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All Too Soon:
Endless Circle
"Huh!? Kagome!? You're
taking summer math too!?"
"The
teacher 'suggested' it…" Kagome sighed, examining her ice cream as she walked
aimlessly through the park with Yuka and Eri.
"Hey, Kagome! Are you applying to the same high school as Hojo?" Yuka asked. Eri joined in
with a question of her own.
"Whoa!
You mean you guys are official!?"
"Give
me a break!" Kagome huffed, turning to face them. "Me and Hojo!?"
"Geez…"
"You
don't have to get so defensive about it…"
I'm more worried… Kagome thought,
absently, about just being able to get
into high school! And after what he said… She remembered she had only
stared at him blankly until she was able to regain her voice and ask him if he
really meant that. Predictably enough,
he had only snorted and told her to go home. Nearly a week passed since then,
but even with all the hot baths and modern conveniences…I can't stop thinking about Inu-Yasha…
Initially
Kagome had been shocked, too stunned to really do anything. And
by the look on his face, so had Inu-Yasha. She
was shocked still, wondering if the event had even happened, if it was only a
scenario created by her overtaxed mind. But Inu-Yasha still hadn't come for her and she wasn't about to
go back… not until she was absolutely sure what she should say. And what
she should do. How was she supposed to react when someone who barely called her
by name said something like that? Even if he hadn't really meant it… which was just another thing to consider. If he did mean it,
then how did she feel? And if he didn't… Kagome shook
her head. Now I really can't concentrate on school! Is everybody
plotting against my education!? I wouldn't put it past Inu-Yasha…
"Hey,
look! Look!" Eri cried, pointing. Kagome glanced in
the indicated direction. "Sparklers…!"
Just
beside a children's jungle gym shaped like a perforated dome or a concrete
turtle's shell a small group of children and their mothers had lit sparklers.
They stood in a loose circle, the miniature flames licking at the hard, cool
pavement, reflecting in the delighted eyes of the young. Their mothers watched
with reminiscent smiles, charmed with their children's happiness rather than
the flying sparks. Kagome surveyed the kids as their mothers did, too old to
join in, and too experienced to truly enjoy such a simple show of lights. I wish things were still that simple for me…
Kagome thought wistfully. But she knew, as much as she complained, that there
was nothing she would change. Absolutely nothing.
A
hand slithered from the shadows beneath the jungle gym and a lit fire-cracker
flew into the ring of children. They backed away, shrieking and shielding their
eyes as their mothers ran for water. Kagome's eyes followed the figure of a
young girl leaping from the playground and cackling as she fled the scene. A
determination welled up in Kagome as she chased after the little imp who was
dressed in a winter coat despite the summer heat. She would find out what was
going on. Maybe it was a petty distraction, but like many things in her life,
it would eventually lead her back to Inu-Yasha.
That stupid girl.
The
humming of a thousand bees droned in Inu-Yasha's ears
in the deadly quiet of the night. Around him the foliage was pushed by a breeze
to whisper in quiet contemplation of the stranger in their midst as the eery sound of darkness ate at his senses. He was dwarfed by
the trees of the forest, with their great height, and it magnified his brooding
as the night magnifies the cries of a creature near its death.
That stupid, stupid girl!
Just
what had he been thinking, to say such a thing? Those words… those words he had
never imagined would fly from his mouth. In the span of a moment he had lost
all sense of himself, and given life to a thought long dormant. Never before
had he spoken those words, and never before had he felt the need to. Not to his
mother, and certainly not to Kikyo - though he had
loved them both. And where had that gotten him? Stuck to that stinking tree! What made this girl so different? Not a damn thing!
If
anything she was more annoying, more needy, more
headstrong than anyone he had ever had the displeasure of meeting. With the exception of Shippo, perhaps.
Kagome was different than anyone he'd ever known; she didn't understand the
boundaries of blood, she childishly believed there was good in everyone. But maybe that's why…
"Isn't
it done yet ,old man?" he asked, frowning. Patience
had never been his strong point.
"Not
yet, Lord Inu-Yasha," Myoga
replied from his shoulder. "Try now and you'll be stung to death."
Inu-Yasha glared at the beehive, strung from the treetops
by a substance of the insects' own creation and almost as large as himself with
his scabbard partly sheathed inside it, as if willing them to work faster… well,
okay, he was attempting to threaten them, but you can't expect anyone to get
their point across to a group of insects.
"There
is no way to seal the crack your scabbard suffered against the thunder beasts,"
the old flea continued wisely, "except with the wax made by these forger bees."
Behind them Shippo flew through the air, having
transformed into… something… "But I'm sure it will be finished before you have
to search for more Shikon shards." As Myoga finished speaking the giant Shippo-balloon
opened its smiling mouth to reveal a row of pointed teeth and proceeded to
latch onto Inu-Yasha's head. The hanyou
twitched for just a moment before he socked the kitsune
to the ground.
"That's
enough, Fox!" he growled.
With
a puff of smoke Shippo assumed his true form… "I'm
bored!"… in more ways than one. "I only came because I
thought Kagome would be here too! But you had to scare her off," he pouted.
"What did I do to get stuck with you!?"
"That's
what I'm wondering!"
"Say
now… don't I count for something…!?" Myoga began, before becoming distracted by something over
his shoulder. "Eh…? That's…"
Over
a bed of lily pads a creature as round as Shippo had
been bare seconds ago, its eyes mere slits, flew with the floating ghosts of
children. Its stubby arms held a flute to its nearly-non-existant
mouth and a tail like an angel's wing curved around and under it.
"It's
a demon!" Shippo cried, clinging to Inu-Yasha's shoulder as if they had never fought before. Inu-Yasha glanced at the young kitsune.
"Shippo… what are you?"
"Th-that's… a Tatari-mokke!" Myoga stuttered. "A demon given life by
the souls of young children. It plays with the shades of children newly
dead… until they have settled… and can move beyond…. Never fear. It is only an
apparition."
Inu-Yasha settled back down to wait for his scabbard to
mend. When Myoga
said there was nothing to fear, then he was perfectly safe. He glanced at the Tetsusaiga and wondered if it would work now that Kagome
wouldn't be around for him to protect. There was little doubt in his mind that
she wouldn't come back. It didn't matter if he loved her or not - which I don't! - she
would probably be too disgusted to ever return. Not that it mattered… he would
just go get her when she was needed, and then he would tell her exactly how he felt…
Kagome
slipped into the well-house, shutting the door behind her and moving deeper
into the musty building. She didn't have her pack, this was only going to be a
quick visit for information… but chances were she would run into Inu-Yasha, and knowing him he would be even more rude than
usual, to hide anything he might be feeling. But she had to know what that
thing was… and how to help Mayu. And the best person
she could think of to go to was Myoga.
She
stared at the old well with trepidation. I
still don't know what to do… she thought, frowning slightly. This was where
Hojo had witnessed her climbing out when she was just
returning. Naturally, he didn't notice anything amiss, but his presence had
made her strangely edgy. What would I do…
if it was Hojo who said he loved me…?
All
of his advances so far had been flattering… but nothing more. She liked him, in
a strictly platonic way. And if he said that, she knew she would be trying to
find a nice way to let him down. Inu-Yasha, on the
other hand… her feelings for the half-demon were… impossible to describe. It
was something and nothing at the same time, as if she were both empty and full.
The feeling was completely indefinable… and completely different from what she
associated with Hojo.
Kagome
stared at the well, and suddenly, she knew just what to say.
A/N: Whew! Finally! I've had computer
problems and little time to write, but I got this out in less than a week! I
think that's pretty good… anyway thanks sooo much for
the reviews!! I hope you like this chap, and I think the next will probably be
the last, and shorter than this one, but I'll get it out as soon as I can. O,
yeah, just so you all know I'm following the manga
version, so those of you who only watch the anime can't tell, but I'm copying
most of the lines directly… Umm… I can't think of much
else to say, sooo… please review, and I'll get the
next chapter up soon… I hope.
