Disclaimer: I don't own Tooya or any characters from AYC.
Tooya P.O.V.
No recollections of a past that everyone has,
Everyday I put on a mask,
No memories of a life, a childhood, how I came to be,
Everything is so blurry.
I don't know how to act on these emotions,
How everyone expects it to be,
So I hide it all deep within, and do what I'm told
So that one day I'll finally be able to live a life all on my own.
I have no one, no identity just a name,
A name no one will remember, when I'm gone.
I'm not human, so tell me what am I?
I desire to live a life, a life I can call mine.
But then I met you and there's these emotions I can't explain,
Everything changes how I see the world,
That it can offer me wondrous things like the love that you've shown to me.
You loved me with all your heart,
Though I can't even show you,
How much I love you back,
But still you kept on loving me,
And it brings hope and light to my empty heart.
Damn them all, who tries to keep us apart,
Keeping my head filled up in lies of a different love and life,
They didn't know, that I was meant only for you,
My mind can't deny my heart, no matter how many empty lies they've filled my head.
I'll always come back to you.
I hurt you so many times,
And I want to kill myself for that,
For every tear that falls from your angelic face,
How could you still love me? With all that I've done?
Words remain unspoken but you must know that I love you, with all that I am.
I'd give you the world if you ask for it,
All that I have, All that I can give,
I'd lay it all down before you,
To show you that I love you…in a way I know how.
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