Seiji looked at the falling rain. 'How could he let something like that happen?' he thought. He didn't understand. Why? Why had he done that?

Flashback

"Why can't you at least tell them about me?" Touma practically shouted

"My parents will never go for it!" I shouted angrily. Too much anger.

"Are you ashamed of me? Is that it? Am I just a casual fuck?" Touma cried, his voice cracking, only a whisper and growing as he talked.

"Fine then you are a casual fuck and I am ashamed of you! Get out of my house!" I yelled it at him. Oh, Lord I could see his fear and sense of betrayal. Did I care right then? No. I was too busy thinking about myself.

"OK, I'll leave." One could barely hear him.

"Hurry it up, I never want to see you're sorry face again." I don't believe I said that. I hate myself. His feeling right then, the clearest one on his face, hurt. Days later he found an note from Touma. It said, I will always love you. I cried so hard.

End Flashback

"Touma!" He yelled into the rain, "I love you!" He cried, he missed his koibito.

Touma

"Oh Seiji, if only you would look into the rain and see the despair I do. I love you koibito, now and forever." He sighed he remember that day as if it had been yesterday, not seven years ago.

Flashback

"Couldn't you at least tell them about me?" I think I shouted. I don't understand why I thought he would change his way of thinking; I just figured he loved me enough to try.

"My parents will never go for it!" He never yelled at me that angrily before, I was scared, and mad. Very mad.

"Are you ashamed of me? Is that it? Am I just a casual fuck" Why did I say that?

"Fine then you are a casual fuck and I am ashamed of you! Get out of my house!" He didn't even look angry at himself for saying that.

I was at a loss for word, except, "OK, I'll leave."

"Hurry it up, I never want to see you're sorry face again." I sometimes wonder if he ever did care. I cried for a long time after.

End Flashback

Now since His parents knew he was gay, he was on his on, and without friends.