Dear Willow,
Hey. You know I'm not much one for writing letters, but I felt like I really had to write this down. Seeing you right know would just be to painful.
I'm sorry about Tara, Will. I know you loved her very much. It must be really have been really horrible for you. But I'll get to the guilt issue later.
I've really been around the whole world. I went to Hawaii, Australia and even China. Actually Tibet.
I've been to England, and even Scotland.
I fell in love with London &Sydney, Australia. I needed to control the demon inside. It hurt me to see Veruca actually try to kill you.
It made me angry at Veruca. I wanted help, for myself and my cousin Jordy. Poor Jordy, he's just a little kid and he's going to live like this for the rest of his life.
With wolf inside of him It was up to me to find some cure or balance between wolf and man. I went to Hawaii first, and then from there to Tibet. I met a man who helped me tame the beast and I learned meditation. Even a little bit of martial arts, but a kind of karate/meditation
. I'm not even going to lie to you Will, I met a girl in China who had the same problem as me. I shortly found my self falling for her. But not even close to the love I still have for you. Sorry I kind of got carried away for a second there Will , I found people that accepted help. And helped me tame the beast inside.
I'm really sorry I haven't kept up with you in the past two years. And I don't want to sound selfish, but when I found out about you in Tara, my heart broke.
I just felt torn and hurt. Will, don't take this the wrong way, but who can you love me, I hurt you and then you suddenly, um...change? I'm not going to even get into that. You know How I found out about Tara dieing? No, Giles didn't call me. I could feel your hurt and pain, Will. All across the world, I could feel your mourning and rage. What happened Will? How could you kill a innocent? Yeah I know Warren killed Tara, but still. Ripping his skin off? Stitching his lips together?
Really, what happened to you? This isn't he sweet Willow I remember going out with during the high school years. This isn't the Willow that I still forgave after that incident with Xander. And trying to end the world? Trying to kill Buffy and your friends?
Getting addictive to dangerous black magik? Buffy told me you even got Dawn hurt. It's like you where a drug addict. I could picture your eyes. Raven black hair and eyes. You tried to kill the other one's to. You brought Buffy back from the grave, even though she was in the most happiest time in her life. She was blissful and at peace. You disturbed her. I'm not trying to criticize you Will., it's just I cant believe you did all those things. I really thought you were a good person, really,
And you still are, but all those things were unreasonably cruel. Yeah I know I've done thing that aren't fair. But you had a excuse Willow. God I really miss you.
There's times I wish we really together. That we would it would just be the two of us. I love you, Will. And I always will. I really wish you the best. And try hard to rebuild your life. Whenever you need, me just remember that I will always be in your heart. Make it down that course road. You can do it. I know you can.
It's been hard for me to. But you're a person who works hard.
I hope to see you again someday.
I love you
Love, Oz
Hey. You know I'm not much one for writing letters, but I felt like I really had to write this down. Seeing you right know would just be to painful.
I'm sorry about Tara, Will. I know you loved her very much. It must be really have been really horrible for you. But I'll get to the guilt issue later.
I've really been around the whole world. I went to Hawaii, Australia and even China. Actually Tibet.
I've been to England, and even Scotland.
I fell in love with London &Sydney, Australia. I needed to control the demon inside. It hurt me to see Veruca actually try to kill you.
It made me angry at Veruca. I wanted help, for myself and my cousin Jordy. Poor Jordy, he's just a little kid and he's going to live like this for the rest of his life.
With wolf inside of him It was up to me to find some cure or balance between wolf and man. I went to Hawaii first, and then from there to Tibet. I met a man who helped me tame the beast and I learned meditation. Even a little bit of martial arts, but a kind of karate/meditation
. I'm not even going to lie to you Will, I met a girl in China who had the same problem as me. I shortly found my self falling for her. But not even close to the love I still have for you. Sorry I kind of got carried away for a second there Will , I found people that accepted help. And helped me tame the beast inside.
I'm really sorry I haven't kept up with you in the past two years. And I don't want to sound selfish, but when I found out about you in Tara, my heart broke.
I just felt torn and hurt. Will, don't take this the wrong way, but who can you love me, I hurt you and then you suddenly, um...change? I'm not going to even get into that. You know How I found out about Tara dieing? No, Giles didn't call me. I could feel your hurt and pain, Will. All across the world, I could feel your mourning and rage. What happened Will? How could you kill a innocent? Yeah I know Warren killed Tara, but still. Ripping his skin off? Stitching his lips together?
Really, what happened to you? This isn't he sweet Willow I remember going out with during the high school years. This isn't the Willow that I still forgave after that incident with Xander. And trying to end the world? Trying to kill Buffy and your friends?
Getting addictive to dangerous black magik? Buffy told me you even got Dawn hurt. It's like you where a drug addict. I could picture your eyes. Raven black hair and eyes. You tried to kill the other one's to. You brought Buffy back from the grave, even though she was in the most happiest time in her life. She was blissful and at peace. You disturbed her. I'm not trying to criticize you Will., it's just I cant believe you did all those things. I really thought you were a good person, really,
And you still are, but all those things were unreasonably cruel. Yeah I know I've done thing that aren't fair. But you had a excuse Willow. God I really miss you.
There's times I wish we really together. That we would it would just be the two of us. I love you, Will. And I always will. I really wish you the best. And try hard to rebuild your life. Whenever you need, me just remember that I will always be in your heart. Make it down that course road. You can do it. I know you can.
It's been hard for me to. But you're a person who works hard.
I hope to see you again someday.
I love you
Love, Oz