Disclaimer: I don't own Chidori or any other characters of Ayashino Ceres.

Author's notes: Chidori's thoughts about her guilt with her brother and her love for Yuhi.

Chidori's P.O.V

No matter how many times,

I beg on my knees and pray,

It will never bring back what you lost because of me,

And I will live with that guilt for the rest of my days.

Until you can walk again,

And believe once more in your dreams.

I'm so…sorry. Sorry that I had been so selfish,

I promise that I'll make thing all right again,

If it wasn't for me none of this would ever have happened,

And this mounting guilt is eating me alive inside.

I'll be strong, though I want to give up,

I'll do my best, to smile though I want to cry,

To pretend that everything will be alright,

To give you hope, and in your eyes I'll see life.

There's this power that exists within me,

Even with this power, I can't protect the people I love,

And even if it scares me,

I'll fight till the very end.

Then something happened…uncontrollable feelings of love,

It's too much for me to understand,

But it just feels right that I won't deny how it feels,

Though my Love may not feel the same, I'll keep on loving him…

Until he finally sees…that I love him so much that it kills me.

Behind this little girl's body is a young woman,

Waiting to be loved,

 To be cherished forever…beneath the eternal stars above.

It brought great joy to my heart that you came…even for me,

That you sought to save me…though I know you love another.

Thank You. That I know that you'll miss me,

You're wounded cries brought tears of gratitude and love in my eyes,

Gomen… though I promised to be strong…

I'll have to let go, I'll have to leave you though I don't want to.

And in my last dying seconds in your arms, when you held me ever so gently,

Begging me not to leave,

I fancied that you loved me, as much as you loved her,

"Aishiteru…Yuihi." I uttered as I felt your tears falling at my face,

As my entire body started feeling numb,

You brought your lips close to mine for a kiss,

You're last farewell and a memory that I'd cherish forever.

I'll watch you from above and protect you,

And dream of a life where we can be together,

In another life, in another time,

Somehow, somewhere in someway,

I'll keep on dreaming and waiting for that day.

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