Ad Sequens Anguis Semita
Prices, prices are everything, aren't they? Some are trivial and ones we expect to have in a lifetime. But others are prices never meant to be. Deals never meant to be made, those things requiring payment in more than material, more than labor, more than devotion. More than soul...
Mine was a deal I never chose to make. I was too young, too alone, too angry at the world, at my parents, and at everyone. He was my solace, my teacher, my mentor, my Real father, and my World. That first morning, felt like I had finally found my real home. It didn't matter that he had killed my parents; they had never loved me anyway. It didn't matter that he was Evil. It didn't matter he was everything dark and twisted. To me he was my sable knight; my dark protector found at last. And in my comfort and healing, he scarred me with a painful cruelty that only altar boys and prostitutes know of.
It was a beautiful March day outside; the sun was shinning with a brilliance that was a thousand suns. So of course I was inside in the study, reading. I was pouring over "Caligo vehere ad lumen[i]: a guide to the dark forces". The side door, which is connected to the dungeons, was opened and he came in, closed the door, and then locked it with a curse. I looked up at him with a bit of curiosity and then after he sat down I went back to the book. But I could feel his wondering regard on me.
"Severus, perhaps it's time to quit studying? Come sit over here." he gestured to the seat next to him. His red eyes gleamed oddly as I sat. "Severus, come closer. I won't hurt you." I moved closer and he took my arms and pulled my rather slight figure into his lap. For a ten year old I was very thin, often I didn't eat and I would read through the daily meals. He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist and smelled my hair.
"Severus, you and I are going to play a little game, called catch me. And If I catch you I can make you do whatever I want, and if you catch me next time around I'll do anything you want. But you can't leave the room. I'll let you go and count to ten and if I find you before you get back to the couch I win." He grinned, and let go of me. I climbed out if his lap and stared at him.
"Go hide.." I stared at him a little longer but then suddenly decided to comply, I had never played a game before, and certainly nothing bad would happen to me, he was my sable knight. My protector.
I hid in a cabinet while he counted slowly with his eyes covered.
"8.9. 10. Alright I'm going to find you..." He first went and looked behind the couch, and then to underneath a table. I tried to quietly sneak out of the cabinet while he wasn't looking, but he heard me so I dashed for the couch. But he caught me and pulled me up into his arms. He laughed, and held my arms and swung me in a circle as he spun, and then I too started laughing. After both of us were dizzy he staggered to the couch, and laid down, me still in his arms resting over top of him. He chuckled and kissed my forehead. I, surprised that someone had kissed me, stared up at him in response. He smiled.
"Well, aren't you going to kiss me back?" His eyes still gleamed oddly but I complied and in turn kissed his cheek and smiled back. Not used to affection of any kind, I blushed. He smiled more brilliantly and kissed me on the lips, passionately. I looked up more surprised and he smirked. He picked me up turned on his side so his back was facing the entrance to the chair and he laid me on my side to the back of the chair. I was too surprised to move. Someone had kissed me on the lips.
Sorry everyone the rest can't be carried here. visit this link for the rest
I'm sorry but fanfiction.net has banned it so I am working on my own website but alas it has taken awhile and unfortunately I have not the money to buy my own website so I must create a free one on geocities. and it takes awhile to learn webcode. at least for what I want to do however the site will be called Dark Lairs.. and I will hold any fics that were banned from Fanfiction.net as a tribute to fandom and to the rest of ya'll who would like to see some good unclean slashiness fun!!!
Auroress 13 ^-* -----------------------
Prices, prices are everything, aren't they? Some are trivial and ones we expect to have in a lifetime. But others are prices never meant to be. Deals never meant to be made, those things requiring payment in more than material, more than labor, more than devotion. More than soul...
Mine was a deal I never chose to make. I was too young, too alone, too angry at the world, at my parents, and at everyone. He was my solace, my teacher, my mentor, my Real father, and my World. That first morning, felt like I had finally found my real home. It didn't matter that he had killed my parents; they had never loved me anyway. It didn't matter that he was Evil. It didn't matter he was everything dark and twisted. To me he was my sable knight; my dark protector found at last. And in my comfort and healing, he scarred me with a painful cruelty that only altar boys and prostitutes know of.
It was a beautiful March day outside; the sun was shinning with a brilliance that was a thousand suns. So of course I was inside in the study, reading. I was pouring over "Caligo vehere ad lumen[i]: a guide to the dark forces". The side door, which is connected to the dungeons, was opened and he came in, closed the door, and then locked it with a curse. I looked up at him with a bit of curiosity and then after he sat down I went back to the book. But I could feel his wondering regard on me.
"Severus, perhaps it's time to quit studying? Come sit over here." he gestured to the seat next to him. His red eyes gleamed oddly as I sat. "Severus, come closer. I won't hurt you." I moved closer and he took my arms and pulled my rather slight figure into his lap. For a ten year old I was very thin, often I didn't eat and I would read through the daily meals. He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist and smelled my hair.
"Severus, you and I are going to play a little game, called catch me. And If I catch you I can make you do whatever I want, and if you catch me next time around I'll do anything you want. But you can't leave the room. I'll let you go and count to ten and if I find you before you get back to the couch I win." He grinned, and let go of me. I climbed out if his lap and stared at him.
"Go hide.." I stared at him a little longer but then suddenly decided to comply, I had never played a game before, and certainly nothing bad would happen to me, he was my sable knight. My protector.
I hid in a cabinet while he counted slowly with his eyes covered.
"8.9. 10. Alright I'm going to find you..." He first went and looked behind the couch, and then to underneath a table. I tried to quietly sneak out of the cabinet while he wasn't looking, but he heard me so I dashed for the couch. But he caught me and pulled me up into his arms. He laughed, and held my arms and swung me in a circle as he spun, and then I too started laughing. After both of us were dizzy he staggered to the couch, and laid down, me still in his arms resting over top of him. He chuckled and kissed my forehead. I, surprised that someone had kissed me, stared up at him in response. He smiled.
"Well, aren't you going to kiss me back?" His eyes still gleamed oddly but I complied and in turn kissed his cheek and smiled back. Not used to affection of any kind, I blushed. He smiled more brilliantly and kissed me on the lips, passionately. I looked up more surprised and he smirked. He picked me up turned on his side so his back was facing the entrance to the chair and he laid me on my side to the back of the chair. I was too surprised to move. Someone had kissed me on the lips.
Sorry everyone the rest can't be carried here. visit this link for the rest
I'm sorry but fanfiction.net has banned it so I am working on my own website but alas it has taken awhile and unfortunately I have not the money to buy my own website so I must create a free one on geocities. and it takes awhile to learn webcode. at least for what I want to do however the site will be called Dark Lairs.. and I will hold any fics that were banned from Fanfiction.net as a tribute to fandom and to the rest of ya'll who would like to see some good unclean slashiness fun!!!
Auroress 13 ^-* -----------------------