Sorry guys! ^_^*...u wont like this chappie any better...id like some ideas on wut shud happen next though... like if and how i shud get her back... and deatails i cud use some im running low on ammo (ideas)! Thnx enjoy or not.. :(

*Sobs* ---Disclaimer: dunt own beyblade!

Grieving (Chappie 11)

-bit of a song chappie- *WARNING*: may cause tears--i'd read the song lyrics..it's sad but fits..srry bout this chappie...

The Blade Breakers didn't enter the tournament the next day. All were saddened by her departure. And Kai was back to his old self again. But deep down, he missed her deeply. Day's passed into weeks..weeks turned into months. Soon the thought of Kristy was just a vague memory, although she had changed their lives forever.

Leah and Maddy were heart broken when they found out. Max frequently kept in touch with Leah, and each time he spoke with her, she was becoming worst and worst. While Maddy just kept her feelings about it bottled up.

One night Kai decided to leave the hotel they were staying in to go for a walk. (Now back in Japan)

'Fed up with my destiny

And this place of no return

Think I'll take another day

And slowly watch it burn....

It doesn't really matter how the time goes by

Cause I still remember you and I

And that beautiful goodbye'

Kai huffed as he remembered the times he shared with Kristy. The day he first met her, she was always blushing around him, but he never really noticed it until he thought of it.

I staggered through these empty streets

No longer laughing arm in arm

The night had made a mess of me

Your confession kept me warm

Rain poured down on Kai. Drenching him. He still remembered the night clearly the night she told him she loved him.

And I don't really miss you,

I just need to know

Do you ever think of you and I

And that beautiful goodbye.

He began to wonder if she missed him, or blacked him out of his memory. He then smiled a bit, remember how she once left Tyson with a black eye, which was evident for two weeks.

When I see you now

I wonder how I could've watched you walk away

If I let you down

Please forgive me now

For that beautiful goodbye

Tear's fell from his face, as he remembered as he just stood there watching her leave his life forever. He could have fought the lizard off, but he did nothing. He remembered her hot tears of pain and sorrow, that begged for his forgiveness.

In these days of no regrets

I keep mine to myself

And all the things we never said

I can say for someone else

Cause nothing lasts forever, but we always try

And I just can't help but wonder why

We let it pass us by

He cursed letting her go from his life. He smiled a bit though trying to cheer himself up, remembering their first and last dance they shared...as well as their first and last kiss that ever left him timid and docile.

When I see you now

I wonder how

I could've watched you walk away

If I let you down

Please forgive me now

For that beautiful goodbye

What he remembered most about the times he shared with her was her face, her soft blue eyes, that melted his heart. Her innocent smile that he couldn't resist, and he red hair of perfume.

He then dug out two pictures from his pockets... He smiled at the couple dancing, it was them at the party, their first dance..Kai noticed her smile as she leaned on his chest. He even noticed he was smiling a bit also. Then the second; The picture with the red ink around his head that resembled a heart. He sighed as he headed back to the hotel, soaked.