Kyaa! This is my first fic! lol, I'm a bad writer, so flame me if you want, I personally don't care.
I don't own CCS, Clamp does. If I did, then I wouldn't be sitting here typing away on some story that SUCKS!
Disclaimer:
Flame me, praise me, but don't sue me cuz I don't own anything, so there!
Okay, now on with the show! ^_^ Read & Review!
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Prelude - Love and Hate
Sakura Pov:
Alone...
The fear itself was deafing... but knowing that i lost him was worst. I never really expected this to happen to me, to us, being soulmates and all, but now... everything has changed.
What can I believe in when all my hopes and my dreams have already left me? Left me in a terrible reality where it was impossible to survive without a destination to work toward. Everything that had once supported me from falling was taken away from me. Oh, how much they resemble HIM! That person with no guilty concience in his mind!
I promised myself that i wouldn't think about it again, but every single time a lay down to rest, I see him smiling, always smiling, but not because I was there, but beacuse of her. it was so frusurating to know i couldn't make him happy like the way she could. She was perfect. Sweet, kind, beautiful, everything expected from a dream girl. I felt so unimportant and stupid, it made me sick.
Nothing can be the same again. He broke my heart into a thousand pieces and laughed; he ripped my loving spirit into nothing and he didn't even notice. I should have known from the very begining, but I was blinded by love.
Love...
That was the only thing that didn't leave...
and it refused to believe that he left me...
Love is worthless.
It caused me the pain I shouldn't have felt.
Nothing will be the same after he broke my heart 3 years ago...
Li Syaoran.
The man I hate and love.
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Next on Black and White: What happened then, and what's happening now?
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AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! What happened? I can't believe I wrote this. don't worry people, it'll turn out to be a S+S story in the end! I'll probably put some other couples in too, like Tomoyo and Eriol, but it depends. I promise to make the chapters longer, but I have finals coming up, so you guys will have to wait! Well, ja!
I don't own CCS, Clamp does. If I did, then I wouldn't be sitting here typing away on some story that SUCKS!
Disclaimer:
Flame me, praise me, but don't sue me cuz I don't own anything, so there!
Okay, now on with the show! ^_^ Read & Review!
-------------------------------------------------------------------
Prelude - Love and Hate
Sakura Pov:
Alone...
The fear itself was deafing... but knowing that i lost him was worst. I never really expected this to happen to me, to us, being soulmates and all, but now... everything has changed.
What can I believe in when all my hopes and my dreams have already left me? Left me in a terrible reality where it was impossible to survive without a destination to work toward. Everything that had once supported me from falling was taken away from me. Oh, how much they resemble HIM! That person with no guilty concience in his mind!
I promised myself that i wouldn't think about it again, but every single time a lay down to rest, I see him smiling, always smiling, but not because I was there, but beacuse of her. it was so frusurating to know i couldn't make him happy like the way she could. She was perfect. Sweet, kind, beautiful, everything expected from a dream girl. I felt so unimportant and stupid, it made me sick.
Nothing can be the same again. He broke my heart into a thousand pieces and laughed; he ripped my loving spirit into nothing and he didn't even notice. I should have known from the very begining, but I was blinded by love.
Love...
That was the only thing that didn't leave...
and it refused to believe that he left me...
Love is worthless.
It caused me the pain I shouldn't have felt.
Nothing will be the same after he broke my heart 3 years ago...
Li Syaoran.
The man I hate and love.
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Next on Black and White: What happened then, and what's happening now?
-------------------------------------------------------------------
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! What happened? I can't believe I wrote this. don't worry people, it'll turn out to be a S+S story in the end! I'll probably put some other couples in too, like Tomoyo and Eriol, but it depends. I promise to make the chapters longer, but I have finals coming up, so you guys will have to wait! Well, ja!