Hello- Here's the next chapter of this fic- I am really getting into the whole Gundam Wing series now- I had watched it before when it first came out- but only bits and piences, but then for Christmas a friend bought me the Endless Waltz movie and it got me looking back into the series. As of right now- Gundam Wing and 0083 are my fav gundam series.
I hope you all are enjoying this fic- I just was into writing and this idea came inot my head- I always thought Heero was cool. And he was just unloved. I felt sorry for the guy- well I feel sorry for all the GW guys- they all are very… messed up?… Interesting… Colorful?? I don't know how do describe them- they just all have problems :)
But hey- so do I! But that's what makes life more interesting ;)
Disclaimer: I don't own anything :) enjoy!
Ch2
It was getting late in the evening as Dou walked across the city. He carried a batch of fresh rice cakes Hilde had made. He was on his way to see how Heero was holding up. The last time they got together and talked, heero seemed troubled. Almost confused and weak. That was not the Heero he knew. So he decided to invite Heero to come and live with Hilde and him.
As he got to Heero's place he noticed no lights on. Heero was always home at this time.
'He must be meditating.' Duo thought as he entered. But what he found scared him. Heero's files that had always been neat and organized were strewn about, his chairs broken and his usual wall coverings ripped to shreds.
"Heero?" Dou called as he walked in further. He found the computer screen on and a knife in the keyboard. On the screen were the words 'Mission comp'.
"Mission? I thought Heero told that guy where to stick it." He said as he scratched his head. Then he noticed the red substance all over the floor and knife blade.
"What? Heero where are you buddy?" Duo followed the trail of blood to the bedroom where he found hero's body. A huge gash in his abdomen bleed freely. The blood was still warm, so the wound was fresh.
Dou quickly applied pressure to the wound. He was relieved to find heero still breathing and his heartbeat still going, shallow, but he was still alive.
Duo called the first number he could remember.
"Winner estate. Quatre speaking." Came a voice on the other line.
"Oh thank God! Quatre something's happened to heero- he's bleeding bad."
"Where is he?"
"I found him at his place- can you get here fast? He needs medical help and soon."
"No problem, I'll be over in a hurry." Quatre hung up. Dou kept holding the sheets to Heero's wound.
Within minutes Quatre and some drs came rushing in. The dr's took Heero out quickly and sped off.
"What happened Dou?" Quatre asked concerned seeing the blood and the mess.
"I don't know. I came over and this is what I found. He's never had his place in such a state."
"Well we better get to the hospital and see how he's doing." Quatre said. He and Dou exited the house and followed behind the medics in another car.
At the hospital Quatre and Dou contacted the rest of the group. Trowa, some of the presenters and even Wufei came as Heero was brought out of surgery a few hours later.
"How is he?" Quatre said as the doctor came out.
"What ever happened to him- if you didn't get him here when you did he would have died. But he's in a slight coma right now but he should recover."
"Thanks." Dou added. "Can we see him?"
"Yes, go right in." The doctor said as the group entered the room. The dr followed. "There is one thing more." The dr took off his glasses "The wound looks to be ….self-inflicted…"
"W-What!?" Quatre and Trowa said.
"You mean my buddy did this to himself?" Dou asked as Wufei stayed quiet.
"It was done in one swing- deep and dangerous… he'll need a lot of time to heal both physically and mentally…" The dr left after that.
"Heero tried to … kill himself?" Trowa said in disbelief. "I can't believe it."
"It makes sense though." Wufei spoke all of a sudden in a harsh tone. "I knew he was a coward- seeking an un-honorable death…"
"That's enough Wufei." Dou said.
"Yes you of all people should know how he feels." Quatre stated.
"But his computer was on and he was talking of accepting a mission- what if he didn't do this?" Dou asked.
All conversation stopped as they heard a gasp from the door. It was Relena.
"Oh Heero." She cried as she came to his side and grabbed his cold hand. "What happened to him? Who did this?" Relena asked as she looked up at the four men. Her eyes were full of tears.
"He.." Quatre started.
"We don't know- I found him injured like this when I stopped by his place." Duo said. He turned towards the guys. "Exnay on the suicides." He whispered to them. They all nodded.
"Heero? Heero can you hear me? Please wake up… come back to me Heero… this is all my fault… I left him all alone.. I had stupid papers and meetings to deal with and I left him alone." She cried.
"No relena, it's not your fault. We all left him- we were in so much of a hurry to get back to our normal lives that we forgot how much he sacrificed for all this…" Quatre said.
"Quatre's right. We are all to blame. We all forgot we had people waiting for us, but Heero.. He Didn't have anyone." Trowa said sadly.
"Hey guys why be so glum? Heero's going to be fine. He's a fighter and has been through worse." Duo said trying to cheer everyone up.
The night turned into morning but no one left.
"Once he's all cleared from t eh doctors I want to take him back to the Winner estate. Heero can recover there- you all are more than welcome t come and stay for a while if you want." Quatre offered.
"When will he wake up?" Relena asked sleepily.
"Maybe you should go home and get some sleep." Duo said. "We all could use come sleep." He looked around and saw the tired and worried faces of everyone.
"You guys go on. I want to stay a little longer." Relena said as she continued to stroke Heero's brown locks.
"well alright, but don't stay to much longer." Duo said as he and the guys left the room. Wufie was still mumbling something about a disgrace this and a un-honorable that, but no one noticed.
"Oh Heero… I'm so sorry. Don't worry. We'll find who did this to you." She told him. After just sitting in silence listening to his heart monitor. She broke down crying. "I'm sorry Heero. I should have been there. I…I." She was just about to confess her feelings fro him when he gave a faint painful moan. Relena just smiled and squeezed his hand. "I'll make it up to you.."
She was exhausted. Relena knew she loved Heero, but it wasn't until tonight that she realized everything else didn't matter to her without him there. She had tried to forget him and return to her normal life… but that call. The very idea of Heero dying stopped everything. He had given everything up because she asked him to and yet she left him to deal with the demons alone.
"Have you even left at all today?" Duo asked as he walked back into the room. Relena looked out the window and noticed it was late in the afternoon.
"Duo.."
"You really should get a breather. He'll be ok if you leave for a little while. I need to stop by Heero's place and pick up some things. So why don't you come out for a while, and get something to eat while I stop at Heero's?" He said as they walked.
"Can I come with you? I want to help."
"It's better you don't.": He said as they neared Heero's place. But she didn't listen. She followed him into the house. She wasn't expecting what she saw as she entered ahead of a protesting Duo.
"It's… usually not this messy." Duo said as he came in after her, and tried to pick up some stiff.
"What happened here?"
"I don't really know- I found the place like this…" Relena noticed the computer on and went to read the screen.
"Duo… what's operation terminate? I thought Heero gave up those missions?"
"What?"
"Here on the screen.. 'Operation Terminate' and it looks like Heero accepted the mission… Duo… did Heero… did he do this to … himself?" She asked on the verge of tears again.
I hope you all are enjoying this fic- I just was into writing and this idea came inot my head- I always thought Heero was cool. And he was just unloved. I felt sorry for the guy- well I feel sorry for all the GW guys- they all are very… messed up?… Interesting… Colorful?? I don't know how do describe them- they just all have problems :)
But hey- so do I! But that's what makes life more interesting ;)
Disclaimer: I don't own anything :) enjoy!
Ch2
It was getting late in the evening as Dou walked across the city. He carried a batch of fresh rice cakes Hilde had made. He was on his way to see how Heero was holding up. The last time they got together and talked, heero seemed troubled. Almost confused and weak. That was not the Heero he knew. So he decided to invite Heero to come and live with Hilde and him.
As he got to Heero's place he noticed no lights on. Heero was always home at this time.
'He must be meditating.' Duo thought as he entered. But what he found scared him. Heero's files that had always been neat and organized were strewn about, his chairs broken and his usual wall coverings ripped to shreds.
"Heero?" Dou called as he walked in further. He found the computer screen on and a knife in the keyboard. On the screen were the words 'Mission comp'.
"Mission? I thought Heero told that guy where to stick it." He said as he scratched his head. Then he noticed the red substance all over the floor and knife blade.
"What? Heero where are you buddy?" Duo followed the trail of blood to the bedroom where he found hero's body. A huge gash in his abdomen bleed freely. The blood was still warm, so the wound was fresh.
Dou quickly applied pressure to the wound. He was relieved to find heero still breathing and his heartbeat still going, shallow, but he was still alive.
Duo called the first number he could remember.
"Winner estate. Quatre speaking." Came a voice on the other line.
"Oh thank God! Quatre something's happened to heero- he's bleeding bad."
"Where is he?"
"I found him at his place- can you get here fast? He needs medical help and soon."
"No problem, I'll be over in a hurry." Quatre hung up. Dou kept holding the sheets to Heero's wound.
Within minutes Quatre and some drs came rushing in. The dr's took Heero out quickly and sped off.
"What happened Dou?" Quatre asked concerned seeing the blood and the mess.
"I don't know. I came over and this is what I found. He's never had his place in such a state."
"Well we better get to the hospital and see how he's doing." Quatre said. He and Dou exited the house and followed behind the medics in another car.
At the hospital Quatre and Dou contacted the rest of the group. Trowa, some of the presenters and even Wufei came as Heero was brought out of surgery a few hours later.
"How is he?" Quatre said as the doctor came out.
"What ever happened to him- if you didn't get him here when you did he would have died. But he's in a slight coma right now but he should recover."
"Thanks." Dou added. "Can we see him?"
"Yes, go right in." The doctor said as the group entered the room. The dr followed. "There is one thing more." The dr took off his glasses "The wound looks to be ….self-inflicted…"
"W-What!?" Quatre and Trowa said.
"You mean my buddy did this to himself?" Dou asked as Wufei stayed quiet.
"It was done in one swing- deep and dangerous… he'll need a lot of time to heal both physically and mentally…" The dr left after that.
"Heero tried to … kill himself?" Trowa said in disbelief. "I can't believe it."
"It makes sense though." Wufei spoke all of a sudden in a harsh tone. "I knew he was a coward- seeking an un-honorable death…"
"That's enough Wufei." Dou said.
"Yes you of all people should know how he feels." Quatre stated.
"But his computer was on and he was talking of accepting a mission- what if he didn't do this?" Dou asked.
All conversation stopped as they heard a gasp from the door. It was Relena.
"Oh Heero." She cried as she came to his side and grabbed his cold hand. "What happened to him? Who did this?" Relena asked as she looked up at the four men. Her eyes were full of tears.
"He.." Quatre started.
"We don't know- I found him injured like this when I stopped by his place." Duo said. He turned towards the guys. "Exnay on the suicides." He whispered to them. They all nodded.
"Heero? Heero can you hear me? Please wake up… come back to me Heero… this is all my fault… I left him all alone.. I had stupid papers and meetings to deal with and I left him alone." She cried.
"No relena, it's not your fault. We all left him- we were in so much of a hurry to get back to our normal lives that we forgot how much he sacrificed for all this…" Quatre said.
"Quatre's right. We are all to blame. We all forgot we had people waiting for us, but Heero.. He Didn't have anyone." Trowa said sadly.
"Hey guys why be so glum? Heero's going to be fine. He's a fighter and has been through worse." Duo said trying to cheer everyone up.
The night turned into morning but no one left.
"Once he's all cleared from t eh doctors I want to take him back to the Winner estate. Heero can recover there- you all are more than welcome t come and stay for a while if you want." Quatre offered.
"When will he wake up?" Relena asked sleepily.
"Maybe you should go home and get some sleep." Duo said. "We all could use come sleep." He looked around and saw the tired and worried faces of everyone.
"You guys go on. I want to stay a little longer." Relena said as she continued to stroke Heero's brown locks.
"well alright, but don't stay to much longer." Duo said as he and the guys left the room. Wufie was still mumbling something about a disgrace this and a un-honorable that, but no one noticed.
"Oh Heero… I'm so sorry. Don't worry. We'll find who did this to you." She told him. After just sitting in silence listening to his heart monitor. She broke down crying. "I'm sorry Heero. I should have been there. I…I." She was just about to confess her feelings fro him when he gave a faint painful moan. Relena just smiled and squeezed his hand. "I'll make it up to you.."
She was exhausted. Relena knew she loved Heero, but it wasn't until tonight that she realized everything else didn't matter to her without him there. She had tried to forget him and return to her normal life… but that call. The very idea of Heero dying stopped everything. He had given everything up because she asked him to and yet she left him to deal with the demons alone.
"Have you even left at all today?" Duo asked as he walked back into the room. Relena looked out the window and noticed it was late in the afternoon.
"Duo.."
"You really should get a breather. He'll be ok if you leave for a little while. I need to stop by Heero's place and pick up some things. So why don't you come out for a while, and get something to eat while I stop at Heero's?" He said as they walked.
"Can I come with you? I want to help."
"It's better you don't.": He said as they neared Heero's place. But she didn't listen. She followed him into the house. She wasn't expecting what she saw as she entered ahead of a protesting Duo.
"It's… usually not this messy." Duo said as he came in after her, and tried to pick up some stiff.
"What happened here?"
"I don't really know- I found the place like this…" Relena noticed the computer on and went to read the screen.
"Duo… what's operation terminate? I thought Heero gave up those missions?"
"What?"
"Here on the screen.. 'Operation Terminate' and it looks like Heero accepted the mission… Duo… did Heero… did he do this to … himself?" She asked on the verge of tears again.