability

Now that you're free

No memory of yesterday's

What you say to me

So you're so jaded but intoxicated

Is all you feel

And now I've learned that what we had

Was never real



Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking down

She's breaking down



The things you've done show you don't care

So I won't be there



Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

(Breaking down)

Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down

(Breaking down)

She's broken down

She's broken down

Buffy and Spike were cracking up. "I think someone is trying to tell us something." Said Spike. "Yea must be." The pressure from there talk was gone and it was a smooth ride to LA from there.