Letter 2 - Syaoran
Dear..,
I don't know why I'm writing this, I guess it makes me feel better. I've been here all day at the hospital, ever since Sakura got sick. I can feel her pink aura getting weaker by the minute and still I don't know what to do. How could something like this happen, I don't get it, it must have been some kind of poison, but who would want my dear Sakura dead?. She's always nice to everyone, I don't even think she has any enemies, at least not anymore. The strange part is that I was with her all day, I feel like crying but can't, no tears will come out. The doctors don't know what's wrong, but they know she's dying. No, I must think that, she can't, she can't die, she can't leave me here all alone, I wouldn't resist it. I can't live without my Sakura. Why did this have to happen now??, we are only 17, it's just so unfair. After everything we went through, I can't just sit here and do nothing. I kills me knowing that I'm useless, magic isn't working to help you, I think, it actually was making Sakura worst. I'm sorry Sakura, I didn't know that it would react this way, I'm so sorry, I wish I were in your place.
Sakura's family is outside, Touya had a flight back when he heard the news. Tomoyo was here a while ago, she was also very devastated, they are best friends after all. And even with how she is feeling, she tried to make me feel better, I admire her sometimes, but all I want is to be in Sakura's place. I wish to die instead of her!!!.
Why isn't she getting better??, I..I.., I don't know what to do, I'm so useless, not even Yue or Kero know what happened to her. No one know, the only person missing today at the hospital is Meiling, I wonder if she has heard the news. My dear Sakura, I hold your right hand with my left, you feel cold and I can feel your pain. Why?, who?, I would like to know, and they'll pay for what they have done. I'm losing it, I'm losing control, Sakura please just open your emerald eyes, tell me that everything will be fine, or else, I...I don't know what I'm capable of doing...........
Wei just called me, he is bringing Meiling to the hopital, she is sick was well. She is burning up from inside, the same symptoms my Sakura has. Who is trying to ruin my life?, why?, first my beloved Sakura, then my cousin. Wei said something about a letter, but I wasn't paying much attention. He'll be here in less than 10 minutes, why couldn't I have been the one that was dying??..
Life is just not fair..............
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Second letter....Syaoran writing to himself I guess, very short!.... a few more letters to come soon.....plz review........
