Physical and emotional pain
The sun shined through my bedroom's windows. 'Sun, at last' I turned back to my couch and buried my face on the pillow. I tried to catch sleep once again, I was so tired. But.
Someone knocked the door.
"Hey Ishida!"
'Yagami?'
"Open the door, Ishida! I'm gonna be late!"
'Damnit!' I stood up and opened the door.
"Ya. Listen carefully. Here is the work for ya to catch up.. There is also a little thing I found out about suicide attemps and how they affect the person.."
"Thanks Tai."
"Whatever. Gotta go.!"
"See ya" I said knowing he wouldn't hear me.
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A while later I sat on the table and searched between the books for that little something Tai told me about earlier.
Daisuke was standing near the window and stared through it at the city.
"Have you ever felt betrayed Yamato?"
"Yeah. What's the question for?"
"That's how all of this began. You see. When I was 17 my mother died. My father, he went to America with her secretary leaving me and Jun alone."
He paused for a while still staring at Tokyo. I started taking mental notes of this. 'Keep talking, Motomiya, just keep talking'
"I. I had nowhere to stay. I tried to get a job but just couldn't. One day I Ken. He nvited me to his graduation party that same night. That night I got drunk. So drunk I let Ken take my to his place"
He paused again and came to the table grabbed a chair and sat beside me. He sobbed a little.
"He asked me if I could please him and I agreed. He took out a little sharp knife and started cutting me, because he just felt like it."
"And why the hell didn't you tried to stop him?!" I almost yelled.
"Because, he. he then told me he loved me and gave me an oral."
"Fuck"
"Then. he ripped my cloth and took his off. and."
" He ended up raping you. " I said coldly.
He nodded as tears started dropping from his eyes. 'Poor guy. Now I understand him.'
"Then. I he offered me his dept to stay with him. I stayed there for a month and every night we did the same. Till one day, he cutted my arm really bad with the knife. I told him never to do that again and he went of."
"Is that the scar I saw yesterday?"
"Yes. The next night, when I came home, I saw him and Sora on the living room. Sora was moaning very loud. Ken saw me and purposely he started thrusting her even harder. Then the son of a bitch asked me if I wanted to join in. I turned away and he yelled that I would regret it."
'Sora?!'
"Two days later, Jun was raped."
"Damn it!"
" Three months later, doctors told her she was pregnant. I went to live with her. I felt so guilty. But then, one night, he came to the house an killed in front of me."
"Son of a bitch. I'm sorry Daisuke."
"Don't be. That same night, I took her car and drive throught the city. I was looking for something. For comfort, for help. But then,. I crashed to that light pole."
"And that's where I found you."
He never answered. I couldn't help it. I stood up and huged him while he was crying.
"Thanks Yamato"
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--Hope you like it!. It was kinda hard to write all this things outta my mind.. Ow.. poor Dai-chan. I'm already thinking on the next chapter. Please review! I need to know if there is just too much angst in this story or if it's fine. By the way, it's not that I hate Ken or Sora it's just that someone requested them to be the bad ones. Originally I was thinking of Takeru and Hikari (I don't quite like them) Anyway Please review it. Please?---
The sun shined through my bedroom's windows. 'Sun, at last' I turned back to my couch and buried my face on the pillow. I tried to catch sleep once again, I was so tired. But.
Someone knocked the door.
"Hey Ishida!"
'Yagami?'
"Open the door, Ishida! I'm gonna be late!"
'Damnit!' I stood up and opened the door.
"Ya. Listen carefully. Here is the work for ya to catch up.. There is also a little thing I found out about suicide attemps and how they affect the person.."
"Thanks Tai."
"Whatever. Gotta go.!"
"See ya" I said knowing he wouldn't hear me.
-------------*------------
A while later I sat on the table and searched between the books for that little something Tai told me about earlier.
Daisuke was standing near the window and stared through it at the city.
"Have you ever felt betrayed Yamato?"
"Yeah. What's the question for?"
"That's how all of this began. You see. When I was 17 my mother died. My father, he went to America with her secretary leaving me and Jun alone."
He paused for a while still staring at Tokyo. I started taking mental notes of this. 'Keep talking, Motomiya, just keep talking'
"I. I had nowhere to stay. I tried to get a job but just couldn't. One day I Ken. He nvited me to his graduation party that same night. That night I got drunk. So drunk I let Ken take my to his place"
He paused again and came to the table grabbed a chair and sat beside me. He sobbed a little.
"He asked me if I could please him and I agreed. He took out a little sharp knife and started cutting me, because he just felt like it."
"And why the hell didn't you tried to stop him?!" I almost yelled.
"Because, he. he then told me he loved me and gave me an oral."
"Fuck"
"Then. he ripped my cloth and took his off. and."
" He ended up raping you. " I said coldly.
He nodded as tears started dropping from his eyes. 'Poor guy. Now I understand him.'
"Then. I he offered me his dept to stay with him. I stayed there for a month and every night we did the same. Till one day, he cutted my arm really bad with the knife. I told him never to do that again and he went of."
"Is that the scar I saw yesterday?"
"Yes. The next night, when I came home, I saw him and Sora on the living room. Sora was moaning very loud. Ken saw me and purposely he started thrusting her even harder. Then the son of a bitch asked me if I wanted to join in. I turned away and he yelled that I would regret it."
'Sora?!'
"Two days later, Jun was raped."
"Damn it!"
" Three months later, doctors told her she was pregnant. I went to live with her. I felt so guilty. But then, one night, he came to the house an killed in front of me."
"Son of a bitch. I'm sorry Daisuke."
"Don't be. That same night, I took her car and drive throught the city. I was looking for something. For comfort, for help. But then,. I crashed to that light pole."
"And that's where I found you."
He never answered. I couldn't help it. I stood up and huged him while he was crying.
"Thanks Yamato"
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--Hope you like it!. It was kinda hard to write all this things outta my mind.. Ow.. poor Dai-chan. I'm already thinking on the next chapter. Please review! I need to know if there is just too much angst in this story or if it's fine. By the way, it's not that I hate Ken or Sora it's just that someone requested them to be the bad ones. Originally I was thinking of Takeru and Hikari (I don't quite like them) Anyway Please review it. Please?---