The Way It Is Meant To Be
This is my first attempt at a Carby fanfic. Please email me to let me know what you think of it or any ideas. If you like it a sequel will follow. The song in this is Faith Hill's Breath
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* She frowned at her reflection in the mirror as she listened to the radio. It must be something about mirrors that made your reflection bad no matter how much sleep you had gotten or how much makeup you're wearing. Or maybe it was when you knew that today something bad was going to happen. She knew that there was no possible way in heck that today was going to be a good day. Not when she had to talk to the one person who had been there when she had needed him the most. She sighed as she looked one last time in the mirror before getting ready for work. She had just finished blow- drying her hair when the words of a song faded in from her radio. She went in her room to turn it off. She heard the words:
"I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face
And I've never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart."
Tears slowly began to form in her eyes as she listened. She was thinking of Carter and the What ifs that would never come true. She quickly shut off the radio. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Abby there is a teenage boy coming in with multiple GSW to the abdomen. Do you want to give me a hand?" Carter asked her. "Hang on a sec. There is a woman in Curtain three who need some help cleaning out earwax." "You know, we really do need to talk." "Carter not now." "Abby." "I don't want to talk, Carter. Not now maybe not ever." "Abby the problem isn't going to go. . . " His words were cut short by Dr. Lewis shouting to him that the GSW was there and to get to the ambulance bay. Carter followed Susan but not before looking hard at Abby. As Carter ran into the ambulance bay, music could be heard from a boom box in the admit area. She again heard the song that only a few hours ago had made her cry :
"Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
And suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove Baby, all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
Slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's suppose to be
I can feel you breathe
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
Closer than I've ever felt before
And I know, and you know
There's no need for words right now" Abby walked quickly to the bathroom before the tears that were threatening to fall did. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* She watched the tears trickling one - by - one down her face in the mirror. Slowly at first then faster and faster and soon she was sobbing uncontrollably as she sank to the floor. "Abby what's wrong?" Dr. Chen asked as she walked into the bathroom. Abby just shook her head as the tears kept flowing. "Do you want me to get some one? Luka, Carter, anyone?" Abby shook her head again. Chen knelt down next to Abby and gave her a reassuring hug. "Are you sure you don't want me to get Carter?" "Please get him," Abby whispered quietly. "I'll be right back Abby. It's going to be alright." *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It didn't take Carter long to get to the, but Abby had already stopped crying. "Abby do you want to talk now?" She just nodded her head. "Do you want to go to Doc Magoo's and grab something to eat?" "Ok" Abby whispered. Carter helped her off of the floor and led her out of the hospital. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Abby what's wrong? You can talk to me. I'll be there no matter what." Carter talked to her gently as they sat in a booth in Doc Magoo's. "Abby what is it?" She tried so hard to tell him but all she could do was cry. "Is it Luka? Your mom? Eric?" "It's . . . it's . . ." Abby finally managed to choke out. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
End of Chapter 1. If you liked it so far, email me at Lpsmiles88@aol.com to let me know what you think of it or if you want to let me know what should happen next. Hope you liked it.
This is my first attempt at a Carby fanfic. Please email me to let me know what you think of it or any ideas. If you like it a sequel will follow. The song in this is Faith Hill's Breath
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* She frowned at her reflection in the mirror as she listened to the radio. It must be something about mirrors that made your reflection bad no matter how much sleep you had gotten or how much makeup you're wearing. Or maybe it was when you knew that today something bad was going to happen. She knew that there was no possible way in heck that today was going to be a good day. Not when she had to talk to the one person who had been there when she had needed him the most. She sighed as she looked one last time in the mirror before getting ready for work. She had just finished blow- drying her hair when the words of a song faded in from her radio. She went in her room to turn it off. She heard the words:
"I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face
And I've never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart."
Tears slowly began to form in her eyes as she listened. She was thinking of Carter and the What ifs that would never come true. She quickly shut off the radio. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Abby there is a teenage boy coming in with multiple GSW to the abdomen. Do you want to give me a hand?" Carter asked her. "Hang on a sec. There is a woman in Curtain three who need some help cleaning out earwax." "You know, we really do need to talk." "Carter not now." "Abby." "I don't want to talk, Carter. Not now maybe not ever." "Abby the problem isn't going to go. . . " His words were cut short by Dr. Lewis shouting to him that the GSW was there and to get to the ambulance bay. Carter followed Susan but not before looking hard at Abby. As Carter ran into the ambulance bay, music could be heard from a boom box in the admit area. She again heard the song that only a few hours ago had made her cry :
"Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
And suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove Baby, all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
Slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's suppose to be
I can feel you breathe
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
Closer than I've ever felt before
And I know, and you know
There's no need for words right now" Abby walked quickly to the bathroom before the tears that were threatening to fall did. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* She watched the tears trickling one - by - one down her face in the mirror. Slowly at first then faster and faster and soon she was sobbing uncontrollably as she sank to the floor. "Abby what's wrong?" Dr. Chen asked as she walked into the bathroom. Abby just shook her head as the tears kept flowing. "Do you want me to get some one? Luka, Carter, anyone?" Abby shook her head again. Chen knelt down next to Abby and gave her a reassuring hug. "Are you sure you don't want me to get Carter?" "Please get him," Abby whispered quietly. "I'll be right back Abby. It's going to be alright." *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It didn't take Carter long to get to the, but Abby had already stopped crying. "Abby do you want to talk now?" She just nodded her head. "Do you want to go to Doc Magoo's and grab something to eat?" "Ok" Abby whispered. Carter helped her off of the floor and led her out of the hospital. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Abby what's wrong? You can talk to me. I'll be there no matter what." Carter talked to her gently as they sat in a booth in Doc Magoo's. "Abby what is it?" She tried so hard to tell him but all she could do was cry. "Is it Luka? Your mom? Eric?" "It's . . . it's . . ." Abby finally managed to choke out. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
End of Chapter 1. If you liked it so far, email me at Lpsmiles88@aol.com to let me know what you think of it or if you want to let me know what should happen next. Hope you liked it.