Sorry!! I re-did this chapter because it was kinda chessey and the last
line was spelt wrong and looked really bad!! Here ya go: Enjoy! :D
Omg, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry about the wait!!! I've been lazy. Mostly
at friends. For making you wait, i'll make this Chapter extra long!! And,
I'll plz ask that you leave your E-MAIL address so I can e-mail you the
next chapter. So far, only 8/46 left there e-mail. ='( Plz! My mom just had
heart surgery and my grandma broke bother her wrists. Ow.. x.x Okay,
anyway.. I forgot how my story went! So, I had to read it. Hehe.. =D.
Anyway.. heres some of the last chapter (Harry died after saving her)
She cryed into his chest, he held her tight. She callapsed in his eyes crying, her feet and ankles hanging losely on the floor.
And i wanna believe you
When you tell me that it will be ok
I try to believe you
Not today...
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Hermione sat out on the balcony at night. (This is shortly after Harry's death) Draco come and sat next to her. "Aren't you alittle cold?" She nodded slowly looking at him threw the corner of her eye, but still consentrating on the stars above. He threw a Harley Davidson (Oh yeah!) blanket over her to keep her warm and rested his head on her shoulder. He looked up at the stars. "Humph, who woulda thought the perfect little Miss. Granger and the heir of Slytherin would ever fall in love? Expecally with each other.. It's just.. weird.."
Hermione put some thought into that and sat up and stared Draco in the eyes. "So me loving you is just... weird?! Huh?! Just like me and Harry, the boy who lived, be best friends? Or should I say Mudblood and Orphan Potty? OH, dont EVEN get me started on Ron! Well.. " she got to her feet, "You can just forget about that, 'its just weird' shit and fall in love with someone else!!" She stormed out of the balcony, and outside in the backyard. She hopped in her truck and took off. Where? She didn't know.
She pulled over in the rain, crying. She closed her eyes tightly and kept talking to herself. "Harry's not dead. Harry's not dead." But she knew it wasn't true. She kept praying. But the image was glued in her mind.. Harry.. the doctors, the door, blue cover.. the concert.. the gun shot. Every shot, there.. in her mind. She felt her self the pain, first hand. She wanted, oh how she wanted to go back the the concert. Change everything. Her getting shot, Harry living. Please god, please!!
She couldn't take it no more. People thinking shes the 'goody two-shoes bookworm, little miss perfect, rich snob, mudblood..' She could go on and on. She turned the truck back on and drove off. She speeded and weaved threw cars. OH how this will be on the news tomorrow.. without me here.. She started crying again, not paying attention to the road...
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Hermione rolled over. "Huh, where am I?" she rubbed her head and felt some sticky liquid on her. She pulled her hand down and looked at it. Blood. She also noticed the acward passition she was in. She tried to get up. Her leg was stuck. She pulled, but the pain was to great. She noticed her leg was cut under the steering-wheel and wouldn't move. She took her knife in the glove compartment and started to saw the wheel off where her leg was. She winced at the pain in her arm she was creating. Finally, she got it off. She slammed the door open and fell to the ground. She flipped her hair over and looked around. She was in the middle of a highway, people and cars all over. There was a car in the ditch, one in the road upside down, hers against a tree. People were screaming. Soon, she heard sirens. She looked over to her right and saw them. She paniced, to scared to know why. She tried to get up. She could just barely. She walked over to the bus stop across the street limping, trying to avoid cars. When she got on the bus, only one other person was on.
"You okay Hermione?"
She looked up.. "how.. how do you know me?"
"Well, duh! Your famous!! And.. bloody.. and wet?? What the hell happened?"
She said nothing. She was getting nervous. She cant even go on a bus and be alone. She took a look out the window at the scene of the accident and shivered.
Fine, she can be that way.. I'll just aim for her higher this time without having Potter there to save her.. The person laughed.
Hermione looked at her through the corner of her eye. She looked familiar. "Pansy?"
Pansy looked back. "Nooo.. im the president's wife.. yeah, its me Pansy."
"Oh.." She looked down. It was gonna be a long ride.
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The bud stopped at her house. She was unsure of going inside, but mustarced the courage. She walked inside. Draco? Were was he? She looked around in every room. She sighed, he must be upset.. I did leave him.. The she jumped in suprise. The phone rang.
"Hello? ------ yeah, why? --------" Her eyes went wide and she dropped the phone.. She was so stupid!! She should of never said such a thing to Draco!! She didn't know what to say now. She couldn't say anything now.. She sat on the couch in shock and cried.
I should of know he'd go looking for me!! Why didn't I see his car? Because I'm stupid.. That's what I am! Stupid!!
Then the phone rang again.. She answered it. Shaking.. It was Ginny.
"Ginny? (Hey! Did you see the--) I need you to come over, NOW! (Why--) Because, its important! Plz! (Herm, are you okay? Your voice is shaking..) JUST DO IT!" She hung up the phone. Hermione paced the room waiting for Ginny. Then the door bell rang. She ran to get it.
"Hey Herm, did you hear about the car accid--" she stopped and looked at Hermione who had tears daring to fall. (Btw; thats the next story im writing: Tears Daring to Fall) She shook her head at Ginny and looked at the floor. Then, back up and whispered..
"Hes gone.." She paused. "There all gone!!" She sobbed.
"Who? Who's gone?" Ginny was confused at this statement.
"Harry.." He was brave. Only trying to help.
Ginny looked up sadly "I know.."
"No, you dont. He shouldn't of died.. he was saving me! He's so stupid! He was so brave.. They both were.."
"Both?" Ginny looked confused.
"DRACO! Me and Draco got in a fight and I left for about 2 hours, he came to find me.. I cryed and passed out.. woke up in a 5 car accident. Took the bus home and met Pansy, came home and answered the phone.." Hermione cried.
"And..."
"It was HIM! Draco's dead! He was in the car accident!! He followed me after about 30 mins, then I stopped paying attention to the road.. Its all my fault!! Ginny, It's All my fault!!"
She cried, harder then ever. "I killed them.. It was me.. I had the knife in the drawer they were in.. I had the knife.. I kill Harry and Draco.. I killed them!!"
Ginny got up and looked outside. She looked at the ground, both her hands on the window stall spread out.. she looked at Hermione under her shoulder. "No. You didn't do it. They just both cared about you. They were worried.. yet, you let them die!"
"No, no i didn't..!! If they.." then it hit her. She killed the 2 men who cared about her. They died for her. They died for her. They died for her. Thats all she thought. "They died for me. Gin, they died for me.. me! not you, me!" She was gonna be sick.
She ran into the bathroom and opened the pull-out drawer. She looked around for it. Where was it? It should be in here-- ahh..
Im an opportunity
And I knock so softly
Sometimes I get loud
When I wish everybody'd just get off me
She pulled out a knife. It was Draco's. She held the knife in her hands. Life's not fair. Loves not fair. Why? Cant it be a happy little world?! A silent tear ran down her face.
So many players
You'd think I was a board game
I'ts ever man for themselfs
There are no teammates
2 of my best friends.. My 2 only love. Wait.. was Harry one of my love? Oh god.. no, please, thats to much.. No more.. She sobbed. This life get lonely
When everybody wants something
They'll smile up in your face
But they'll get theres, eventually
And I hope I'm there
She studied the knife.. Why.. both the men I loved.. both the men that saved me.. or tried.. both the men that were there when I needed them.. Now, were are they?
Surrounded by familliar faces with no name
No of them know me
Or wants to share my pain
They only wish to bask in my light
Then fade away
She cried. They're not here. They dont want me. Im just a little perfect girl. Just as Draco said.. Then, she remember the last words to Draco. "You can just forget about that, 'its just weird' shit and fall in love with someone else!!"
To win my love, to them a game
To watch me live my life in vain
When all is done and the glitter fades, fades away
They'll get there's eventually
And I hope I'm there
She only cried harder. How could life be like this? Cruel, Harsh, Cold.. Lifeless.
I drank your poison
Cause you told me it's wine
Shame on you if you fooled me once
Shame on me if me if you fooled me twice
She held the knife in the air. She looked away. This is it.. This is the moment we all wait for in life. She went for it. 3 strikes YOUR out. First strike it was Harry. Second Draco, now the third is her.
I don't know the price
You'll get your eventually
So what good am I to you
If I cant broken
The cry of Ginny pounding on the door and her screams filled her heart.
You'll get yours, yes, you'll get yours eventually...
She closed her eyes.. forever....
*~*I Can Live if I die*~*
The End.
A/N: *Tear* IF I get 60-70 reviews, I'll make a chapter about the funeral.. Theres a very special part in it from MARTINA MC'BRIDE: Concrete Angel That song rules!! Anyway, Thank you ALL for the reviews! Thank you so much for supporting MY FIRST FF! I LOVE YOU ALL!! Good night.
(Next story I'm making is: Tear Daring to Fall)
She cryed into his chest, he held her tight. She callapsed in his eyes crying, her feet and ankles hanging losely on the floor.
And i wanna believe you
When you tell me that it will be ok
I try to believe you
Not today...
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Hermione sat out on the balcony at night. (This is shortly after Harry's death) Draco come and sat next to her. "Aren't you alittle cold?" She nodded slowly looking at him threw the corner of her eye, but still consentrating on the stars above. He threw a Harley Davidson (Oh yeah!) blanket over her to keep her warm and rested his head on her shoulder. He looked up at the stars. "Humph, who woulda thought the perfect little Miss. Granger and the heir of Slytherin would ever fall in love? Expecally with each other.. It's just.. weird.."
Hermione put some thought into that and sat up and stared Draco in the eyes. "So me loving you is just... weird?! Huh?! Just like me and Harry, the boy who lived, be best friends? Or should I say Mudblood and Orphan Potty? OH, dont EVEN get me started on Ron! Well.. " she got to her feet, "You can just forget about that, 'its just weird' shit and fall in love with someone else!!" She stormed out of the balcony, and outside in the backyard. She hopped in her truck and took off. Where? She didn't know.
She pulled over in the rain, crying. She closed her eyes tightly and kept talking to herself. "Harry's not dead. Harry's not dead." But she knew it wasn't true. She kept praying. But the image was glued in her mind.. Harry.. the doctors, the door, blue cover.. the concert.. the gun shot. Every shot, there.. in her mind. She felt her self the pain, first hand. She wanted, oh how she wanted to go back the the concert. Change everything. Her getting shot, Harry living. Please god, please!!
She couldn't take it no more. People thinking shes the 'goody two-shoes bookworm, little miss perfect, rich snob, mudblood..' She could go on and on. She turned the truck back on and drove off. She speeded and weaved threw cars. OH how this will be on the news tomorrow.. without me here.. She started crying again, not paying attention to the road...
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Hermione rolled over. "Huh, where am I?" she rubbed her head and felt some sticky liquid on her. She pulled her hand down and looked at it. Blood. She also noticed the acward passition she was in. She tried to get up. Her leg was stuck. She pulled, but the pain was to great. She noticed her leg was cut under the steering-wheel and wouldn't move. She took her knife in the glove compartment and started to saw the wheel off where her leg was. She winced at the pain in her arm she was creating. Finally, she got it off. She slammed the door open and fell to the ground. She flipped her hair over and looked around. She was in the middle of a highway, people and cars all over. There was a car in the ditch, one in the road upside down, hers against a tree. People were screaming. Soon, she heard sirens. She looked over to her right and saw them. She paniced, to scared to know why. She tried to get up. She could just barely. She walked over to the bus stop across the street limping, trying to avoid cars. When she got on the bus, only one other person was on.
"You okay Hermione?"
She looked up.. "how.. how do you know me?"
"Well, duh! Your famous!! And.. bloody.. and wet?? What the hell happened?"
She said nothing. She was getting nervous. She cant even go on a bus and be alone. She took a look out the window at the scene of the accident and shivered.
Fine, she can be that way.. I'll just aim for her higher this time without having Potter there to save her.. The person laughed.
Hermione looked at her through the corner of her eye. She looked familiar. "Pansy?"
Pansy looked back. "Nooo.. im the president's wife.. yeah, its me Pansy."
"Oh.." She looked down. It was gonna be a long ride.
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The bud stopped at her house. She was unsure of going inside, but mustarced the courage. She walked inside. Draco? Were was he? She looked around in every room. She sighed, he must be upset.. I did leave him.. The she jumped in suprise. The phone rang.
"Hello? ------ yeah, why? --------" Her eyes went wide and she dropped the phone.. She was so stupid!! She should of never said such a thing to Draco!! She didn't know what to say now. She couldn't say anything now.. She sat on the couch in shock and cried.
I should of know he'd go looking for me!! Why didn't I see his car? Because I'm stupid.. That's what I am! Stupid!!
Then the phone rang again.. She answered it. Shaking.. It was Ginny.
"Ginny? (Hey! Did you see the--) I need you to come over, NOW! (Why--) Because, its important! Plz! (Herm, are you okay? Your voice is shaking..) JUST DO IT!" She hung up the phone. Hermione paced the room waiting for Ginny. Then the door bell rang. She ran to get it.
"Hey Herm, did you hear about the car accid--" she stopped and looked at Hermione who had tears daring to fall. (Btw; thats the next story im writing: Tears Daring to Fall) She shook her head at Ginny and looked at the floor. Then, back up and whispered..
"Hes gone.." She paused. "There all gone!!" She sobbed.
"Who? Who's gone?" Ginny was confused at this statement.
"Harry.." He was brave. Only trying to help.
Ginny looked up sadly "I know.."
"No, you dont. He shouldn't of died.. he was saving me! He's so stupid! He was so brave.. They both were.."
"Both?" Ginny looked confused.
"DRACO! Me and Draco got in a fight and I left for about 2 hours, he came to find me.. I cryed and passed out.. woke up in a 5 car accident. Took the bus home and met Pansy, came home and answered the phone.." Hermione cried.
"And..."
"It was HIM! Draco's dead! He was in the car accident!! He followed me after about 30 mins, then I stopped paying attention to the road.. Its all my fault!! Ginny, It's All my fault!!"
She cried, harder then ever. "I killed them.. It was me.. I had the knife in the drawer they were in.. I had the knife.. I kill Harry and Draco.. I killed them!!"
Ginny got up and looked outside. She looked at the ground, both her hands on the window stall spread out.. she looked at Hermione under her shoulder. "No. You didn't do it. They just both cared about you. They were worried.. yet, you let them die!"
"No, no i didn't..!! If they.." then it hit her. She killed the 2 men who cared about her. They died for her. They died for her. They died for her. Thats all she thought. "They died for me. Gin, they died for me.. me! not you, me!" She was gonna be sick.
She ran into the bathroom and opened the pull-out drawer. She looked around for it. Where was it? It should be in here-- ahh..
Im an opportunity
And I knock so softly
Sometimes I get loud
When I wish everybody'd just get off me
She pulled out a knife. It was Draco's. She held the knife in her hands. Life's not fair. Loves not fair. Why? Cant it be a happy little world?! A silent tear ran down her face.
So many players
You'd think I was a board game
I'ts ever man for themselfs
There are no teammates
2 of my best friends.. My 2 only love. Wait.. was Harry one of my love? Oh god.. no, please, thats to much.. No more.. She sobbed. This life get lonely
When everybody wants something
They'll smile up in your face
But they'll get theres, eventually
And I hope I'm there
She studied the knife.. Why.. both the men I loved.. both the men that saved me.. or tried.. both the men that were there when I needed them.. Now, were are they?
Surrounded by familliar faces with no name
No of them know me
Or wants to share my pain
They only wish to bask in my light
Then fade away
She cried. They're not here. They dont want me. Im just a little perfect girl. Just as Draco said.. Then, she remember the last words to Draco. "You can just forget about that, 'its just weird' shit and fall in love with someone else!!"
To win my love, to them a game
To watch me live my life in vain
When all is done and the glitter fades, fades away
They'll get there's eventually
And I hope I'm there
She only cried harder. How could life be like this? Cruel, Harsh, Cold.. Lifeless.
I drank your poison
Cause you told me it's wine
Shame on you if you fooled me once
Shame on me if me if you fooled me twice
She held the knife in the air. She looked away. This is it.. This is the moment we all wait for in life. She went for it. 3 strikes YOUR out. First strike it was Harry. Second Draco, now the third is her.
I don't know the price
You'll get your eventually
So what good am I to you
If I cant broken
The cry of Ginny pounding on the door and her screams filled her heart.
You'll get yours, yes, you'll get yours eventually...
She closed her eyes.. forever....
*~*I Can Live if I die*~*
The End.
A/N: *Tear* IF I get 60-70 reviews, I'll make a chapter about the funeral.. Theres a very special part in it from MARTINA MC'BRIDE: Concrete Angel That song rules!! Anyway, Thank you ALL for the reviews! Thank you so much for supporting MY FIRST FF! I LOVE YOU ALL!! Good night.
(Next story I'm making is: Tear Daring to Fall)