Letter 3 - Tomoyo

Dear God,

Why must we suffer like this?, what have we done to deserve this?...I don't understand how this could happen. I'm the hospital's lobby, waiting, everyone but Meiling is here. Syaoran must be the one feeling the most pain, even more than me that I am Sakura's best friend. The doctors were of no use, they don't know what's wrong with her, but I know they told Mr. Kinomoto that she could die any minute. Syaoran hasn't left Sakura's side since we got here. I overheard Syaoran saying the he wanted to trade places with Sakura, but I believe it would be almost the same thing. Sakura would be devastated instead of Syaoran. I know that everything happens for a reason, but I just...can't believe my Sakura is dying. Why her?, she is the nicest person I know. And how could this happen?, we were always with her, specially Syaoran.

We are all so worried, I just want our Sakura to be ok, I would give my life for her, if she dies we are all gonna be sad. Syaoran won't have a reason to live of course, I know, he wants to die right now, as I write this. Please God, don't take our Sakura from us!!....I beg you let Sakura live until old. She hasn't done harm to anyone, she isn't capable of even follow revenge.

I don't want to think what life will be like without her, it's just to sad. Who would have the heart to harm Sakura and all of us this way?. I don't understand it, none of us know, we know it's not magic based, but the doctors don't know what it is either. This can't be happening, this has to be a horrible nightmare that I must wake from any moment. I can't stop crying, Eriol is getting worried for me. I just want to wake up, make everything got the way it was before this. I don't know what to do, I just can't believe this is real, it can't be, my mind and heart can't swallow this news, it so hard to understand why good people have to suffer, while bad people live happy. It doesn't always apply but that's what is happening right now.

What's this, I just saw Wei came in, he was following the doctors with a new patient, wait, is that?, no it can't be, Meiling??. Was she poisoned too??, what's going on?. Who is behind this?. I have to many questions, I'm becoming hysterical. I God, please make it stop, make this all go away. I'm slipping down to the floor. I can see Eriol running to me..I can't keep wrtting any longer....God help us......

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Tomoyo's letter to God, weird, anyways, how was it?, the letter too short?....ok...still plz review...