I'm trying to write as fast as I can!! Ff.net is offline right now; I hate it when it does that. So I decided to try to write as much as I can, since its my day off and I feel like crap, because I am as sick as a dog, but I have a lot of work to do, it can get my mind of my throbbing throat. Any ways wish me luck on my grades because I know I got a F on something! Please R+R!! Hope you liked the chapter!!

Learn Maturity Not Maternity!

By MoshiMoshiQueen

~Thoughts~

"Talking"

(Author Talking)

"Tomoyo, what am I going to do?? I can't be a parent."

"Ms. You can always get abortion."

"A..bor…tion," she chocked out.

"Yes, most teens who get pregnant can't handle being a parent so…"

"They kill their child? How could any one do that?" Sakura got up.

"I will take responsibility of my child, there is no way I'm going to give on him or her."

Tomoyo watched Sakura leave, "It looks like she might just be a good parent after all."

Tomoyo looked up at the doctor and smiled, "Yes, I think Sakura-san would make a great parent. She might have to give up her life style now but, I'm sure Sakura would do that for her… well their child."

"As any other good parent should. Here is some lists of books and classes that Sakura can read or take. She is quite young so she will have to take special precautions."

Tomoyo nodded. ~Here we go Sakura, straight in to motherhood. ~

Sakura ran through the park, stopping at the swings that had been abandoned. She sat down chocking out tears, "I'm sorry little joy. I'm not sure if I can take care of you. I'm going to be a bad mother. I'm not sure if I can do this."

"I'm not sure if I can give you a good life or give you all the things that a child needs. I might have to give you up for adoption, and if I do, please don't hate me. Because, if I do then I made the decision to save you; I would do it to give you a better life that you should have."

"Oh I'm a horrible mother." She said tears falling down her pale cheeks.

"Sakura are you ok?" said Tomoyo coming up to her.

"No, I'm a horrible mother. I can't be a parent."

"Sakura, you will be a great mother and parent. And if you feel that you need to give your child up for adoption."

"I hate the sound of that."

"Of what?"

"Giving your child up. Only a horrible person would do that."

"Sakura, some people need to do that, to give them a better life."

"I'm so confused," Sakura stood up.

"I'm sorry Tomoyo, this is the second time I need to run away."

"But Sakura…" she watched her run past the tress and slowly disappear.

"Oh Sakura, please realize that motherhood is not that horrible."

~I need to run. I can't stand still. ~

~Why is it I always run away from fears? ~

Sakura brushed her tears off from her face only to make some new ones, and ran as fast as she could only to end up in front of Syaoran's apartment.

It slowly started to rain, a light mist falling from the sky.

She slightly knocked on the door, hoping Syaoran wasn't there, but he opened the door, "Sakura?"

Sakura fought the urge to run away and walked into his apartment.

"You're going to catch a cold in those wet clothes. Come on, I will give you some spares."

Sakura changed slowly and sat on his bed, "I know something is wrong, Sakura. Are you going to tell me?"

She looked up at him, "I… we…" she started to cry again.

"Oh Sakura. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. But, can you tell me why you were standing in the rain; you know you could get sick that way."

"See, I told Tomoyo that I am a bad mother."

Syaoran stopped moving, "What?"

Sakura covered her mouth, "I…Syaoran… I'm… I'm pregnant. And I will make a bad mother and…"
Syaoran held her close trying to stay calm, when he was scared inside, when he too was frightened.

Sakura cried on his shoulder for a few minutes mumbling things like how bad of a mother she would be, and how she couldn't be a parent.

They heard a knock on the door and Syaoran slowly got up.

"She told you… didn't she." Said Tomoyo.

Syaoran could only nod, "I'm going to get Sakura."

Eriol stepped threw the door, "Don't you lecture him, Eriol."

"I wouldn't do something like that Tomoyo. Why do you always assume I will do something?"

"Because, you always do."

"I don't. This is why we never get along."

"No, you know the reason we don't get along. Don't even try to deny it."

"Tomoyo, lets no talk about this now."

"Why, right now seems like a perfect time!"

"Tomoyo, we are suppose to be helping them out not arguing."

"You always change the subject when we talk about…"

Sakura came out clinging to Syaoran, "Sakura, you have to talk to Tomoyo now."

"No."

"Sakura, she is worried about you."

Sakura could only shake her head, "Hold me please. Don't leave me. I need you."

She burst out into tears again as Syaoran picked her up, he head resting on his shoulder as he whispered sweet things to her calming her down, making her close her eyes and softly fall asleep.

Then Tomoyo burst out into tears and ran out the door.

"Eriol, what's wrong with Tomoyo?"

"Here is the papers the doctor left and some books, I have to go catch Tomoyo."

Syaoran watch the two run and he held Sakura tightly to him as he laid the books and papers on the kitchen counter. He laid Sakura softly down on the bed and laid next to her watching her sleep.

He placed his hand over her stomach, "I'm not sure if I can be a father to you. I'm not sure if I can be a parent. But I can be, I will be."

He placed his head on Sakura's stomach softly and closed his eyes.

Back To Eriol and Tomoyo

"Tomoyo, wait!" said Eriol running after her.

"No go away!" she said running faster but Eriol was catching up.

"Stop chasing me Eriol! Just leave me alone!"

"Not till I know what is wrong!"

She stopped and turned around, "You want to know what is wrong! I want to know how come you never do that with me."

"What with you?"

"Hold me, like Syaoran does to Sakura."

"I…I didn't know you wanted me to."

"Of course you didn't!" she said falling on her knees from exhaustion.

He picked her up, "You can't be doing that Tomoyo. It's unhealthy for you and…"

"Don't talk, I hate you."

"No, you don't."

"Yes, I do and don't tell me other wise. Just leave me alone I can walk home by my self."

"No, you can't. You're too tired."

"Don't tell me if I'm tired or not. You don't know, and you don't care."

"Of course, I care."

"You don't seem to care at all. You never did."

"Lets get home, Tomoyo."

"See you always do that. Just change the subject like it doesn't matter when it does."

"Lets no talk about this now."

"Why not know? You never want to talk about! We will have to talk some time, and you know it."

Eriol kept walking not saying a word, when he just wanted to shout that he loved her and that he truly did care.

"You're going the wrong way."

"No, I'm not."

"Yes, you are my house is over there."

"We aren't going to your house, we are going to my apartment."

"And when did we decide that?"

"I did."

"Of course you did, you always have to be the boss, but you never take responsibility for any thing. Put me down! I'm going home," But Eriol didn't let go as he walked up to his apartment.

"Put me down, you know you can't do this. It is against the law."

He unlocked the door and walked in, "You can't always do this. You think that I will just sleep with you and every thing will just be automatically better…"

Eriol stopped her talking by kissing on the lips, making her become speechless, "You can't do this to me again…Eriol."

"Eriol stop. Don't do this to me…"

Sooo what do you think of this chapter??? What is it between Eriol and Tomoyo??? What's going on? Why do they always fight? I think next chapter you will find out what the heck is going on.